General Heroin Discussion #18 - v. Stupidity ain't no badge of honor

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Mr.Scagnattie said:
Haha. Man you threw up a lot of memories with that one. I know that justification well, my friend. Along with.. "He's an asshole anyway... has it coming.. it's gonna be somebody eventually that does it, why not me?" or "I'll get clean and just sell his stash, make some money!" .... yeah right.
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RTrain said:
Sounds like a good way to get shot or stabbed.

I got a friend who did that recently to basically the only guy he knows to get him dope(idk if his thought process was to destroy his connect to help get clean, i kind of doubt it). Barely robbed the dude, though. He got like 3 days worth if he stretched it out (and he was not the type who could). So about 3 days after hes sick and now he has no connect. He literally is begging me to get him stuff from the guy. I do it I think 3 times, and profit from it. After that I was sick of it and just ignored him. So what does this friend of mine do, he ends up having to pay the dealer back, plus an extra $50. I am like, 'WTF?!?!? Find another dealer or something, you live a shit hole city where you could probably find somethiing if you just walked around asking for a few hours.' I didn't actually say this to him, seeing as I don't give a shit because this friend has been someone I really don't care to deal with since he got addicted. Was a great guy to hang out with, never really had his head on completely straight or had much motivcation in life. but now you can't even trust him with a nickel. I hand him free Subs just to get him off my back.
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tomatalli said:
I don't know that id rob any dealer. I have no idea where these mother fuckers live and when they come to me I either get in their car or they get in mine I just don't picture that working well lol
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Mr.Scagnattie said:
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Hah yeah well you're better off. There's always a way but.. it's usually not the best idea.
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Oh man! Don't rob dope dealers, unless you want a severe beating one day when you least suspect it!

Of course, there's a difference between burning dope dealers and robbing dope dealers, you guys are not on the same page completely...either way, it's one more major thing you have to worry about! If he's connected to any gang and a few of them know who you are, even if it's a big city there's a good chance of getting seen eventually!

You're dopesick one day, trying to cop...all of the sudden you hear, "Hey! Hey! You look over and it's two dudes who aren't dopesick, who both have 4 inches and 75 lbs on you!
 
I have always ate an absurd amount of sugar, never seems to be an issue with weight gain. I was skinny until I started hitting weights from early high school until a few years out of it. So I put on a lot of weight that was muscle. I remember being 18 and trying to bulk up to play college football, I would eat 3 huge meals a day and not gain a lb past 175. 5 years later I was a lazy pothead with an office job, who drank heavily 2 or 3 times a week, mostly just beer. That lifestyle just made me fat and depressed, I much preferred the opiate addict lifestyle, but it has left me with a shitload of debt and no money to pay it.
 
tomatalli said:
That's what I'm sayin, on any opiates in general I get a sweet tooth. I really wish I could find some fuckin oxymorphone. It's astonishing how fuckin retarded some people are that do pills and shit. I was talking I one of my user "friends" and he's like I used to love getting opanas you know the Oxy and morphine mix pill. That's not the first time ive heard people thinking that opanas are actually a pill that is mixed with morphine and Oxy, what are Dillys then a hydro and morphine mix pill? Fuckin people don't even know what they're taking
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It's funny you say that because I just described Opana as feeling like a mixture of oxycodone and morphine to some guy that was asking me about it not even 2 hours ago. But I guess some people take that literally.
 
bagochina said:
Ahh robbing dope spots at least in chicago if you rip off a spot, you have a thousand more to choose from. Easy come, easy go. Maybe 12 or longer? so years ago I met some guy on BL here and he ripped a couple few spots when I was with him, printed out money from a computer and told um yeah two packs, boom gone before anything. So fucking stupid can't even believe I let that happen in my presence.

Here is one of my least favorite times ripping off a dope spot and for 20 bucks these motherfuckers chased me down but they deserved it right?

http://seedlesss.wordpress.com/2006/06/10/rip-and-be-ripped/
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I knew exactly where you were going with that. That story was good. I read through your while blog when I was googling something. I read for like 2 days. Ha. You're a damn good writer tho. Sounds like you been through it to.
 
BlueHues said:
I'm a skinny bastard myself! I guess most of us really do fit the stereotype!
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I'm skinny as fuck and always have been cuz I was born 3 months premature. When I started doing only dope this time past year I lost 12 pounds in less then 6 months. I've gained 9 over the winter. I've eaten so many sweets tho omg
 
I'm 6'4 and just don't gain fat... I gain muscle laying around doing nothing lol
I eat pizza, fast food , and sweets only I'm lucky
 
I'm 5'7" 117 right now. Last summer I started off at 120 and by October I was 108.

I've been told I look healthier by people at outpatient. Even got a 32 year old milf from my group that wants to play with my dick. Fuckin a!
 
Re: robbing dealers - I would never do it as I have worked hard to keep my impeccable reputation when it comes to 'the game.' A kid in my outpatient told a story of his friend getting stabbed and bleeding to death in his arms over 4 bags of dope that he tried to rip off from his dealer. It might have been 7 bags, but no more, so imagine that someone would kill someone else over that little. He said his friend bled out in under a minute so was dead before anything could be done.

I've had friends contemplate robbing their dealers, trying to rationalize it with the old 'I'm going to quit anyways, so might as well get over on them for one of my last highs since I won't be needing them anymore anyways' but I managed to talk them out of it. I probably wouldn't have minded as much if it wasn't his best dealer in terms of quality, so I didn't want to be out of that connect too.
 
lol so i got another half g of this h/cheese crap around here tonight. It was a new batch from some really good tar the source said. And well i did .2 up the nose and was nodding my god damn face off wow. '''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''bvfgbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb fuck see what i mean.
 
I want to go to the clinic but I've been reading stories about methadone withdrawal and it's like reading a horror story
 
tomatalli said:
I want to go to the clinic but I've been reading stories about methadone withdrawal and it's like reading a horror story
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Don't pay attention to that shit. Most of the horror stories about methadone are either exaggerations, myths from people who have never even tried it, or bad experiences from people who didn't taper correctly and stupidly just hopped off on a high dose. Yes, the withdrawal sucks if you don't do it right, just like any other opiate. But if you taper slowly and come off at a low dose, it's fine. I know plenty of people that got off, doing it the right way, and were comfortable.

And if you think methadone is going to be any worse than what you're doing now, you're nuts. It will give you stability and allow you to start living your life. Then when you're ready, you can start weening down slowly, and get clean.
 
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