The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Four Posts Early!

[Shambles]

Dunno why you think I might not know the difference between meth and amphetamine paste cuz meth is crystals or powder this waa paste.

That wasn't what I was meaning at all - I was mostly just shocked at how potent it appears to be is all. It's so rare to find speed with any actual speed in it I'm but mildly envious if anything. Many years ago, that is what you paid for - stimulating stimulants - I'm just mostly annoyed I see nowt but glucose cut with fructose most times I'm offerered "speed" is all - enjoy

 

[babylonboy]

Why don't you come round my house for dinner and we can get a testing kit to find out what it is.

If that's a genuine offer, yeah, I'd love to come around to your house for dinner.

Are you the actual Vader? as In vader the admin vader? :O

Where's my manners do apologise sir

Yeah. You'll notice I'm not an admin now, or even crew, but I think that calling me a troll is obviously a bit wide of the mark, given that it seems evident I contribute as much as I can to this board, and have done so for years. I'm not expecting deference, or for my opinions to be accorded any more weight than anyone else's, but I'm not a troll, and that should be pretty obvious.

I was doing nothing more than trying to inform you that, actually, just because speed is in paste form, that doesn't mean it doesn't contain other actives. This paper shows that 4-FA is reasonably common in speed, and Aus is full of meth paste. I was trying to engage with you in order to explain something I thought might interest you. I wasn't having a dig at you or your source or your masculinity, just being friendly. You seem pretty defenisive and standoffish, though, so I apologise for saying anything. I hope that you, too, have a good weekend.

 

[Marmalade]

Re: meth in base paste. The stuff I was getting from the source a few years ago, texture of toothpaste (definitely no glucose/dex), I wouldn't be surprised if that was part meth. I've never known anything like it before. I'll never have access to it again either. But the shear strength/effects from just leaving the scraped clean baggy in a glass of warm water and drinking the contents was overwhelming. 100 quid an ounce too.

I dunno if the source I had for 4-FA was bunk or not, but I didn't find it anything like speed. Was always totally jealous when Ponti used to talk about how equal to speed his 4-FA was. Especially as I didnt have a speed source at the time. I ordered numerous 10g batches of it, but didn't rate it much at all. Mine was UK sourced, not Spanish tho.

Marmalade i love you from the first time i saw you.

You shoulda waved n said hello! ;p

I've seen your pics a few times eLW, those new tats are temporary/transfers aren't they?

 

[brimz]

Not if its done right, no. im coherent. When i start typing like brimz then maybe

Fuk off |Dan it's shite yer jealous cos i had a load t of drugs
U lkow yersef it's a dangerous toxic combo . Tramps luv it
That' was only Harm Reduction Mayte BTW Not a Dig Uknow i luv ya

 

[eLW]

Re: meth in base paste. The stuff I was getting from the source a few years ago, texture of toothpaste (definitely no glucose/dex), I wouldn't be surprised if that was part meth. I've never known anything like it before. I'll never have access to it again either. But the shear strength/effects from just leaving the scraped clean baggy in a glass of warm water and drinking the contents was overwhelming. 100 quid an ounce too.

I dunno if the source I had for 4-FA was bunk or not, but I didn't find it anything like speed. Was always totally jealous when Ponti used to talk about how equal to speed his 4-FA was. Especially as I didnt have a speed source at the time. I ordered numerous 10g batches of it, but didn't rate it much at all. Mine was UK sourced, not Spanish tho.




You shoulda waved n said hello! ;p

I've seen your pics a few times eLW, those new tats are temporary/transfers aren't they?

Not temporary for sure..>)

 

[ColtDan]

And since I'm here, I just had the most bizarre combo ... Im a 'lick/dip your finger in the bag' kinda gal. I just had the teensiest dab of mxe + fettuccini (sp?) + pasta sauce + brocolli.

Haha amazing combo

I dunno if the source I had for 4-FA was bunk or not, but I didn't find it anything like speed. Was always totally jealous when Ponti used to talk about how equal to speed his 4-FA was.

Never found it too much like speed, aint rushy enough although it does have a speedy edge but it seems to balance towards seretoniny tingly music apprecation

 

[Marmalade]

Not temporary for sure..>)

They weren't in your old pics so they must be new. What does your sis think of them? (I remember seeing her in one of your pics) And how long did you take to think about having them done before you went ahead?

 

[eLW]

They weren't in your old pics so they must be new. What does your sis think of them? (I remember seeing her in one of your pics) And how long did you take to think about having them done before you went ahead?

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I just liked you really much when i saw you.

FUck..

