General Heroin Discussion #18 - v. Stupidity ain't no badge of honor

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Tommyboy said:
My favorite is when I'm like "I've gotta quit now anyway, so I'm just going to do the rest of my dope now so that I can start that process asap." Fast-forward 20-24 hours and the sickness is telling me otherwise, so I start scheming.
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Haha. Damn man.. I can't tell you how many times I've said that exact same thing. Before I got on methadone and was trying to get clean other ways, I literally said that almost every day to justify getting high. Insane.
 
It really sucks how you will sit there and have this rosy mindset about withdrawal when you are sitting there high as shit. You're all positive and you think that everything in life is going to be all right, just got to suck it up for a few days, its not that bad..... Then you wake up the next morning out of dope and those thoughts are out the window. Even if you have still have money for more you don't want to deal with the hour wait to get some more, what happened to the positive thoughts from the night before about kicking this stuff?
 
I just copped 8 more bags for the price of 5. 24 bags will deff last me the next two days

Luckily I got some more money yesterday and was able to cop today I suck at rationing dope haha and I agree with tommy boy I can't last much past 11am-12pm if I have the dope on me I can last till about 3pm tho if I don't have any
 
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^What time do you wake up? I can't last past about 8 am if I have it when I wake up, I usually do it right away. But I wake up at the crack of dawn. I can last as long as it takes to acquire it if I don't have it. But there is that moment of satisfaction when you get it and know everything will be alright, then you get a natural high that makes you not as desperate for it.
 
All this talk just makes me so damn glad I don't have to worry about it anymore. Being sick, rationing dope, being broke, tolerance, fuck all that.

Go to the methadone clinic, man. You will breathe a breath of fresh air afterwards.
 
Easier said than done...I really really like getting high. Like I can't wait to wake up tomorrow so I can get high
 
Tommyboy said:
My favorite is when I'm like "I've gotta quit now anyway, so I'm just going to do the rest of my dope now so that I can start that process asap." Fast-forward 20-24 hours and the sickness is telling me otherwise, so I start scheming.
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I do something like this but its more along the lines of ifI do this shady shit im gonna get enough dope to kill myself before I have to face the consequences. But then once I have the dope life doesn't seem so bad so I don't off myself. And I am inevitably left in a shit situation.
 
"If I rob this connect than he won't serve me anymore and then I will be forced to quit cause I won't be able to cop." It made sense at the time. Of course it didn't work.
 
Ahh robbing dope spots at least in chicago if you rip off a spot, you have a thousand more to choose from. Easy come, easy go. Maybe 12 or longer? so years ago I met some guy on BL here and he ripped a couple few spots when I was with him, printed out money from a computer and told um yeah two packs, boom gone before anything. So fucking stupid can't even believe I let that happen in my presence.

Here is one of my least favorite times ripping off a dope spot and for 20 bucks these motherfuckers chased me down but they deserved it right?

http://seedlesss.wordpress.com/2006/06/10/rip-and-be-ripped/
 
somnilicious said:
"If I rob this connect than he won't serve me anymore and then I will be forced to quit cause I won't be able to cop." It made sense at the time. Of course it didn't work.
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Haha. Man you threw up a lot of memories with that one. I know that justification well, my friend. Along with.. "He's an asshole anyway... has it coming.. it's gonna be somebody eventually that does it, why not me?" or "I'll get clean and just sell his stash, make some money!" .... yeah right.
 
somnilicious said:
"If I rob this connect than he won't serve me anymore and then I will be forced to quit cause I won't be able to cop." It made sense at the time. Of course it didn't work.
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Sounds like a good way to get shot or stabbed.

I got a friend who did that recently to basically the only guy he knows to get him dope(idk if his thought process was to destroy his connect to help get clean, i kind of doubt it). Barely robbed the dude, though. He got like 3 days worth if he stretched it out (and he was not the type who could). So about 3 days after hes sick and now he has no connect. He literally is begging me to get him stuff from the guy. I do it I think 3 times, and profit from it. After that I was sick of it and just ignored him. So what does this friend of mine do, he ends up having to pay the dealer back, plus an extra $50. I am like, 'WTF?!?!? Find another dealer or something, you live a shit hole city where you could probably find somethiing if you just walked around asking for a few hours.' I didn't actually say this to him, seeing as I don't give a shit because this friend has been someone I really don't care to deal with since he got addicted. Was a great guy to hang out with, never really had his head on completely straight or had much motivcation in life. but now you can't even trust him with a nickel. I hand him free Subs just to get him off my back.
 
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I don't know that id rob any dealer. I have no idea where these mother fuckers live and when they come to me I either get in their car or they get in mine I just don't picture that working well lol
 
Do you mean I'm better off not robbing or I'm better off in what way?
Just did 7 bags of some really good dope, gonna wait to see how it affects me cus I might be straight with that much of this shit. Anyone get a sweet tooth on dope/opiates ?

Edit - did 2 more bags
 
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That's what I'm sayin, on any opiates in general I get a sweet tooth. I really wish I could find some fuckin oxymorphone. It's astonishing how fuckin retarded some people are that do pills and shit. I was talking I one of my user "friends" and he's like I used to love getting opanas you know the Oxy and morphine mix pill. That's not the first time ive heard people thinking that opanas are actually a pill that is mixed with morphine and Oxy, what are Dillys then a hydro and morphine mix pill? Fuckin people don't even know what they're taking
 
Welderman said:
^ even on the 'done I got a sweet tooth look out bag of red licorice I'm gonna devour you.
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Yeah I have a nasty sweet tooth, also. Ha. My girlfriend always makes fun of me for being a stereotypical junkie, craving sweets all the time. Hah. But I can't help it. Chocolate, ice cream, cookies, whatever, bring it all on. I love it.

tomatalli said:
That's what I'm sayin, on any opiates in general I get a sweet tooth. I really wish I could find some fuckin oxymorphone. It's astonishing how fuckin retarded some people are that do pills and shit. I was talking I one of my user "friends" and he's like I used to love getting opanas you know the Oxy and morphine mix pill. That's not the first time ive heard people thinking that opanas are actually a pill that is mixed with morphine and Oxy, what are Dillys then a hydro and morphine mix pill? Fuckin people don't even know what they're taking
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Hah. Wow. The stupidity and ignorance of some people is just amazing. How could you know so little about what you're putting in your body every day?
 
That's what I'm saying I just don't understand if I do a drug that I haven't done before i research the shit out of it. This same kid fucking smokes east coast powder dope he's just a straight idiot man
 
Welderman said:
^ even on the 'done I got a sweet tooth look out bag of red licorice I'm gonna devour you.
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I even get a sweet tooth on the Suboxone. I am surprised I am not a fatass. It seems as long as I avoid excessive amounts of beer I can keep my weight reasonable. When I would crush 8-16 beers (no pansy lite beer, thank you) multiple times a week, then I got fat. Then I realized I was a fatass and lost a lot. That was before I got into the opiates, so I have put some weight back on, but only like 10-15 lbs, could lose that pretty fast if I got back into a regular workout routine.
 
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