Tried meph for the first time a few weeks ago.

I can relate to what you say, a lot. Pre-ban meph was heavenly and diabolical at the same time, and yes, it totally disrupts the pleasure and reward pathways ...probably foreveralso, i've tried many drugs of different sorts. and haven't had major addiction problems or anything like that. 4mmc scares me.
i can tell how dirty - addictive, destroying your 'normal' pleasure - if you do too much, can be. but it also feels so amazing

I have been away from here for a couple of months, thought I hadn't seen you for a while. Welcome back! Was that you who had a cheeky "Bad Kitty" t-shirt? Very appropriate. Meow!Man I've missed you. There. I said it in public.![]()
mmmmYeah, theres some preban around if you look! Happy daze. :D :D :Dthis meph is like real real pre ban![]()
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mmmm