General Heroin Discussion #18 - v. Stupidity ain't no badge of honor

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IME Xanax and opiate combinations generally lead to nodding, blacking out and wandering around like the Xylazine guy on the Drugs inc. Puerto Rico episode. I find that benzos add to the nod but take away from the euphoria of heroin.

I have actually run into xylazine laced dope here in Orlando a couple of times. They were very unpleasant experiences. One of which led to me passing out and rear ending the car in front of me. It was quite difficult to keep my composure in front of the cops that night but somehow I pulled it off.
 
diazepam is the only benzo I really enjoyed the effects of combined with opiates. I think the other ones I have only used for the shear fact that I can space my doses out farther and save money.
 
Yep, a lot of dope overdoses have benzos involved. Honestly I'm not a fan of using both at once anyways. I don't have much of a benzo tolerance so the nod is uncontrollable so instead of enjoying my dope I just end up sleeping.

When I was much younger, I used to steal my dad's valium and down them with Heineken. Once I found dope however, those days were long gone. Even today, I stay clear of benzos because I'm not a fan of how they make me feel.
 
Poor guy. :(

I snort it remember? It's 29 bags now but that's like having 9-10 bags left for you guys who shoot according to how much you guys said I should do for my first shot.

I do 10-12 sometimes more bags at once and you guys said I would get high from 2-3 so it really isn't that much at all for a snorter with my snorting habit lol
 
If you are going to insist on using everyday than you will learn very quickly that you aren't going to be using to get high but to not get sick. The sooner you stop trying to get high and just find doses that get you through the day the better off you will be. I have been using for over a decade and I can get by on 2-3 bags. Save your dope for the weekend or special occasions. I know this is difficult but it will save you a lot of pain.
 
I snort it remember? It's 29 bags now but that's like having 9-10 bags left for you guys who shoot according to how much you guys said I should do for my first shot.

I do 10-12 sometimes more bags at once and you guys said I would get high from 2-3 so it really isn't that much at all for a snorter with my snorting habit lol

Whatever....yeah, you could probably go through it in 36 hours, so could a lot of people...but the goal of doing heroin is not to have a huge tolerance so that you're spending $100 a day to feel normal with a slight buzz!

If you only have whatever...31 bags...be a man, control yourself, and space it out until you can get more...

And believe me, I have a smile on my face when I type that, because we both know there's a 90% chance that you're gonna run out of those bags before Saturday...and then what's little Tomatilli gonna do?

I know what Tomatilli is probably gonna do, Tomatilli knows what he'll probably do...but we won't talk about that...

People have been telling you...If you keep getting a tolerance by using the way that you're using, you're gonna get in over your head where you can't afford to do it, and you're gonna end up having to do "something stupid" to get the money to get more...What that is, I have no idea! Maybe it's coming up a with a complete bullshit story to your family member about why you "need money", maybe it's burning somebody promising you'll come back with their drugs, maybe, you'll completely lose your shit and rob somebody...we don't know! But, unless you have a long term plan of how you're gonna come up with more and more money for the next year, figure out a way to have a little self-control, so you can keep yourself out of trouble!

I'm not trying to bust your balls, but everyone with a little experience under their belt who reads your posts, can see exactly where you're headed...and it's troubling to see you doing this so young...I was 2 years older than you before I even really started...so, just use common sense...
 
I appreciate everyone's concern here it's good to know someone actually cares a little. I'll try and make it till Saturday with what I have. I really don't like stealing or lying it makes me feel like shit and want to get high
 
I really hope you do tomatalli. When I first started using I took off out of the gates like a bat out of hell and I hate the things I did. I then had an old junkie take me under his lead and taught me how to get by and man up. I had to learn a lot of very hard lessons along the way and I am now trying to leave my addiction behind. You don't want to lose the trust and respect of your loved ones forever. You certainly don't want to have to kick dope in county and you most definitely don't want to do a bid in prison. I guarantee there are a lot of concerned people who care about you and I am not just talking about the people on this forum.
 
I snort it remember? It's 29 bags now but that's like having 9-10 bags left for you guys who shoot according to how much you guys said I should do for my first shot.

I do 10-12 sometimes more bags at once and you guys said I would get high from 2-3 so it really isn't that much at all for a snorter with my snorting habit lol


Yeah that is true. For your tolerance right now, 3 buns really isn't much dope at all.. so I get the issue and as a raging heroin addict myself... hah, I totally understand it's much more complicated than "just control yourself and make it last". So, I know it's going to be hard to only do enough to get well and not be super high. Trust me I know, man. Hah.
 
I appreciate everyone's concern here it's good to know someone actually cares a little. I'll try and make it till Saturday with what I have. I really don't like stealing or lying it makes me feel like shit and want to get high

Also the last part in your statement about not liking to steal because it makes you feel like shit and want to get high. This became a very common theme in my addiction. Fucking up because I got high. Feeling bad because I fucked up and using to make myself not feel so bad about fucking up. Only to make myself fuck up worse and rinse.... repeat.
 
^Lemme add to the chorus of people that say you should get on maintenance.
It's really easy in Hartford. Hartford, right? It's cheap and there's nearly no pressure. You can piss dirty like a thousand times. You'll just never get your take homes. They'd kick you out eventually but it takes a while.
Look at it as just giving yourself a option for days/weeks like this one. You may surprise yourself and end up happier just taking the methadone.
 
I'm gonna end up going eventually when that is I don't know.

Why is the street price for dormin high in Chicago? I read it in the Chicago thread and was baffled isn't Dormin available at cvs or any convenience store ??
 
Also the last part in your statement about not liking to steal because it makes you feel like shit and want to get high. This became a very common theme in my addiction. Fucking up because I got high. Feeling bad because I fucked up and using to make myself not feel so bad about fucking up. Only to make myself fuck up worse and rinse.... repeat.

Its a vicious cycle
 
Your always so negative

I've found the most negative awful point of view with regards towards heroin to be completely correct most of the time... and, if you're not lucky which most junkies(including me) are not, expect the worst... but I accept I know nothing so go forth and prosper! but seriously I wish you the best and I hope your bags last!
 
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The most advanced aspect of the drugs they know is pill goes in, make feel good.

Haha I had to deal with a few people like that today who were begging to buy subs off me and I didnt have any to offer but sniffing dope is outta the question
 
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