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Gibberings CLVII: Clinging to all the right places

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Shambles said:
Excellent pic. In a bit of a yowzerz kinda way - yowzerz 8o



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(not quite right but you try finding a last-minute anniversary card at this time 8))

Here's to the next three, Max =D<3
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Thanks Shambles.
 
foolsgold said:
hello max mate yes ive just got one £81.70 or so but wont clear till monday now

i knew i heard that name Laurence perkins before scammer big time in a there wasn't he
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Good, glad it helped mate and that you've got some money coming even though you have to wait for it.
Yes he was a well known scammer on that site, steer clear.
 
More diclazepam earlier and a few more dabs of AH, niiiice, I'm now immune to the cold weather outside. I should start rationing it from tomorrow though, no more rec use, it's supposed to be for tapering, damn you complete lack of self-control.

Tonight I'm going to cuddle with my pillow in bed



Feeling nice, warm and cozy for once, I might even treat me to a feel good movie like Step Brothers(which sadly is starting to look more and more like a prophecy), maybe Old School or just go for the Goonies.

This morning I had a dream that I had a daughter and I was feeding her cornflakes in the morning, while the wife made a shopping list and put it on the fridge with a magnet. The kitchen looked like those in ads, you know perfect. I reckon my subconscious is trying to tell me that my current one man wolfpack lifestyle isn't sustainable in the long-term. I hate to admit nut perhaps even my conscious side is starting to realize this...given how fate and life works I wouldn't be surprised if I die of respiratory depression tonight after all the stuff I ingested, lol, whoever wrote the matrix has an uncanny sense of humor.

I have no idea what the fuck I'm typing, have to admit I haven't felt that fucked in a bit, in a very nice way, and my spelling is still excellent, opiated and benzoed typing in a second language better than you lot, muahahahahaha

I have to start making dinner, olive oil in a pan, low heat, sliced garlic, chopped onions and carrots, bit of rosemary, dash of red wine, then I'll add tomato sauce and capocollo(
sliced thinly. Will use the lot as a sauce for tortellini with meat and herbs filling, made by the old lady from the baker shop down the road.
 
foolsgold said:
yer down stairs thats what i mean im going to go for a little while back later
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I hope you reconsider, FG. I don't know the ins and outs of it but obviously nobody should be saying anything like what you mention. Please don't sink to their level though. As you say, it'll only be you who ends up in the cells over it. I know it ain't easy to sit back and let stuff like that slide but when it's gonna hurt you more than it hurts them in the long run is it really worth it? I've got no solution to a situation like that but I kinda suspect (strongly suspect) that confrontation is not gonna be a satisfactory conclusion no matter how good it may feel at the time <3
 
cheers its cool all better now had a smoke and chased charlie round the field a little fuck him sick old twat

never ever wanted me and has made it very very clear over the years glad i wasn't high or i would not be here now
 
I don't know if confrontation (with or without a baseball bat) is the best way forward, Mind you if you put me in a room with my cousin who was 10 years older than me when I was 7 and taught me how to give him the perfect blow job amongst other things for years I would risk the consequences, Found the cunt via web-successful (2 little girls that I worry about his-daughters) living abroad...I think don't know.
It split my entire huge family apart and I was made to feel like a liar or that I was asking for it.

As for my mother after her tr-annual pissed text,,blaming me for marriage break up? (I left home at 15 as my Dad said you stay or you break this family up-you choose)..and that breakup was eventually 6 years later. It breaks my heart,her ranty, strange alcoholic texts on her birthday which I forgot..hence "where is my text you selfish bitch" texts ..when she knows nowt about my life for 20 years and that I had a nasty op and of course she had no idea about that(seen her 4 times-her choice-I tried so hard) mean U have grieved for her and she is as good as dead in my book now..all I feel pity and embarrassment for her that's all. More to this obvs, I loved her so much and we were so close before she disappeared 20 years ago with a violent, money grabbing, control freak.There will be no tears from me when she does finally die,,,as I greaved and cried and tried for too long now
 
