Bomb319
Bluelighter
Just a few min after, I feel completely sapped and joyless - until it starts wearing off and I gradually feel good again. It's like a literal anti-drug.
Urgh I don't even like talking about the stuff.
Yeah me neither. I can't talk about IV coke or crack without my palms getting sweaty and my heart starting to race. It really wigs me out. The psychologically compulsive aspect to that addiction is incredibly intense, to the point where just a memory, a song, a sight, can trigger literal physical symptoms in you from fiending so hard.
Just a few min after, I feel completely sapped and joyless - until it starts wearing off and I gradually feel good again. It's like a literal anti-drug.
Think about it, you just went from being superman to normal after smoking crack.