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My mum cant keep alcohol in the house coz she knows I cannot resist taking it. Lol

Sad but true
 
So ive just had a pipe of changa, just as it starts to take me under I have a thought literally smack me in the brain, just how fuckin selfish I and my drug taking has become. I didnt even try and sit there to enjoy the trip, I stood up and started smashing around and bumping into things fighting the buzz...

Im done with drugs for a while, maybe forever. Im sick of them having a detrimental effect on my life, which is all they seem to do these days.

Hehe Dmt does the habbit of doing that, I was told by it that I need to stop the tablets as my liver was starting to get fucked and low and behold my next liver function test confirmed it. It also told me I need to stop smoking bag bongs as my chest would be ruined when older and I have not touched one as of then and feel a lot better for it. It is horrible if you fight dmt, I saw a lad treat it like crack and he paid the price, was thrashing round in hyper space -we had to stop him banging his head and limbs -pretty disturbing to watch. I thought he would have some amazing insight when he came round but I asked him and he said he cant remember jack squit. Did you have the Shamen examine you? That freaks me out as is so real and you can feel his power.
 
Its told me i need to stop drinking and stuff, infact i stupidly smoked it a few times when drunk before and i had these messages "never come here whilst drunk again" and it was wild as fuck, then i came out of the trip feeling like a naughty school boy and felt sick. and it told me everything is connected and its all love. profound beautiful amazing stuff, its beyond a "drug" it feels like a gateway or something, some of the breakthroughs ive had have been so intense, messages about all sorts of stuff that i couldnt comprehend, all too fast. its always been this female loving guide and this budda type guy. ive also seen people fight treat DMT like weed, i had a pipe loaded up at a house party once, some hammered dickhead pops in and was like whats this? is it weed? and i was like "no, its DMT, its got parsley ontop" and he was like What are you on about and i said ".... take a hit and find out if its weed or not" so he did... and fucking LOL he was flapping about and making weird noises for 5 mins then goes What the fuck was that????!?! scared the shit out of him and he ran out off up the road

People have done that with MXE thinking its ket before as well, drunk people who wouldnt listen, taken that stuff to a few house partys before in the past, bad mistake lol
 
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thanks kenny. I've checked it out. Fake it till you make it, and then fake it until you become it. I suspect my interview failures were because i failed to effectively express how keen i was on the jobs and how much i wanted them. Im never going to fake enthusiasm and 'bubbliness' to the horrificlally false levels of people like anthea turner and aneka rice, i find them sickening tbh. I dont do that level of falsness and wouldnt be able to without embarrasing myself and the interviewer. There is a middle ground of enthusiasm and positivity and i will be trying harder to reach next that week. Im going to prepare my answers far more so that i can speak fluently and in a well structured way.

Aye fake it like a cunt. Join the ranks of false arseholes. Great plan. Part of the reason why the "business world" is so shitty. Full of false, vapid, wankers.

Not you btw MDB, you seem to have realised that.
 
Yeah when it gets to that stage its time to reign it in. Been there a few times

That changa is DMT right? i find it teaches me stuff, pretty enlightening stuff when broken through

This ket i've got is magical funky

Its told me i need to stop drinking and stuff, infact i stupidly smoked it a few times when drunk before and i had these messages "never come here whilst drunk again" and it was wild as fuck, then i came out of the trip feeling like a naughty school boy and felt sick. and it told me everything is connected and its all love. profound beautiful amazing stuff, its beyond a "drug" it feels like a gateway or something, some of the breakthroughs ive had have been so intense, messages about all sorts of stuff that i couldnt comprehend, all too fast. its always been this female loving guide and this budda type guy. ive also seen people fight treat DMT like weed, i had a pipe loaded up at a house party once, some hammered dickhead pops in and was like whats this? is it weed? and i was like "no, its DMT, its got parsley ontop" and he was like What are you on about and i said ".... take a hit and find out if its weed or not" so he did... and fucking LOL he was flapping about and making weird noises for 5 mins then goes What the fuck was that????!?! scared the shit out of him and he ran out off up the road

People have done that with MXE thinking its ket before as well, drunk people who wouldnt listen, taken that stuff to a few house partys before in the past, bad mistake lol

Hehe Dmt does the habbit of doing that, I was told by it that I need to stop the tablets as my liver was starting to get fucked and low and behold my next liver function test confirmed it. It also told me I need to stop smoking bag bongs as my chest would be ruined when older and I have not touched one as of then and feel a lot better for it. It is horrible if you fight dmt, I saw a lad treat it like crack and he paid the price, was thrashing round in hyper space -we had to stop him banging his head and limbs -pretty disturbing to watch. I thought he would have some amazing insight when he came round but I asked him and he said he cant remember jack squit. Did you have the Shamen examine you? That freaks me out as is so real and you can feel his power.

