pharmakos
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for real?
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Help?!?!
Bluelighter
Bikes ares rikies really, yep......totally still tripppin' oh but fuck it! My water from the back get keeps......perptuauslly flushing, basis stuff but damn if there's not a problem
pharmakos
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help, you should change your avatar to a picture of the mad hatter 
Thorns Have Roses
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For real. I fell into a rosebush while learning, and avoided the things thereafter (bicycles, not rosebushes). I then took up rollerblading, didn't take that as far as I would have liked, I dunno, I became worried that wheeled shoes looked really lame at some point.
swilow
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Rather sceptically ingested some LSD last night having made the assumption that it most likely wasn't LSD and determining not to actually test.
It was actually LSD
It was actually LSD
phenethylo J
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I used go love going for nice long bike rides on mxe back when I was doing it allot. It was loads of fun; I'd go real fast down some back roads then remove my hands from the bars and it'd be like I was flying. I like to do it on ketamine too sometimes but it's not that safe due to it's sedating nature and greater impairment of motor function compared to mxe.
Once on K I almost got hit by a car because I got lost in thought while riding my bike across a busy street. I got very paranoid on my way home and kept thinking the diver of the car was following me even though he wasn't.
Once on K I almost got hit by a car because I got lost in thought while riding my bike across a busy street. I got very paranoid on my way home and kept thinking the diver of the car was following me even though he wasn't.
When we were teenagers my friend got a ticket for running a stop sign on his bike. lol
pharmakos
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dude
bikes are pretty simple, but i'd imagine the first learning stage in front of everyone would be embarassing
find a spot in front of no one and do it imo
yu'll be happy
Thorns Have Roses
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Nobody tells me what to do. If you gave me one worth a grand, I'd destroy it while you watched rather than make some money by selling it, just to spite you.
Ask my family or decade-long friends.* I will act in the opposite of my own interests to prove a point theatrically.
*Their testimony, since you don't know them:
Ask my family or decade-long friends.* I will act in the opposite of my own interests to prove a point theatrically.
*Their testimony, since you don't know them:
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coelophysis
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I have a tendency to be like that. I used to go to Jam Band shows just to walk around the parking lot and try to sell original pieces of artwork that I did. By the end of the night I'd be so fucked up and without having sold any pieces I would make a statement that it wasn't about the money, it was about getting my stuff out there and I would proceed to burn a couple of drawings in front of a crowd and give them tiny little burnt scraps that were left over to go home with. (It was kind of about the money though, I can't lie.)
pharmakos
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i never learned how to swim, btw
SONN
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I'm basically still rolling from the AMT last night. It was a fun concert but my gf took too much ghb and ended up falling asleep on me at the concert and generally just being a cranky unhappy camper. Then when we got home I gave her a bit of my MDMA and she rolled harder than I've ever seen her roll, too bad it was after the concert and not before it 
One thing that also sucked is I decided to put my amt in vinegar to plug it but it didn't dissolve as well as I thought it would so I had to stick like almost 3 mL of vinegar in my butt, and a little bit was lost just by needing to shit out vinegar for the next hour. so 75mg plugged ended up being probably more around 60 if I'm lucky. I feel like I didn't get it all out until I took a dump this morning. Also the 3.5 grams of GHB could have hit me harder but it was still a very fun experience. There was a while where I was debating whether or not to take some 4-aco-DMT along with the GHB, I wish I would have done this now just to make it that much more aquatic feeling. It was still a whole lot of fun though.
I smoked DMT before I went to bed last night and it was quite awesome and definitely a good way to end the night. I haven't had a nice few puffs of the deemsters in a while
My eyes are definitely still dilated when I walked outside and saw the sun it felt like it was almost burning my retinas
One thing that also sucked is I decided to put my amt in vinegar to plug it but it didn't dissolve as well as I thought it would so I had to stick like almost 3 mL of vinegar in my butt, and a little bit was lost just by needing to shit out vinegar for the next hour. so 75mg plugged ended up being probably more around 60 if I'm lucky. I feel like I didn't get it all out until I took a dump this morning. Also the 3.5 grams of GHB could have hit me harder but it was still a very fun experience. There was a while where I was debating whether or not to take some 4-aco-DMT along with the GHB, I wish I would have done this now just to make it that much more aquatic feeling. It was still a whole lot of fun though.
