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Cocaine Probably the dumbest question on here: Cocaine

The doctor refusing to believe you have attention issues and blows you off. Now, more than likely, you're gonna develop a nice addiction to blow when some petty Adderall could have stopped that.

Maybe if doctors actually listened to their patients - we wouldn't have as many problems as we do today.

Exactly. I wrote him a nice, long, handwritten and autograhed note (even using a fountain pen) telling him all my 100% true health issues and symptoms (i really do have every single sign to both ADHD and an Anxiety disorder) and so he passes it off as a lie and takes my blood. Turns out i got diagnosed with Type 2 Diabetes and an anxiety disorder so he gives me some diabetes medication saying it would help all the issues i've been sufferring from and sends me home. Turns out it did the opposite and made everything worse and even added some new unwanted effects so i tell him that and guess what he does... Says he'll up my dosage next month. I'm switching doctors as soon as i can.
 
^Sounds like a good idea, S.Tree! (switching doctors, I mean)

You're a star, using a fountain pen and handwriting to your doctor! I like that kind of sincerity. I also like the fact that you weren't offended by my earlier, sarcastic comments about the wording of your post whereby it appeared you were going to take a list of substances 12 pages long on a weekly basis;)

You've got a good head on you, that's clear from your posts. Keep doing what you're doing - being proactive, keeping yourself informed, listening to advice - and you should be OK. A sensible approach to drug use! I love it!
 
A lot of people do seem to like it, and I just don't understand. I'm starting to think I've been getting really shitty coke all this time. Which is hard to believe as I've used over a 10 year period and from multiple sources. Maybe everything I've tried just sucks though. I usually feel good for about 15 mins, and then after that it slowly goes downhill until I'm pissed off and want to go home. Of course I still do it the next time, because it always sounds like a great idea after a few drinks.

It's quite simple actually. Certain people get certain effects from certain drugs based on certain, individual brain chemistries. The effect and/or intensity that I get off of coke can be totally different from your effect/intensity depending on our brain chemistry - even if we use the exact same dose from the exact same batch of coke. I could potentially feel like superman while you feel anxious, annoyed, and generally shitty. When I first used heroin, I felt like I was being embraced by god - one of the friends i first used with said "this is pretty lame" - word for word. It all depends on brain chemistry, hence why people have "drugs of choice." ;)
 
It's quite simple actually. Certain people get certain effects from certain drugs based on certain, individual brain chemistries. The effect and/or intensity that I get off of coke can be totally different from your effect/intensity depending on our brain chemistry - even if we use the exact same dose from the exact same batch of coke. I could potentially feel like superman while you feel anxious, annoyed, and generally shitty. When I first used heroin, I felt like I was being embraced by god - one of the friends i first used with said "this is pretty lame" - word for word. It all depends on brain chemistry, hence why people have "drugs of choice." ;)

Word....and I found coke quality has a lot to do with it as well, though there's people that think good coke is like the coke they are used to and do movie sized lines....I've had 1.25 grams since friday, and I'm still doing some and have about 0,5 left...I used to smoke crack and IV the shit, but nowadays I just do it if it's quality peruvian fish scale, with where I live I pay one figure in dollars for a 0,7-0,8gr 'gram' but that lasts me for a couple days, and I can eat and sleep...the reason I noted the most is people overdoing the size of lines, with quality shit I just need a bump, max a 75mg line.

It doesn't hurt nor have such a disgusting anesthesia drip, though it numbs your face and clenches your jaw a bit when you've been overdoing it.

My recommendation: if it puts a dent in your pocket like say Acid down here does in mine or more like if there was Heroin the prices I paid for when I was a junkie like a decade ago down here but you can't compare the clean spiritual discovery feeling of Acid with even the smallest rail of colombian cociane crystals....unless you're doing opioids on top, and even then the impulsiveness of coke puts it in another ballpark completely but now I'm opioid free, have been for over a month, so I take my coke with lope when I start and benzos...loads of them, especially Midazolam (orally, I get the Dormicum tabs here, I loved IVing the shit ages ago, but haven't Ivd in almost 7years) Alprazolam and Zolpidem (a z-drug but it works wonders)....if you can't afford it (I mean everyone can afford a 20bag, but I mean can't afford it in the long run.....and you may be one of the unlucky ones that gets hooked, it happened to me with opies, I thought I was just dabbling, filling a list, being like my heroes...and damn it costed me so much at all levels, I mean my closest friend dying, my family never trusting me 100% again, losing jobs and opportunities and also the financial dent...so with such impulsive drugs it's good to look at your economy....damn I buy Ounces of bud every 2weeks or so, but if I could I'd be buying each week....I just smoke skinnier J's/vape less.

