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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - We don't even know what month it is...

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Starting around 5:20am this morning, I spent 2 hours writing, editing, rewriting and condensing the ultimate Stim-Rant of the century, whilst tripping simultaneously, as a result of a multi-day binge on MPA, 5-MeO-DALT, Alcohol and Sleep Deprivation.
Apparently, BL (which is henceforth an entity in itself) didn't appreciate my frantic tap-tap-tapping away at the keypad with the enthusiasm of a spoiled child at Christmas after a double dose of Ritalin. BL found it more suitable to not submit my post, blaming a 'missing security token', whilst making it impossible to access my post by going back a page, which I can do every single other time.

T'was a Fucked Sprout as I was writing, but now I'm both coming down hard and incredibly pissed off about losing my Stim-Rant. Bad times. :(
 
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Eveleivibe said:
SM, please be careful while in the first weeks of subs.
Take it from someone who knows. I almost become an alcoholic, craving codeine.
Not trying to preach, but please be careful.

Evey xxxx
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Thanks for the concern Evey. Im'a big boy now though whos dizzy from going round the block ;)

Booze aint my thing anyways.. and I dont have enough acid to become an LSDohlic ;)

Rights then, im free for a day, the sun is shining, them there hills are calling me. Tis time to get swhirly =D
 
Found a bag of twenty 30-35mg MPA bombs that I thought I'd lost - so obviously I had to celebrate by taking one, with a glass of MPA/Blackcurrant Juice as a chaser.

Certainly feeling much better now, just had to endure a brutal crash from a 3/4 day binge, combined with the minor/moderate Opi WD (48 hours since my last dose). Anyone who says MPA does not have a comedown will be in for a shock at higher doses, but that is offset by the sheer euphoria and general stimmy qualities once the dose threshold is passed.

Starting to rant again so I guess my dose is beginning to kick in. Will leave this here. :)

Enjoy your Saturday Night fuckedness, guys! :D
 
SproutOnSmack said:
Starting around 5:20am this morning, I spent 2 hours writing, editing, rewriting and condensing the ultimate Stim-Rant of the century, whilst tripping simultaneously, as a result of a multi-day binge on MPA, 5-MeO-DALT, Alcohol and Sleep Deprivation.
Apparently, BL (which is henceforth an entity in itself) didn't appreciate my frantic tap-tap-tapping away at the keypad with the enthusiasm of a spoiled child at Christmas after a double dose of Ritalin. BL found it more suitable to not submit my post, blaming a 'missing security token', whilst making it impossible to access my post by going back a page, which I can do every single other time.

T'was a Fucked Sprout as I was writing, but now I'm both coming down hard and incredibly pissed off about losing my Stim-Rant. Bad times. :(
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That must be incredibly annoying. My PC does some auto save thing every few minutes so, so none of my stim rants have ever been lost. On the other hand it could be a blessing in disguise, im sure ive made a few stim rant posts that i later regretted, but i make it a policy to exteremly rarely look back on old posts, ive only deliberately done that once as it was so embarrasing.
 
If its a long post highlight and copy it as you go along incase things like that happen
 
Eveleivibe said:
Lol.... That sounds like toys r us... hahahaha

Night, mate. I'm here in pm if ever you need a friend or someone to talk to, ok?!

Evey xxxx

Now I really must sleep. Got to get to pharmacy tomorrow for Script. Bank holiday Monday, AGAIN!!!!
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last time i was in a toys r us the dreamcast was coming out, thats how long its been, bye bye childhood :\

hungover dissipated thanks to gear and etiz, a problem has formed as i have found out i dont OD if i take the gear first then small amount of benzos and see how they hit and if i feel the need for more, i dose halves, im feeling self destructive today after a not so good conversation with my sister at where i am classified as 'the reason my family is having trouble and are so stressed' because im not stressed and depressed about it, infact i am clearly loving it 8) all the tracks and withdrawls, those are just great!

might have some more gear here soon, my head is a mess
 
matt<3ketamine said:
last time i was in a toys r us the dreamcast was coming out, thats how long its been, bye bye childhood :\

hungover dissipated thanks to gear and etiz, a problem has formed as i have found out i dont OD if i take the gear first then small amount of benzos and see how they hit and if i feel the need for more, i dose halves, im feeling self destructive today after a not so good conversation with my sister at where i am classified as 'the reason my family is having trouble and are so stressed' because im not stressed and depressed about it, infact i am clearly loving it 8) all the tracks and withdrawls, those are just great!

might have some more gear here soon, my head is a mess
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heyyyyyyyyyyyy, you ok? Silly question. I've never done dope but I'd be willing to listen / talk if you need someone to talk to. You're more than welcome to PM me, anytime, ok? I don't always answer ASAP because I've a child to look after, but I do answer, and if ever I don't, please don't think I don't care - or am not willing to listen.

I doubt you're the reason for your families troubles, maybe a part of things. Anyway what is it that you want because if you're wanting recovery concentrate on that ok. Oh, I hope this isn't coming out as wrong, as I've a habit of saying the wrong things at times :D

Anyway - you take care OK - and without sounding preachy try not to think of ways of taking the same amount without ODing as it may happen anyway - so PLEASE be very careful, OK?! We care about you, here.

Thinking of you,
Evey xxxx
 
Really think I've overdone it recently. Since I awoke at 6am on Wednesday, I've had 4 hours of sleep and 2 plates of food, one which I didn't finish.
Been pumped full of MPA 24/7, sometimes mixed with 5-MeO-DALT, both of which have been at stupid doses as tolerance climbed.
Sleep Deprivation Psychosis has been kicking in for about 30 hours, not really sure, lost all sense of time.
Lesson learned: Sleep deprivation + stimulants + hallucinogens + BPD1 = an awful time.

I should have known better.
 
I spent a week sleeping with my bed propping the door closed and a knife under my pillow for a week after an IV amphetamine binge gone wrong at the end of last year.:\
 
Yeah I proper lost the plot, not for the first time either.

Is well behind me now though, even if the repercussions aren't.

edit: Oh, it was aimed at sproutonsmack...as you were.
 
Fuck this that was one hell of a night.
 
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