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I ate so much food yesterday lol. I had an Auntie Anne's pretzel with cheese dip, then we went to a restaurant for dinner and we had potato skins as an appetizer and then for dinner I had buffalo Mac and cheese :p
 
Aw Addy me too, too stressed out to sleep. I dont want to fall asleep and wake up right away and its tomorrow already. I dont want to see my fuckin asshole boss.
 
Maya said:
Aw Addy me too, too stressed out to sleep. I dont want to fall asleep and wake up right away and its tomorrow already. I dont want to see my fuckin asshole boss.
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Two words.. Maga krav.

Past 5 nights I've needed drink to get to sleep. It initially started with me wanting to avoid certain thoughts. It's helps a lot, but I wonder how many more nights I can go until shit hits the fan in one way or another.

In saying that I've really cut down a lot on my cannabis intake and I've got appetite again :)
 
Drinking before I go to sleep is a temporary fix, I end up waking up at odd houres and staying up till the wee hours of the morning.
 
Damn I'm in so much pain but I need to go out and break up the ice surrounding my moms car and the walks. :\
 
I'm in such a bitchy mood. Today was the perfect example of Murphy's law.
 
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I'm in such a bitchy mood. Today was the perfect example of Murphy's law.
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aw beautiful, I feel better today but still annoyed at my boss as usual lol. My supervisor who will leave next week for mat leave asked a favor for me to come in tomorrow even if I took a day off. I felt like I can't leave because we are so swamped at work and without me it is just not possible for them to be able to manage all the work. I can't wait until the other girl in our Seattle office comes back from mat leave lol cause I am also doing her work. That will definitely lighten my burden a bit.
 
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That sucks about all that work, Maya xxxx
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It does, it got me drained all week, stress, anxiety you name it! I'm glad that the week is over and its a weekend. Time to recuperate and keep my mind intact and strong.
 
the bay area in the 80s made the best metal bands ever i don't care if you disagree you're wrong
 
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