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foolsgold said:
cheers its cool all better now had a smoke and chased charlie round the field a little fuck him sick old twat

never ever wanted me and has made it very very clear over the years glad i wasn't high or i would not be here now
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Glad to hear it, FG. The taking a breath and letting it slide part I mean. I can vaguely relate as my own father was recently released for his paedo'ing activites, but I also cannot relate as said activities didn't involve me directly - my step and half sisters had to put up with all that shit and it happened after his first family (the one with me in) finally left the psycho. What he did happened after I knew him but it doesn't change the fact that simply being related to such a person so directly - and indeed being related to his victims too even though I've never really met or gotten to know them - leaves a very nasty taste and degree of bitterness behind. I can't even begin to imagine how it must feel to be even more directly involved other than it's bad enough being at one step removed and I really do feel for you and anybody in such situation <3
 
foolsgold said:
cheers its cool all better now had a smoke and chased charlie round the field a little fuck him sick old twat

never ever wanted me and has made it very very clear over the years glad i wasn't high or i would not be here now
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Good for you FG,don't give the bloke any satisfaction by letting him know that he can upset you.
Very glad you are still here mate,don't let him win.
 
it wouldnt be a win i would of killed him simple as that ive no problem talking about im glad i can it happened and sod the bunch of faggots taking what they couldn't have but this sod's just getting more and more twisted of late and its not healthy for me to be around him in anyway or form i will end up killing the fucker before long .

sorry for bring this out and bumming every one out lets move on

now what drugs shall we all be taking this next week ?
 
inflorescence said:
I don't know if confrontation (with our without a baseball bat) is the best way forward, Mind you if you put me in a room with my cousin who was 10 years older than me when I was 7 and taught me how to give him the perfect blow job amongst other things for years I would risk the consequences, Found the cunt via web-successful (2 little girls that I worry about his-daughters) living abroad...I think don't know.
It split my entire huge family apart and I was made to feel like a liar or that I was asking for it.

As for my mother after her tr-annual pissed text,,blaming me for marriage break up? (I left home at 15 as my Dad said you stay or you break this family up-you choose)..and that breakup was eventually 6 years later. It breaks my heart,her ranty, strange alcoholic texts on her birthday which I forgot..hence "where is my text you selfish bitch" texts ..when she knows nowt about my life for 20 years and that I had a nasty op and of course she had no idea about that(seen her 4 times-her choice-I tried so hard) mean U have grieved for her and she is as good as dead in my book now..all I feel pity and embarrassment for her that's all. More to this obvs, I loved her so much and we were so close before she disappeared 20 years ago with a violent, money grabbing, control freak.There will be no tears from me when she does finally die,,,as I greaved and cried and tried for too long now
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sorry this brought all this up inflorescence i should think a little before posting
 
Don't be sorry and it's not bumming me out (can't speak for others but pretty sure it applies there too). EADD is a community and we try to look after our own no matter what :)<3

In drugs news, got a wee peev sesh planned for the (long) weekend. Sticking to 500mg again cos I know more than that means trouble. Got meself a couple new PS2 games to go with it so hopefully I'll at least get to kill zombies and monsters and stuff instead of just gawping at irrelevant stuff on the pooter. I won my first ever eBay auction acquiring the necessaries today too. God of War for PS2. The demo was good and suitably mindless so should suit. Also got Shadow of the Collossus which I've hankered after for ages. Quite looking forward to it =D
 
cheers :)

sounds good long weekend ? its not a bank holiday is it or you just taking a extra day off ?

hoping my cash clears before saturday or it will be tuesday next week before i can get a little treat
 
You guys ignored my previous comment in the last page where I casually dropped some uber cooking tips, if only MM was here, he's the only who appreciates that. :(
 
inflorescence said:
What film you got planned then Snolly? My bandwidth here is fucked in sticksville..driving me bonkers.<3
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Alan Partridge one I think :D Been wanting to see it for ages. Commiserations on your shit internet, it really is annoying innit, is it a permanent situation?
 
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