pinkpapaver
Bluelighter
I can now save gear till the morning. getting out of this game gnite
Pulling your winkle mate, thought that was fairly clear. Not too sure what is gay about dark park's by the way? Button moon is pretty camp I heard, maybe that explains it. I did hear the rumours about your bassed up hand job you got at Helter Skelter Energy 98 by Darren Jay but thats nothing more than a vicious rumour (that I just started).
Bet you lay interesting cables...Three bottles of codeine linctus
Energy 98 was quality
It was 97 that was the proper tits tho
^ Life's too short for shite drugs.
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Past times I've smoked heroin, I've slept for a ridiculously long time the next day.
At first it stops me from sleeping, or at least gives me very light sleep. But hours later, I fall into ridiculously deep sleep. Last time this happened I lay in bed so late in the afternoon, someone had to come in my room and wake me up to check I wasn't dead!
I'm sure gear never used to make me do this, seems to be a recent thing for me.
Yeah mate, I wish I was slightly older and could of gone to Energy 97, other than Dreamscape 20 I think that was one of the best outdoor parties ever put on in the 90's.
finally got appointment with community drugs team week friday with drug worker & prescribing doctor.
Is it best to go when your rattling quite badly so they can asses more quickly?
dont really think its worth asking for methadone, really dont want to get locked into that - im hoping they might give me subutex but i suppose that will mean months of daily chemists visits and i wont be able to use benzodiazapines or be able to smoke weed.i think this has to be done - theres a potential 14 week residential rehab unit towards the end of spring. If i can stablise myself and try and do a quick home detox (supervised by the cdt i mean) then it looks like rehab is the only way to go.
I mean I know theyve ruined my life, but i love taking drugs and the only thing that can possibly change my thinking is 14 weeks of complete abstainance + whatever psychobabble they bombard me with in the meantime. I reckon id stick out the rehab but im skeptical that I will go back to some sort of drug use after. I mean, Isnt gear always the best when your just chippiing?You just feel on top of the world and then a few toots later you rolling around your bad in the most gorgeous nod ever. And yes i know i wouldnt be chipping very long just downhill from there so anyway thats where im at