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mydrugbuddy said:
yeah, it is my own belief that i am capable of at least part time work. I could probably get a stress/anxiety/mood disorder letter from the Dr without having to make anything up, but its not really a route i want to go down.
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There's no such thing as a 'mood disorder letter', btw. It's a little bit more complicated than that. :D

I get what you're saying though, and I admire your stance. I could pretty much tick most boxes when it comes to ESA, but I choose to work instead. That's my choice, and I don't necessarily consider it a moral weakness if others choose not to, but it does get my goat when people advocate claiming ESA long-term for a bit of mild anxiety or whatever.
 
Eveleivibe said:
You could still try n apply. It's better than you being without money.

Evey
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There are statements like "I am a danger to myself" and "I am accident prone" which (touch wood) i am less so than this time last year. For me to qualify it would have to be on mental health grounds, which i may or may not do. I think it would do me more harm than good in the mid - long term. Getting a part time job or even a voluntary job instead would be the best thing all round. It is the long empty days more than anything which make it difficult for me to stay off substances.
 
Sammy G said:
There's no such thing as a 'mood disorder letter', btw. It's a little bit more complicated than that. :D

I get what you're saying though, and I admire your stance. I could pretty much tick most boxes when it comes to ESA, but I choose to work instead. That's my choice, and I don't necessarily consider it a moral weakness if others choose not to, but it does get my goat when people advocate claiming ESA for a bit of anxiety or whatever.
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i just used that phrase because i didnt want to go into too much personal detail, so summed it up with a vague phrase, i guess it would indeed be more complicated than that.
 
Well, 'mood disorder' refers to an awful lot of different conditions, so I guess it's good enough. Though in order to be diagnosed with most of them you'd need more than a letter from your GP! But I get what you're saying.

And yeah, long empty days are a real killer.
 
Need to motivate myself to ring up about this local job... 3 positions open... steel errectors, concereters and cladders required.... experience preferred but training will be provided
 
yeah BF, i think it would help me get out of this rut that im in. If i can build up and get some momentum going then that would help, when things grind to a complete halt it is harder to get going on anything. To think i used to work 12 hour shifts and stay up all night sometimes and still go to work the next day i am such a demotivated light-weight now.
 
Probs gonna ring them tomorrow. i'd like to go in there with a cv on me, still aint cracked on with that yet, im a lazy fucker compared to what i used to be like tbh. worked my tits off ever since leaving school
 
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Afternoon, all :)

Had a looooooooooooooooooong lie-in today. Think I must've caught up with lost sleep. Although having dozed until ~3:30pm I may well have completely screwed my sleeping pattern which would be less than useful. I was knackered this morning though. Was gobsmacked when I saw the time when getting up for a widdle. Would've just gone back to bed to continue dozing if I hadn't noticed. Strong coffee, cigs and (an especially fine) cheese 'n' ham roll have now perked me up. With the assistance of some sex offenders.

(latter being via the medium of a louis theroux doc - not direct intervention as that would most assuredly wake me up but probably not in the most pleasant of manners)
 
Shambles said:
Afternoon, all :)

Had a looooooooooooooooooong lie-in today. Think I must've caught up with lost sleep. Although having dozed until ~3:30pm I may well have completely screwed my sleeping pattern which would be less than useful. I was knackered this morning though. Was gobsmacked when I saw the time when getting up for a widdle. Would've just gone back to bed to continue dozing if I hadn't noticed. Strong coffee, cigs and (an especially fine) cheese 'n' ham roll have now perked me up. With the assistance of some sex offenders.

(latter being via the medium of a louis theroux doc - not direct intervention as that would most assuredly wake me up but probably not in the most pleasant of manners)
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Wow that is a long lie-in lol

Evey xxxx
 
I managed about 5 hours sleep last night, miraculously. Fighting off a cold aswell :! full of pregabalin and mirtazapine and methoxphenidine now, eating the first proper meal I've had all week....
 
Five hours is not to be sniffed at seeing as I presume that was before you got your script in. I only took pregas for a week and definitely felt quite unpleasant rebound effects and could quite imagine the w/d being most unpleasant.

What do you think of MXP out of interest? I'm guessing you're using it at low-levels in somewhat medicinal context and could imagine that being quite effective. It's certainly big on euphoria as I recall. That was at (extremely) high dose butu scaled down I'd suspect it could be really quite effective used at antidepressant levels similarly to MXE. MXP is far more innately mood-altering (and very firmly in the upwards direction in my (somewhat limited) experience) whereas MXE isn't quite so marked in that way. Not for me anyway.

Evey: it was longer than long, it was at least as long as a long thing that's this --> looooooooooooooooooong <-- long. Possibly longer.
 
I have taken large doses of mxp that got me into a state not unlike 3-meo-pcp or mxe confusion/blackout zone. I forgot how to type and use my keyboard. I felt like it was crawling across my brain and making my body all symmetrical, did a lot of stretching in bed almost like thai chii, cracking all my joints and knuckles and feeling good afterwards.

Low daily oral doses certainly is a nice mood improver without being overly intoxicating. It's not quiet 3-meo-pcp and not quite methoxetamine, it's more like a slighly less intense dissociaton and I find it realy useful..Shame it's so expensive. 10g bag is going to last me a whle....
 
Mirtazapine 30mg is a godsend for the appetite, first real food in days. The pregabalin withdrawal really is nasty flu like symptoms.

1200mg tho, some mxp, mirtazapine, couple of diclazepam, I feel quite HIGGHHHHHHHHH!
 
Just came back from a walk in the countryside, dabbed MXP after pre-loading with milk thistle, literally been fucked since 8 tgis morning. Sweaty and my trusers and shoes are alll muddy

Saw a few poppies already in the usual field, very early, usually you don't see them bfore May, just a couple of red beauties.
 
Oh shit that's dreadfull to hear. I used to have quite a thing for her. Poor Bob, man he's cursed with tragedy in his family and relationships. I hoped this might be another sick hoax but it isnt. She was only 25. :(

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-26931337

Drugs really are silent and deadly slayers of youth. It mostly seems to get all hushed up, unless its a celebrity involved.
 
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