I am on year three of very high dose Loperamide. I won't name the mg amount as I feel if some others take the dose I do, they will OD and suffer respiratory failure. Don't forget this is a narcotic, and just as dangerous once you overwhelm the BBB and yield CNS effects.. your O2 saturation lowers, just like any other opioid.
It holds me not only physically, but psychologically too. I get so impaired at times that I don't even consider driving a car, to give you an idea of how effective this is for me.
Recently, UPS was having problems delivering parcels. I was out of lope and was in withdrawal but had 35mg of Oxycodone left over.
Amazingly, I was still able to feel it, despite taking a 3-digit milligram figure of Loperamide for years. Of course, it yielded only a puny 8 hours of relief compared to the 36-48 hours I get from each gulp of Loperamide.
Why do I do this? Because unlike Methadone Maintenance, and better yet Buprenorphine maintenance, I don't have to have the scarlett letter of "addict" Potential DSP/Drug Seeking Patient in my permanent medical file. I get to keep my addiction, yes I long ago admitted to myself that I am an addict, a secret from loved ones. I can relatively function. I know there are very real risks regarding possible metabolites and parkinson's disease, and a recently released study about loperamide ultradosing causing issues with cardiovascular system (QtP latency or some such... a person went into cardiac arrest.. I posted it a few pages back..)
Even with "ObamaCare"/Reformed Medicaid now covering more substance dependency recovery programs, I know I'd be piss poor broke going on MMT or Bupre maintenance, and I'd have to go to some office daily unless I got lucky and got monthly Buprenorphine outpatient.
...And I doubt ANY clinic would put me on either for a dependency and addiction to Loperamide - and if they did Medicaid would not cover it as a treatment.
So I will continue to self-medicate with Loperamide, responsibly. I know which dose causes my O2 sat to drop lower than is safe, and I never cross it. I take measures to prevent chronic GI issues like bowel obstruction, perforated intestine, etc.
I am grateful that I still have money leftover each month and the only time I am in withdrawal is the rare case where my UPS next day air reup is delayed a day or two -- and if its really bad I can drive to even a gas station to get a 48 count bottle to get relief.
I don't have to steal, beg, borrow, or make my life revolve around finding a fix... so even with all the problems that comes with using this in-the-closet opioid that most pharmacists probably aren't even aware is a narcotic (look for the word opioid and narcotic on the packaging, you won't find it) I am grateful that this exists and that it DOES cross the BBB in high doses.
My fear is that some senator's son will overdose from it, probably while on Skype or something resulting in a youtube video, and that will ruin everything.
So I am also thankful for the ignorant stigma attached with this too "lulz getting high off poop pills" [nevermind the fact that there are no other drugs that treat loose stool except narcotics.... name one... all "poop pills" are opioids, and LAUDANUM -- now called DEODERIZED OPIUM TINCTURE -- is given to NEWBORNS who have diarrhea in the US.
So while I roll my eyes at the ignorant responses about "getting high off poop medicine" I pause and realize that such uninformed stigma will likely prevent loperamide from becoming so widespread that some moron teenager will die from it and cause it to be moved back to Schedule V.
This drug provides a cheap reliable, but yes risky way to self-medicate into a maintenance therapy - without sacrificing when they get cancer when they are 80 access to fentanyl. Anyone with DSP or addict in their medicine file will be lucky to get 10 Tylenol 3 tablets per prescription for Stage 3 cancer.
So, my advice for what it's worth.. if you don't have an opioid dependency and/or habit... don't use Lope for anything but its meant for - loose stool. And don't advise anyone else to use it for euphoria. If you're a chronic pain patient who is cruelly undermedicated by your doctor, be careful if you are using this as a stop-gap analgesic.. in my experience loperamide is a horrible analgesic because it has a VERY slow onset. Withdrawal from loperamide lasts WEEKS rather than DAYS for short acting opioids like oxycodone.
And keep teens away from this at all costs. lol.
And you MUST use a stool softener - Miralax or generic or if you can get your hands on it Methylnaltrexone [NOT naltrexone!] to prevent DEADLY complications from chronic constipation. Take a normal dose as advised by the label [OTC not Rx dose] of Miralax AFTER ingesting Loperamide but BEFORE a large meal to avoid painful BMs.