I smoked DMT before I went to bed last night and it was quite awesome and definitely a good way to end the night. I haven't had a nice few puffs of the deemsters in a while
My eyes are definitely still dilated when I walked outside and saw the sun it felt like it was almost burning my retinas
Help?!?!
Bluelighter
I finally learned to accept myself this weekend. Am sort to all of you by remaining ambigious, thought thanks and regards to you all. I final realized what true grace and help is. As my final gb I was going to leave this account a mystery forever , only leaving behind pretty much.....this account as my leacgy for razing me so hard from age one till this day, but then it hit me with MGS story and others. I was right along conquering the world at at any age doesn't matter as long as you've conquered yourself. I learned I am help?!?!? As we all are, I am the orginial. I still feel empty though I mean did my feelings ever reach any of you beside Lakia? It took seeing him being as more brillant than me while laying it out there on the line to extend a helping hand to hand to me. This is all defeating as is is brillant, anyone intersted in me knowing of needing the feeling of help ever does please reach out to me. I've expended a lot of my energy on others, so there isn't much remaining, but I'll give what I have left anyone who needs it. Please feel free, your stories, your, anything, please feel free. Thanks, for listening , and it only took a second to erite.
Folley
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3.5g of GHB? Wow, that much would have me straight blacked out for a few hours.
Next time have your girl take the GHB on the MDMA comedown lol.. so much better. Really smooths out the last hour or two and the serotonin to melatonin conversion along with the relaxation of the GHB is the perfect thing to put you to sleep after a long, geeked out night
That movie is a very literal transcription of my love life.
Next time have your girl take the GHB on the MDMA comedown lol.. so much better. Really smooths out the last hour or two and the serotonin to melatonin conversion along with the relaxation of the GHB is the perfect thing to put you to sleep after a long, geeked out night
That movie is a very literal transcription of my love life.
pharmakos
Bluelighter
^ your feelings matter to me, compadre
but
"i cannot save you, i can't even save myself."
coelophysis
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I love you. I never realized I helped you.
swilow
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Thorns Have Roses
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i never learned how to swim, btw
I never learned the butterfly stroke. I probably haven't been in a pool (or the ocean) more than three of four times in the last ten years.
folley said:
I hope you mean a character besides Scott, 'cause he's a jerk. You should have Wallace's love life instead.
help said:
Phraseology sounds very LGBT (I was accidentally saying GBLT for a while, and that's a terrible double entendre), but I'm gonna guess miscellaneous self-loathing, with ancillary anomie and learned helplessness,1 as the trouble that you have waylaid. I know it's tactless of me to guess, but hypomanic egotism says "I don't care."
You seemed like you were in a bad place in the recent past, but I dunno, crises of one sort or another are going on here all the time, sometimes they flare up into the public eye, oftentimes they are present only as subtext, that the astute (which may just mean without ebriety) can infer. Perfunctory acknowledgment as commiseration seems like the best option, more often than not, 'cause our problems tend to be caused by our own bullheadedness. Plus, not everyone has it in them to act like a veteran of Recovery Support.
My short-term memory is kinda shot at the moment. I dunno what I'm talking about. I see a hexagon in my avatar, (clockwise from pink) pink, orange, yellow, orange, white, yellow, with that red one in the center as part of it, like those occult diagrams. Or maybe the red center is a gravitational singularity. It occurs to me that I'm ignoring a number of the flowers in the picture to make this shape, yet I can't stop seeing it.
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Xorkoth
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Hey Help, I care man, I don't know if I did anything to make you feel different, but if so, my bad. I hope you stay, I can't quite tell but I think you're saying you're leaving. I'd be sorry to see you go.
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