 

[ColtDan]

Nearly as retarded as me

 

[eLW]

I hate myself

 

[amanitadine]

7 g Bali kratom, quality MXE 40 mg SL f.....ollowed by 80 mg IM 20 minutes later witha few hits of cannabis and
sitting in front of the fireplace listening to Blanckmass' Sundowner/ Chernobyl/etc?......fireplace!
St pierre brie on toasted semolina bread......LUsH

cultured 21st century living

 

[Marmalade]

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I just liked you really much when i saw you..

Well, thank you ... I can be a little bashful with complements like that, but that's sweet of you, cheers.

I hate myself

That's just silly. You've been the most uplifting poster in this thread since its inception, or since I've been looking anyway. Especially the times you've turned up like clockwork during posting sprees.

What did you decide re: Helsinki?

 

[Sprout]

Just unintentionally 'overdosed' on DPH due to sleep dep. This is awful.

 

[amanitadine]

oooh that is awful....apologies.....sleep dep from opioid withdrawal? DPH was always a nightmare above 50 mg or during a few of the worst days for me during opioid withdrawal....i always tried, but ugh....doxylamine or hydroxyzine are better and less of the nasties than DPH......it will pass!

 

[deano88]

If that's a genuine offer, yeah, I'd love to come around to your house for dinner.

Yeah. You'll notice I'm not in now, or even crew, but I think that calling me a troll is obviously a bit wide of the mark, given that it seems evident I contribute as much as I can to this board, and have done so for years. I'm not expecting deference, or for my opinions to be accorded any more weight than anyone else's, but I'm not a troll, and that should be pretty obvious.

I was doing nothing more than trying to inform you that, actually, just because speed is in paste form, that doesn't mean it doesn't contain other actives. This paper shows that 4-FA is reasonably common in speed, and Aus is full of meth paste. I was trying to engage with you in order to explain something I thought might interest you. I wasn't having a dig at you or your source or your masculinity, just being friendly. You seem pretty defenisive and standoffish, though, so I apologise for saying anything. I hope that you, too, have a good weekend.

Some of what I said was tongue in cheek to wind you up cuz you was coming across all high and mighty and you bited not my fault u got up tight

btw I never even heard of vader and telling me used to be a mod or admin doesn't really change anything your just another person on the net to me your only power over me is to click a button and ban me if you don't like what I say but I'm sure your not like that.

I know speed can possibly contain other additives and believe me if I knew I would say but it was sold to me as amphet paste and it despite being really strong it was really clean too not like shit speed I've had in the past.

Until yesterday I never knew meth could be in paste so now I know

Btw unless your female and tidy then the offer to come round mine was a joke. Haha

 

[babylonboy]

^If this is your best crack at being gracious in defeat, then I guess we're cool, hatchet's buried. FWIW, should you ever wish to dine at chez moi, there's an open invite, not because you're a sexual object, but because you're a human being.

 

[deano88]

^If this is your best crack at being gracious in defeat, then I guess we're cool, hatchet's buried. FWIW, should you ever wish to dine at chez moi, there's an open invite, not because you're a sexual object, but because you're a human being.

its not my fault I got your hopes up for a romantic meal no need to be bitter I know rejection hurts but let it go your just not my type.

didn't realise I had been defeated just like I didn't realise that that meth came in paste the only thing that remains the same is I still don't give a fuck.

 

[swampdragon]

Whoops.. wasn't actually planning on opening a big can of worms with my thinking-out-loud. Though unless you're cooking it yourself or have access to GC/MS facilities, you can't really assume much about what's in your drugs. Sadly.

Aha! Why did I not work that one out? It all adds up Yerg!

Ohh, right! I'd been trying to figure that out for ages too. Blimey.

FWIW, should you ever wish to dine at chez moi, there's an open invite, not because you're a sexual object, but because you're a human being.

I admire your style!

 

[eLW]

Shit...Worst day of my life. I got caught by 3 COP busses, appeared from nowhere (possible and undercover cop was there with us)i was a little drunk and driving. i had been using amphetamine. Got blood tests done. They found all cocktail of drugs.
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My house then was raided, when my parents were just relaxing at sunday, by a army of cops. I dont want to live anymore. i never ever felt so bad

I destroyed all i could...I have failed all who belive in me. its the fucking end.

 

[Inflorescence]

Shit...Worst day of my life. I got caught by 3 COP busses, appeared from nowhere (possible and undercover cop was there with us)i was a little drunk and driving. i had been using amphetamine. Got blood tests done. They found all cocktail of drugs.
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My house then was raided, when my parents were just relaxing at sunday, by a army of cops. I dont want to live anymore. i never ever felt so bad

I destroyed all i could...I have failed all who belive in me. its the fucking end.

Kind of lost for words but seriously YOU DO WANT TO LIVE and those that love you will forgive you.

THIS IS NOT THE END..I am too wasted to offer you proper advice or say the right thing but trust me....things will look different in 10 years down the line...

Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be critical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy.

© Max Ehrmann 1927