Whenever that happens make sure that pin isn't clogged by squirting a little bit out back into the cooker and drawing it back up through the filter. Sometimes something gets in their and clogs the rig so you've gotta get it unclogged.
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Whenever that happens make sure that pin isn't clogged by squirting a little bit out back into the cooker and drawing it back up through the filter. Sometimes something gets in their and clogs the rig so you've gotta get it unclogged. 
Mr.Scagnattie
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That's good man, I'm sure they'll consider how far you've come in stabilizing yourself. And you don't necessarily have to serve all 5 years of probation, you can request a reconsideration hearing after a period of time on probation.
Mr.Scagnattie
Bluelighter
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Yea exactly. If you do well then you can get out of the last couple years.
I hope you don't have to serve any jail time man.
chelseagirl
Bluelighter
YES. Although I've found that tar (and pills) can also ruin needles instantly. But seriously, sometimes it seems like one in the pack is just defective or something. Also some brands are a lot easier to use than others. Easy touch ftw.
And obviously, fresh needles are a lot easier to use.Had a really rough day today in more ways than one.. I lost someone close to me and I'm having a real tough time with it.
What are some strategies that my fellow BL heads have for saving your last bit of dope for the morning and not dipping into it when it's just calling to you dip into?
Any good ways to win this battle? Might start a thread over in DC.
Bill
Bluelight Crew
Wish I could give you some advice but that was one battle I usually lost
And sorry about losing someone, I know how it feels and still hurts bad
chelseagirl
Bluelighter
I always just try to go to sleep. The sooner you fall asleep the sooner you can wake up and do it.
Mr.Scagnattie
Bluelighter
Ha. Tough one, man. Most of us have a problem with that... because as dope fiends, self control is obviously something we're lacking..
But, what helps me, is just thinking about how much the morning is going to suck if I don't have anything, even a little bit, saved. I hate, hate hate, waking up sick, not having anything, and knowing I have to go hustle or cop while in withdrawal. So, thinking about that, and just dreading it, helps me have the control to at least save a small wakeup shot, even just some cottons, to get me well, so I can do what I gotta do without being all sick.MMT
Bluelighter
Geez E,I am truly sorry for your loss. I lost my little brother/best friend/running buddy myself but time and life will eventually dull the sting.
Bill
Bluelight Crew
Wonder if he saved a wake up dose lol
If not he's most likely having another rough day out there trying to cop sickEFFECT said:
I left a few bags at work so they were waiting for me the next day and I had no way of accessing them before then.
It's pretty hard so not do bags when I have them on me but if I pinch the corner of each bag that I do so that I have a little left in each one for the following morning it's a little easier to do mentally than if I were to try to save full bags for some reason.
BlueHues
Bluelighter
That's crazy, that's pretty much the exact sentence I got for a first time delivery charge years ago, and it's pretty typical of what I've known other people to get...I ended up with 6 years suspended/probation, 6 months to serve, and I had to complete an inpatient rehab upon my release...I flunked out of rehab after two months though, and ended up doing another 90 days...
I would have had to do 2 years to serve to get out of probation, and they insisted on jail time no matter what, because I was on probation...
It's such a waste of time how hard the system milks these petty narcotics charges! You have to keep going back 20 times, dicking around...The drugs haven't gone anywhere! You have all these people with felonies on their record's....Does this really "protect society" in any way? Because, it seems like a big joke to me...It employs police and prison guards, enriches foreign criminal organizations and ruins people's lives, that's about it!
somnilicious
Bluelighter
Incarceration and the drug war are big business to the police and prison industrial complex. For this reason they milk the fears of every John, Dick and Mary to continue to justify more punitive measures and increase their revenue. Those caught up in the system are seen as undesirables and therefore any damage done to their lives is seen as a justifiable and a deserved consequence.
I believe that things are slowly starting to change because every John, Dick and Mary now has a close family member that has had their life severely impacted by addiction and the court system. It is my hope that now that the problem is hitting closer to home in middle/suburban America that the flaws in our justice system will slowly be revealed and changes will start to come. Nobody wants their own child or grandchild to be locked up for addiction and suffering that they witnessed first hand. People are starting to realize that addiction is not just an inner city problem reserved for scum. It is now not just a problem that happens to somebody else.
ohshea
Bluelighter
Ye fuck the courts. I learned my lesson the hard way never to accept supervised probation unless youre ready for it. In the long run youll do less time and deal w less bullshit getting it out of the way ahead of time. Im sure you already know this though you are both experienced fellows. The plus is CA is so over crowded most people are only serving about 10-20% max of their sentence. Girls gettin 90 days get out in less than two weeks.
Today i just made the LAST fine payment from a stupid posession charge in 2011. Been arrested for the same charge three times over for warrants for noncompliance, have paid almost $2k in diversion class fees and court fines, and withdrew in jail three seperate times which was punishment enough. Im still on summonary (unsupervised) probation for a few more months which is bs all it means that if i get arrested again before the times up this case may be reopened
You have a good public defender scag? Most of them are dicks but theres a few rare gems that genuinely care.
brutus
Bluelight Crew
Yall must not watch the news, Obama is going to give clemency to around 3000 prisoners of the war on drugs. I think he's also trying to get rid of mandatory sentences for drug offenses as well.
I hope you get probation Mr. Scag.
Mr.Scagnattie
Bluelighter
Thanks man I appreciate that. I'm hoping too.
Public defender? With 4 felonies at 9 years a piece max on them? Fuck that. I hired one of the best lawyers I could. Cost me 10 grand but she was cool about letting me pay over time and not all in one sum, thank God, which I obviously couldn't have done. She's all paid off now though. Gave her the last 2 grand last week. So, if anyone is gonna get me a good deal, it's her.MMT
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