Same concept is extremely difficult to apply with coke, I personally used to know and get fucking blasted with some people that were/are coke heads and have 6 figure paying jobs or are in government positions, media, you name it, I also knew people with extremely big self control like my Sister (that probably from having me as an example) just dabbled in her teens year, tried everything a few times and then quit everything for good without a problem, she would just use once in a blue moon, but wouldn't turn down some H,Coke,Oxys,Crack You name it....she never had an addictive personality, whilst I did, nowadays if you saw her you'd never guess all the drugs she did in her young years we share the same genetic pool, so just to show how addiction is such an unpredictable bitch

Funny thing about coke is it put less of a dent in my pocket than good strains of bud here, that are just for the hipsters (due to prohibitive prices) and it's the same than buying in a coffee shop or in christiania in denmark in Euros for a G, an Oz has a good int'l price, and the quality of the growers I know is amazing...my advice would be don't buy it, have someone else buy it, you can fork in half of the money and do a test bump and go from there...and better have benzos beforehand, well I need benzos for everything, but still.

Good Luck, then the hygiene part is really important, never use a bill or share a toot, I have OCD soI take it way farther repacking my shit in ethanol washed brown glass dram vials, washing my hands (or using hand wipes or purell) before every bump/line, and washing the razor blade/card in ethanol (and wipe it dry of course), using saline and benzedrex/vicks, and blowing my nose a lot....hope my advice helped you in some way
 
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I actually just tried Coke for the first time 2 nights ago at my birthday party - and although I can't say I disliked it, I was REALLY disappointed by it. My best friend gave me 1/2 gram to myself and I snorted it all throughout an hour and half. Other then feeling pretty wired and being practically insomniac for the past 2 nights, I didn't feel much. No "ego boost", very little euphoria, if any at all. It was a disappointing experience. I even made my bestie give me 3 or 4 extra bumps from her G, and nothing. I can't say I wasn't "coked up", because I was, but it was a weird, and what I want to say was a weak high. Almost like a high that was in the back of my head, and kind of doing its own thing. I, however didn't sleep at all that night.

Next day, I had to force myself to take a small power nap (which lasted half as long as I had wanted it to) because I had a 10 hour shift at work (Noon ~ 10:00) and still hadn't slept. I thought I was going to be exhausted halfway through the shift, but I ended up feeling stimmed up and alert the entire time. I took a break at around 6:00, and since I live so close I went home and ripped some bong. After 2 hits, I felt REALLY coked up, and higher than I did the previous night when I actually had the coke, and I ended up going back in around 15 minutes late because I was having a horrible time calming myself down. I got EXTREMELY anxious, paranoid, etc. But I'm sure that I was only because I didn't wanna go to work feeling like that. If I was free of responsibility, I would've enjoyed it, I think. The feeling went away by the time an hour had passed, and I stayed up almost the entire following night, falling asleep at 4am this morning and getting up at 8am today for class. Now I'm totally fine, not really tired, but still disappointed overall by coke.

I accused the coke of being shit, but it was heavily defended by the crowd I was with. And, the majority of the people I was with are or were heavy into the drug at some point. My friends were telling me that I didn't take enough, but according to the research I did, I took just right amount for a first-timer, if not too much. I was also drinking a LOT before and after the coke (more so after), which I didn't plan to do (I hate drinking while doing drugs), but everyone kept saying "COME ON! TAKE A SHOT! ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY!" or "YOU'RE IN THIS ROUND OF BP SINCE ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY!" So, of course, I went with it haha.

I expected to have an AWESOME time since I LOVE popping Adderall, and my few experiences with Ritalin were decently enjoyable too, but Coke was just, eh. Also, it is NOTHING like MDMA, which is my favorite drug at the moment. I hope your experience will be better than mine - but whatever you do, be careful!. Take it slow, and see if you really need the full gram before you do it. I have seen sooooo many of my friends get addicted to coke that it was actually the first drug I was afraid to try, lol. So please, be careful!!
 
I actually just tried Coke for the first time 2 nights ago at my birthday party - and although I can't say I disliked it, I was REALLY disappointed by it. My best friend gave me 1/2 gram to myself and I snorted it all throughout an hour and half. Other then feeling pretty wired and being practically insomniac for the past 2 nights, I didn't feel much. No "ego boost", very little euphoria, if any at all. It was a disappointing experience. I even made my bestie give me 3 or 4 extra bumps from her G, and nothing. I can't say I wasn't "coked up", because I was, but it was a weird, and what I want to say was a weak high. Almost like a high that was in the back of my head, and kind of doing its own thing. I, however didn't sleep at all that night.

