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Gibberings CLVII: Clinging to all the right places

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mydrugbuddy said:
thats bad Pagey, cant you get an appointment any sooner ?
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This. I don't know of anything that would work as any kinda stand-in for an SSRI - they're not really that kinda drug. They do have godawful withdrawals sometimes though so I can quite understand feeling crappy. If you could get your appoinment re-arranged to sometime sooner so you have enough to cover you that would obviously be ideal - could you maybe try to get an emergency appointment during the week? When you're on SSRIs they do work best taken daily and I'm sure your doctor would be happy to write out a refill script for you if s/he knew the situation. You may not even need to get a full appoinment - do you always see your doc for a refill or can you just tick the repeat box on the back of the prescription and leave it at reception or something? If I were you I'd phone them tomorrow or drop in to recepetion and let them know the situation - I'm sure they'd be able to get you a repeat script sorted sooner than ten days if you're nearly out.

Other than that, it's basically the same drill as any other w/d - a warm bath might help with any physical discomfort and basic OTC headache pills (if your stomach is up to them now) should help at least somewhat with the headaches - but really you will need a repeat script to actually stop the symptoms. Give them a call in the morning on the phone or in person - they should at least be able to advise you on what to do as I'm sure they won't want to leave you without enough pills to see you through.

Hope you're feeling better soon - I know how horrid SSRI w/d can be <3
 
PAGEY-Read up about SAMe or just L-methionine on its own I swear it works well for me and I refuse to take any script ssri...

You can buy L-methionine online easily say at amazon..and a lower dose is actually better at acting on mental health.

Even some St Johns wort may help a bit and is really easy to get hold of..think even Tesco sell it now..

Read this if nowt else-

http://www.citap.org.uk/SSRI-Protocol.pdf

Also you can and should request an appointment sooner. You should never just stop dead and should taper down when and if you get more and want to stop it? You have the right to request that your GP at the very least calls you back and talks to you by phone tomorrow-if they say no appointments. You can also ask to talk to someone on Duty at your nearest C.M.H.T (community mental health team) asking specifically for an R.M.N to discuss your options. They are like phone 999 for mental health.
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Wish you luck

http://www.psychiatrictimes.com/articles/investigating-sam-e-depression

http://www.farmafactor.com/pdf/12-03-06S-adenosylbressa.pdf
 
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Marmalade said:
Fuck me, Philip Seymour Hoffman's died :(

One of my favourite actors ever. He was only 46.
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Sad story. Drug users seem to increasingly look less and less like drug users. He looks like Bill Bryson or something, i cant imagine BB using drugs, a bit of weed possibly. This might either mean that more and more 'non drug subculture' people are taking drugs and more 'mainstream' people are taking them or that more people are taking drugs without it being obvious by their appearnace. Whatever, the "war on drugs is lost" ages ago. Time for change was gone ages ago.
 
mydrugbuddy said:
you cannot decline a FB friend request from members of your own family, and there are things i dont want them knowing which would worry or offend them if i make posts with lots of fucking swearing in them for example.
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That's where you add them and then mark them as an 'acquaintance' and then make more sensitive posts only visible to friends excluding acquaintances. ;)
 
Marmalade said:
Whoa ...quick turnaround
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lol, sorry.

I've benefited greatly with my use of facebook as a tool; particularly for keeping in touch with relatives/old schoolmates/work colleageus that would otherwise have disappeared out my life. Also it's a good interaction tool for my computer nerdy friends to exchange links/youtube vids/ebay offers etc

Can also see that as it becomes integrated with the majority of society, all the subsequent bad traits seep in - social exclusion, divisions of popularity, ego flaunting and all that.

There's a lot of shit with it, but I think if you limit your contacts and keep them to decent people it can be quite a beneficial site to utilize. It's free as well.
 
mydrugbuddy said:
you cannot decline a FB friend request from members of your own family, and there are things i dont want them knowing which would worry or offend them if i make posts with lots of fucking swearing in them for example.
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you can however defriend family members. my brother defriended me. I've had loads of defriends in the past 12 months. do I look bothered? no.

sod em all!
 
mydrugbuddy said:
I have to hide certain posts i make on FB from certain people, incase it causes offence or worry.
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I used to that in the yearly days, the just said fuck it, had a huge cleansing of undesiderables from my contact list, first to go where the, I eat organic, ride a unicycle to my media job, wear proudly mi skinny jeans while making a rolle ...Oh is this latte fair trade? Cause I care:!

I then pogromed all members of speficif enthic and religious groups who can't seem to take a joke, if you can't understand I'm taking the piss then off you go.

Pathetic white knights who send me comments complaining about the latest mysogicist post with something low like "dude you just haven't found the one yet" annoy me even more, I usually store all their personal info before banning them in case there's something I could use there for blackmail and/or humliation purposes.

