Didn't manage to hole on the N-Ethyl-ket last night, even after snorting around 800mgs over the course of an hour. I ended up really wonked though, as if I had done about 100/150 mgs of proper ket, what I did manage though is getting busted by my dad incapable of stringing two sentences together and walking into the furniture. Nice one, did wonders for our already strained relation.
I still feell that stuff has potential though, it realy is like a weak ket, will wonk you, will make you look like a zombie and appreciate dubstep, but it won't bring you into hyperspace, I also feel about 30% of the material just got stuck in my nose. Worst than ket in this respect.
Still given it's half the price of the going rate for ket I'll probably order more at some point.
Of all the dissos currently available online(on RC sites not the dark web), it's probably the best.
Marked anti-depressive properties though, feel reborn today and the kratom boosting is there, I only had two spoons last night, instead of the usual four or five.
Did a gram in a day though, now I'll just have to wait for my MXP to arrive, I reckon 200mgs with no benzos in my system should be a good bedtime dose, yesterday I was full of 3-MMC and Flubromazepam and I think they sort of influenced the experience.
How's everyone today? I'm 30 today, will have a few beers whith a few close mates, as I'm against bday celebrations.
Still it was good to reach this benchmark in age wonked up my tits, it sort of fits the last decade of my life, I decided that from now on I'll be a more cautious with my experiments.
Still they got me some new headphones, Sennheiser, good stuff. Next time I'm on a pv binge I will hear moans and screams in high audio quality, not bad at all. Plus I got some Oakley sunglasses, don't think I'll use them much as I don't leave the house that often. Still I can wear them while looking at the computer screen when my pupils happen to be massively dilated.
Hope you all have a good weekend and that Liverpool smashes Chelsea tomorow.
Stay safe guys, later
About the Ayahuasca thing, I've made my own brews quite a few times in the years past and know people who went to South America to do it with a proper "shaman", let's just say the locals found a cow to milk with rich clueless Westeners going there and spending a fortune to drink a brew they could easily prepare themselves.
A lot of the people in the Amazon who cater to those Aya tourists are actually clueless, some of them will add poisonous plants to the brew out of ignorance, in the Aya community is full of stories of people going there and having local "shamans" try to give them brews made with datura or other deliriants. This could have easily been the case, a bunch of ignorant clueless locals in South America trying to make a quick buck out of foreigners.
Even that guy from Vice Hamilton had one guy try to pass datura for p.viridis and telling him it was the right plant, lucky for him, Hamilton was more knowledged and told him off and didn't drink the concotion or else he could easily have died. B.Caapi(a MAOI) followed by a hefty dose of datura? Bad news
Don't assume that just because you live in the Amazon you have a deep knowledge of the thousands of intoxicants plants there are.
Some of those Ayahuasca resorts are a rip-off, charging huge sums.
Unfortunately, as usual, tourism from rich country has ruined what was a local tradition, now I'm not saying it's impossible to find a true shaman and drink the brew there, but most of those places you can do it are just resorts for hippies, if you're lucky you get an under-strenght brew, if you're unlucky you end up drinking a datura tea and die.
Some of the traditional ingredients for Aya are actually difficult to find and rare even in the Amazon, so the locals will often use alternative plants just to get the paying white man fucked up, just have a look in the Aya forum, full of people with bad experiences in South America.
I'd rather be my own shaman and brew my own, knowing exactly what I'm consuming, unless I come across the real deal, but you won't if you pay out of your ears to go on those Aya tours with a bunch of other wankers, first they ruined Goa, then it was Kho Phangan, then Vang Vieng, there's no place on heart left that hasn't been corrupted by misguided hippies trying to "find themselves" and ruining local communities.