So ive just had a pipe of changa, just as it starts to take me under I have a thought literally smack me in the brain, just how fuckin selfish I and my drug taking has become. I didnt even try and sit there to enjoy the trip, I stood up and started smashing around and bumping into things fighting the buzz...

Im done with drugs for a while, maybe forever. Im sick of them having a detrimental effect on my life, which is all they seem to do these days.

I gotta genuine question for you changa boys...

After taking DMT... and having some intense trips with all the life changing knowledge n what have we.... has it effected your dreaming? In weeks and months after consumption... Have you had stranger and more vivid dreams? or no noticeable difference?
 
No noticeable difference

Apparently it gets realeased through dreaming, maybe it does but i dunno, feels nothing like dreaming anyway. no dreams can touch the stuff, the stuff you see is beyond anything you can imagine

Everything kinda flows like this on it, but faster, and you fly with it, except its nothing you recongize

I put this together the other day, the visuals are sorta like it. but alot faster. decent speech, joe rogans speeches on it inspired me to try it

Amazing DMT Speech + Visuals

The way it flows is kinda like this, except its nothing you recongize

Flying Lotus - Zodiac Shit
 
Did anyone ever figure out how to get rid of the shitty mobile site? I reset my phone and now I'm stuck with it.
 
Aye fake it like a cunt. Join the ranks of false arseholes. Great plan. Part of the reason why the "business world" is so shitty. Full of false, vapid, wankers.

Not you btw MDB, you seem to have realised that.

cheers, CH. This is why i like Alan Sugar, he cant be doing with any bullshit and sees right through it. It seems that you have to 'play the game' to a certain extent though.

@ Dan yeah you were right with the 0/3 call. I did a meph all nighter last night after going out last night and hadnt read the latest posts on this thread. I wont be doing anymore meph until after the interviews and have 3 full days and nights to clear my head. Obviously Id have been better of not doing this atall last night as Im fucked today. My head should have cleared by Tuesday though for the open day.
 
There is no such thing as ' gibbering' in here anymore - if you / your comments do not suit Ali then they are simply removed / edited etc.
 
@ Dan yeah you were right with the 0/3 call. I did a meph all nighter last night after going out last night and hadnt read the latest posts on this thread. I wont be doing anymore meph until after the interviews and have 3 full days and nights to clear my head. Obviously Id have been better of not doing this atall last night as Im fucked today. My head should have cleared by Tuesday though for the open day.

Brutal stuff aint it that meph, been ages since ive done it, i miss that buzz but deffo not feeling shite for days

There is no such thing as ' gibbering' in here anymore - if you / your comments do not suit Ali then they are simply removed / edited etc.

Thats unacceptable
 
I wish everyone the best; I hope this forum can stop tearing itself apart and find a common ground to focus on. That common ground ought to be HR, and we should never forget that.

I wish Shambles and Josh and Snolly the best of luck, and whichever new mods choose to pick up the reigns, but for now, it's sayonara from me, Peter Wood, aka Albion.

Peace and Love to each and every one of you that I have gotten to know over the years <3

This is for you, Michael: Imagine (for a new, better, and loving EADD).
Aww mate :( It sucks yr steppin down but I understand <3
And I'll be in touch elsewhere :) xxx
 
did some meph last night and just now finishing off the last gram with a bottle of whiskey, except for etizolam and nicotine I swear meph is the most fiendish, addictive drug I've tried. Cocaine is fiendish but meph is far worse imo, yet doesn't have the same reputation. I prefer MDMA to meph but I find myself thinking about and craving meph a lot more, if that makes sense. Love the whole ritual of it too, crushing up the crystals into a line and getting that instant high.

sorry for the stimmed up posting btw.
 
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