I unfriended my dad as was snooping too much, and declined my mother's friend request, unfiended all my aunties and uncles and only kept a few cousins who are safe and I'm good with.
 
Was out in the rain on the balcony waiting for the postie, as online tracking was telling me I had stuff coming, anyway I see him drop some advertising in my mail box and walk away, as he was doing it I shout at him, he tells me has nothing for me, I say look mate I know the onli tracking says you got something, he goes back to the car, looks around, the horns, open the windows and says you're right.

I go down, half please but pissed off, I give a bad look and he says "they put it at the back of the box but I would have come back", I gave him a "yeeaa riiight" type of look. Told him also I have another parcel coming in the next few days while giving him a bad look.

I'm now certain the cunt has been stealing my mail

Anyyway 117 mgs of AH-7921 sublingual, burns and irritate me gums, but I already think it has eliminated half the symptoms of the kratom wd, I made another wrap with anothr 100 mgs in case I want more later, the rest I stashed in the basement.

I don't feel either euphoria nor mood lift, but defo warmer and the chills have subsided a bit, also no more yawning and sneezing.
 
Mental Kenny said:
I unfriended my dad as was snooping too much, and declined my mother's friend request
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All of a sudden, Facebook seems almost appealing. In a way.

EDIT: Just ordered some more kratom. Swore I'd leave it till I'm paid, but if I can find the half-bag of weed I lost over my extended weekend and economise elsewhere then I'll be fine.
 
Sammy G said:
All of a sudden, Facebook seems almost appealing. In a way.
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She brings it up a lot, like all my friend's sons are friend with them why can't you?

I'm like you already call me a useless junkie shithead in front of the rest of the family and said with hindsight it would been better to have me aborted, she said that at my cousin's wedding last summer in front of the entire extended family. She warned my auntie not to leave me with my 14 year old cousin alone as I had problems with drugs and would be bad infuence.
She told her coworkers about finding me collapsed on the bathroom floor after having shit myself on too much mxe, the last thing I want is her having more info about me, giving she can't keep her mouth shut
 
How long should I give the AH-7921? It's been about half hour, it made feel better as before I was feeling utter shite, but I reckon it might have been placebo, the shivers are back and so is the muscle pain, only really stopped yawning and tearing.

Would an extra 100mgs sublingual safe? Or Should I wait the full hour.
 
Mental Kenny said:
She brings it up a lot, like all my friend's sons are friend with them why can't you?

I'm like you already call me a useless junkie shithead in front of the rest of the family and said with hindsight it would been better to have me aborted, she said that at my cousin's wedding last summer in front of the entire extended family. She warned my auntie not to leave me with my 14 year old cousin alone as I had problems with drugs and would be bad infuence.
She told her coworkers about finding me collapsed on the bathroom floor after having shit myself on too much mxe, the last thing I want is her having more info about me, giving she can't keep her mouth shut
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Fucking hell. I know exactly what it's like to have a mother like that, unfortunately. :|

Needless to say, you're better off without her. Don't let silly blood loyalties cloud your judgement.
 
Sammy G said:
Fucking hell. I know exactly what it's like to have a mother like that, unfortunately. :|

Needless to say, you're better off without her. Don't let silly blood loyalties cloud your judgement.
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I moved back with her, last night I ended up taking too many lorazepams after a few too many beers and she found me in the kitchen making a sarnie, only thing I was completely incoherent and couldn't speek, amazingly I managed not let her call an ambulance. Tonight we're going to have a talk:(

Seriously I'm such a pathetic piece of shit, 29 and back with mom, need to move out again ASAP.
 
Hope the talk goes okay. And yeah, you do need to get away from her.

Pathetic though? I thought all guys in Italy lived with their mothers till their late forties! :D
 
Sammy G said:
Hope the talk goes okay. And yeah, you do need to get away from her.

Pathetic though? I thought all guys in Italy lived with their mothers till their late forties! :D
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I moved away when I was 19, been away most of the time, but it does happen that I need to move back temporarly after losing job, moved back last spring, thought I would defo be out again before the summer, now it's been almost a year, only good thing is that when I do get work contracts they involve foreign travel
 
swampdragon said:
That's where you add them and then mark them as an 'acquaintance' and then make more sensitive posts only visible to friends excluding acquaintances. ;)
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yep thats what i do, or something simillar that has the same effect, it makes certain posts invisible to certain people. It does annoy me though when they complain about not wanting to read or know certain things. If you (the people on FB) dont want to know then dont fucking read my facebook posts or even 'friend' me in the first place. They want me to be someone i am not. Fuck that, i can only be myself. In hindisght I often wish i had not accepted the friend requests from certain family menbers and explained the reasons why.
 
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