Next day, I had to force myself to take a small power nap (which lasted half as long as I had wanted it to) because I had a 10 hour shift at work (Noon ~ 10:00) and still hadn't slept. I thought I was going to be exhausted halfway through the shift, but I ended up feeling stimmed up and alert the entire time. I took a break at around 6:00, and since I live so close I went home and ripped some bong. After 2 hits, I felt REALLY coked up, and higher than I did the previous night when I actually had the coke, and I ended up going back in around 15 minutes late because I was having a horrible time calming myself down. I got EXTREMELY anxious, paranoid, etc. But I'm sure that I was only because I didn't wanna go to work feeling like that. If I was free of responsibility, I would've enjoyed it, I think. The feeling went away by the time an hour had passed, and I stayed up almost the entire following night, falling asleep at 4am this morning and getting up at 8am today for class. Now I'm totally fine, not really tired, but still disappointed overall by coke.

I accused the coke of being shit, but it was heavily defended by the crowd I was with. And, the majority of the people I was with are or were heavy into the drug at some point. My friends were telling me that I didn't take enough, but according to the research I did, I took just right amount for a first-timer, if not too much. I was also drinking a LOT before and after the coke (more so after), which I didn't plan to do (I hate drinking while doing drugs), but everyone kept saying "COME ON! TAKE A SHOT! ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY!" or "YOU'RE IN THIS ROUND OF BP SINCE ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY!" So, of course, I went with it haha.

I expected to have an AWESOME time since I LOVE popping Adderall, and my few experiences with Ritalin were decently enjoyable too, but Coke was just, eh. Also, it is NOTHING like MDMA, which is my favorite drug at the moment. I hope your experience will be better than mine - but whatever you do, be careful!. Take it slow, and see if you really need the full gram before you do it. I have seen sooooo many of my friends get addicted to coke that it was actually the first drug I was afraid to try, lol. So please, be carefulhter!!

Oh. That's weird how it barely affected you. That's the same thing that happens to me when i drink alcohol. It just seems like it's impossible for me to get drunk nomatter how much i drink. Guess i'll end up being the beer pong champion at every party when i get to college then. Lol. But anyways, thanks for the advice!

And welcome to the BlueLight! I see that was your first post. We actually both hit a post checkmark just now. You got your first and my reply to your first is the one that's getting me to "bluelighter" status.
 
^Sounds like a good idea, S.Tree! (switching doctors, I mean)

You're a star, using a fountain pen and handwriting to your doctor! I like that kind of sincerity. I also like the fact that you weren't offended by my earlier, sarcastic comments about the wording of your post whereby it appeared you were going to take a list of substances 12 pages long on a weekly basis;)

You've got a good head on you, that's clear from your posts. Keep doing what you're doing - being proactive, keeping yourself informed, listening to advice - and you should be OK. A sensible approach to drug use! I love it!

Haha. Thank you very much! I think it's cool to see the people on here encourage people to study up on the drugs they intend on trying out before just taking the risk on them with no prior knowledge. A lot of the people i meet in person seem to think it's weird to do that and to be honest, i dont know how they haven't gotten themselves in trouble yet with that mentality. This is such a great community.
 
Word....and I found coke quality has a lot to do with it as well, though there's people that think good coke is like the coke they are used to and do movie sized lines....I've had 1.25 grams since friday, and I'm still doing some and have about 0,5 left...I used to smoke crack and IV the shit, but nowadays I just do it if it's quality peruvian fish scale, with where I live I pay one figure in dollars for a 0,7-0,8gr 'gram' but that lasts me for a couple days, and I can eat and sleep...the reason I noted the most is people overdoing the size of lines, with quality shit I just need a bump, max a 75mg line.

It doesn't hurt nor have such a disgusting anesthesia drip, though it numbs your face and clenches your jaw a bit when you've been overdoing it.

