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Diclazepam may or may not be a crappy benzo but it certainly ain't weak - as I mentioned, several blackouts over a couple days was the reason it got flushed.
As for mad craziness... hehe... there may have been a little of that but not really anything I could discuss. Other than the usual frustrating interaction with my lil haxxor chums. Not that I need peev for that but they do seem particularly partial to my peev'd state. Presumably cos I'm prone to buggering about with stuff with no idea of what I'm doing. I really do need to learn to step away from the pooter when peev'd cos it doesn't tend to work out so great. Or maybe it does. I really wouldn't know.
Glad ya enjoyed the aMT - saw you mention that recently - is a goody, huh? Particularly positive psyche that's especially good for helping to deal with addictions, I reckon. Think it's the fact that it's so unrelentingly positive whilst also allowing room to do a bit of self-analysis if one chooses to. And with that lushy afterglow that keeps you feeling positive for days - sometimes weeks - afterwards it really is a particularly useful tool. Also a great deal of fun
LSZ is a bit more cerebral but not too heavy. At least not at the lower end of the dose spectrum which is all I've sampled thus far. Nice stuff. If you're looking into more swirlsome items to order I might recommend 4-HO-MET which I sampled this week. Really nice stuff. Very gentle and easy on the head, nicely visual, nicely euphoric, great with music. Seems an excellent choice for folk looking for good, recreational, fun 'n' pretty things trips but have heard it has depth at higher doses which would make sense as it is essentially psilocybin (or is it psilocin?). One of the main actives in mushies anyway. I found it much cleaner-feeling than shrooms themselves which can feel a bit icky on the tum sometimes. This stuff just felt really good on the body. Worth a look if you're exploring more swirlsome dimensions these days.
Psyches are wondrous tools for dealing with addictions (imo, ime, ymmv, etc, etc). Certainly were a massive help in me quitting the crack 'n' smack. I have no doubt they could be equally as useful with peev addiction - or indeed any other addiction probably. One of the few classes of drugs which provide genuine benefits simply from standard use. Other drugs are certainly useful for specific situations (opis for pain, benzos for anxiety, stims (at sensible dose) for getting shit done) but psyches are quite unique in the way they can make real deep and lasting positive changes in a person. Obviously there is some element of risk as with any drug, but with psyches that mostly means "bad trips" which - I think you'll find most would agree - can often be the most positive and productive in the long run. Although no fun at all at the time
And further congrats on not ordering any peev - it's a big enough deal to be worth congratulating on a regular basis. You're doing great, Nick. It's really good to see