My recommendation: if it puts a dent in your pocket like say Acid down here does in mine or more like if there was Heroin the prices I paid for when I was a junkie like a decade ago down here but you can't compare the clean spiritual discovery feeling of Acid with even the smallest rail of colombian cociane crystals....unless you're doing opioids on top, and even then the impulsiveness of coke puts it in another ballpark completely but now I'm opioid free, have been for over a month, so I take my coke with lope when I start and benzos...loads of them, especially Midazolam (orally, I get the Dormicum tabs here, I loved IVing the shit ages ago, but haven't Ivd in almost 7years) Alprazolam and Zolpidem (a z-drug but it works wonders)....if you can't afford it (I mean everyone can afford a 20bag, but I mean can't afford it in the long run.....and you may be one of the unlucky ones that gets hooked, it happened to me with opies, I thought I was just dabbling, filling a list, being like my heroes...and damn it costed me so much at all levels, I mean my closest friend dying, my family never trusting me 100% again, losing jobs and opportunities and also the financial dent...so with such impulsive drugs it's good to look at your economy....damn I buy Ounces of bud every 2weeks or so, but if I could I'd be buying each week....I just smoke skinnier J's/vape less.

Same concept is extremely difficult to apply with coke, I personally used to know and get fucking blasted with some people that were/are coke heads and have 6 figure paying jobs or are in government positions, media, you name it, I also knew people with extremely big self control like my Sister (that probably from having me as an example) just dabbled in her teens year, tried everything a few times and then quit everything for good without a problem, she would just use once in a blue moon, but wouldn't turn down some H,Coke,Oxys,Crack You name it....she never had an addictive personality, whilst I did, nowadays if you saw her you'd never guess all the drugs she did in her young years we share the same genetic pool, so just to show how addiction is such an unpredictable bitch

Funny thing about coke is it put less of a dent in my pocket than good strains of bud here, that are just for the hipsters (due to prohibitive prices) and it's the same than buying in a coffee shop or in christiania in denmark in Euros for a G, an Oz has a good int'l price, and the quality of the growers I know is amazing...my advice would be don't buy it, have someone else buy it, you can fork in half of the money and do a test bump and go from there...and better have benzos beforehand, well I need benzos for everything, but still.

Good Luck, then the hygiene part is really important, never use a bill or share a toot, I have OCD soI take it way farther repacking my shit in ethanol washed brown glass dram vials, washing my hands (or using hand wipes or purell) before every bump/line, and washing the razor blade/card in ethanol (and wipe it dry of course), using saline and benzedrex/vicks, and blowing my nose a lot....hope my advice helped you in some way

That's much easier to read now. Lol. And nice reason for editing. Haha. I guess i do see what it does now.

Yeah, i definitely dont think i will end up mixing my drugs with other drugs. Maybe some marijuana or if i feel the need for a benzo at the end but no way would i combine it with any opiates. And I'm lucky LSD and dank bud is pretty prevalent in my area although it seems every single time i can find some Marijuana something big happens that demolishes those plans (Last time it was a dealer getting arrested on the day i was supossed to get it and today it was a gunpoint robbery for his whole supply.) And i haven't had a time to actually use the LSD yet because that always ends up a scheduling issue (never realized how hard my life really is until now. Lol.)

But yeah, i would also never used any contaminated paraphanelia because it sounds like i'm just as OCD about stuff like that as you are. Always a good way to be so that we don't get any viruses or infections. Thank you for that advice too though!
 
Oh. That's weird how it barely affected you. That's the same thing that happens to me when i drink alcohol. It just seems like it's impossible for me to get drunk nomatter how much i drink. Guess i'll end up being the beer pong champion at every party when i get to college then. Lol. But anyways, thanks for the advice!

And welcome to the BlueLight! I see that was your first post. We actually both hit a post checkmark just now. You got your first and my reply to your first is the one that's getting me to "bluelighter" status.

Thank you!! I've actually been a long-time lurker but never took the effort to make an account and contribute. However, I'm very glad that I did! And congratulations to you on your post milestone! haha. I'm still questioning the quality of the coke I used, though. I really don't think it was supposed to feel like that. If that's the real deal, I'm really disappointed. I was excited when I finally broke down and made the decision to try it, haha. I thought I was gonna love it.
 
I was excited when I finally broke down and made the decision to try it, haha. I thought I was gonna love it.

There's so much hype attached to cocaine that unless it's ACTUALLY cocaine, it's almost always going to disappoint, IMO. I suspect that in your case, as in 90% of people's cases, the 'coke' was either low purity or wasn't even coke.

How many people actually score some "cocaine", then have it tested at a proper lab before trying it out? The sad reality is that in this day and age, there are more active fillers/cutting agents than ever before, and street-bought drugs in general are more like umbrella terms.

Ecstasy (if you're half lucky) means something stimulating with some psychedelic properties.

Heroin means something with an opiate-like effect.

Speed or Meth means... stimulating.

It's never been more of a roulette game than it is now. The War On Drugs has brought out thousands (literally) of variants of drugs and made the whole thing more complicated, and means that the only winners in the war are the people who are profiting.
 
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