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The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Four Posts Early!

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I've made some fantastic decisions under the influence of etiz and alcohol.

including needlessly messaging several people (including a few exes), falling over my bin, and snorting ground up coffee granules and sugar because I felt like I needed a boost but couldn't be bothered to make coffee. I then later found out it was decaf.
 
I'd be lucky to move at all atm. It wouldn't cross my mind to take alcohol and etzi together sounds like hangover waiting to happen. Wait I'm kinda drowsy atm you tollin. Not be a cunt but snorting coffee granules bad lol I can't take coffee as a stim it does fufk al but you must get the good shit right you have really made me one to try this. Try a bit of persil does the trick thinh im lying go on try it!
 
yeah it was a ridiculous idea haha, but one made under the influence of benzos and alcohol.
 
Think I totally misunderstood you post matefeeling so drowsy in ny body and mindsstill trying to keep going even ar slow pace im reading things fucked up but least in bot getting over exited I'm typing is slow but I got double vision it hard to focus know what I mean
 
Pagey said:
Benzos tend to lead to incredibly reckless decisions without realising it. Examples:
- On a stim comedown once I had etiz powder around, took a fairly high dose (10mg), felt nothing (or thought I felt nothing), lined up a huge pile thinking it would be a w good nice knock-out dose and ended up sleeping for 3 days straight, which I genuinely cannot remember. Checked the bag the next day and turns out 50mg were gone. The only thing I remember is being woken up by my dad and having a doctor come around which could have ended horribly except I was lucky enough to have a legit xanax script and was able to blame it on taking a couple extra pills...but nevertheless, could've gone horribly, I scared the hell out of my parents and friends and it was probably the most humiliating experience of my life.
Please don't do it...nothing good can come out of too many benzos. mrcientist has a similar (worse) horror story to post in a bit. Hope you haven't taken them yet <3
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I have a good Phenazepam story which I've probably posted here before too, but am going to repost anyway. I bought some to relieve the stress of a 5+ Year relationship ending (to my surprise) about 3 or 4 years ago. I made up a 1mg/ml PG solution and for a while was sensible with my dosing, but as I started to give less and less of a fuck, I became reckless. I had the bottle by my bed and every time I woke up I would take another swig without measuring. Of course with such a long half life the Phenazepam built up and up...

Next thing I know I wake up, in bed, covered in blood. I go downstairs and there is a pool of blood at the bottom about 3 feet across. The fridge is also covered in blood. I try to call a few friends but it's 6am on a Saturday (apparently) so they don't answer. I call my parents think I'm being melodramatic but come over anyway. They arrive and immediately call an ambulance. I'm drifting in and out of consciousness but am somehow still able to walk from my front door to the ambulance.

At the hospital, a CT scan reveals my skull is fractured in 6 places and I have 3 small brain hemorrhages. Because I'm not in a cognitive state enough to explain what happened, the police are involved to investigate an assault. They take the keys to my flat and my laptop and phone. They also go to my work and interview my colleagues. I'm in hospital for 2 weeks and recover from the fractures and hemorrhages quickly, but it takes a few more weeks before my brain starts working correctly, apparently quite a terrifying time for my friends and family as they wait to see if I'm permanently brain damaged.

So that's the reason I don't buy benzos in powder form any more, I just stick to strips of Xanax or Diaz as a treat sometimes. I'm left with a permanent reminder as the impact left me with no sense of smell (really common in head traumas to shear off the nerves to your sinuses, also destroys most of your sense of taste) and about 50% hearing in my left ear. I still don't know under what circumstances I fell down the stairs but I feel pretty lucky to be here to tell about it!
 
Thought benzos would would knock yiu out. Sure u heard it's pretty dangerous too maybe it ain't I'm not really experienced with benzos so can't tell you for but yiu did abd was fine so if you enjoyed it abd was ok then at least I'll be able to sleep taking advice of tho its probably not best ; )
 
Yikes, yowzerz and just plain wow. That's quite the tale, Josh. All benzo-haze stories have a certain epic quality but phenazepam always did take it that lil bit further. Glad you're (more or less) okay. I never did try the stuff but bumped into Occasional Mrs Shambles when she'd gotten some not quite realising what it was - messy even by benzo standards is phenaz.
 
was phenazepam the drug MDB was on when he made all those ranty posts a while back? sorry to bring it up again but just wondering.
 
Fellowed said:
Right had 8 diclazepam plus loads more booze and I feel like a king of sorts. Is there an upper limit when I should give it a rest cos at the moment more booze and benzos sounds like am amazing plan.
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Following on from Pagey's post, Can I please please implore you to not take any more drugs now, if you have any in the house. Just after Christmas I bought 100mg of diclaz, and put it in PEG at 1mg/ml, plugged about 15mg and then blacked out, and ate every single drug in mine and Pageys stash, including about 200mg 4-aco-dmt, 50mg 2c-e and a gram of 4-fa. I woke up upside down on my sofa wearing my lab coat and safety specs, all my furniture pushed to side of the room, with vomit all over the floor.

I am very lucky to be alive, so please take care, and stop taking any more drugs now! <3

Hope this isn't too late to stop you doing something you regret under the influence, take care!
 
Is Phenazepam a strong benzo? That sounds really bad man glad you got thru it. So how exactly did you injure your head? If I read that right you got burgled and attacked. The only benzo type drug have tried is etzis and there enough for me and only when I need them like today! I had two but still not asleep but im calmer now its really helped the base od I think I was having but just left me with no energy but anythings better than what I was first getting my brain was on overload and its calm it down quite a bit.

saying that tho I popped a viagra pill and I think thats help a bit with the dizziness.

its daylight now and I gotta try sleep I really need some black out blinds
 
phenazepam is the most fucked up thing I've taken since I started rc lost most of the end of 2011 cant remember shit from it hurts to even try to think I mean physically hurts to try and remember
 
still pretty high.

sleep feels a long way off. Not too bothered though, can stand a comedown. Had a good night.
 
got suddenly bitchslapped by a brutal comedown. Didn't mellow into it at all, one moment I was high, the next I was ridden with crippling anxiety. Nothing a few glasses of wine can't fix though.
 
deano88 said:
The only good thing about tonight was the mental clarity but every time I stood up I felt dizzy. I need food a nice orange would go down nice just ain't got one.
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Wow, you mustsa drank a lot of coffee last night, going by youre postin' spree ;p

Re: bolded, I think it's something similar to this (Vasovagal response), ... happens to me all the time on speed, but only when I'm dieting hard, and haven't eaten anything. My BP drops real low, and I feel like fainting/collapsing and have to sit down quick. Legs feel like jelly. Normally happens after a little exertion of energy. As long as I sit down quickly I avoid fainting.

Get some carbs, protein, food of some kind.
 
It's exactly what it is, sudden drop in BP. Can lead to fainting (or "syncope", as the exclusive jargon goes).
 
Been nicely mashed since last night, no sleep and still a bit mashed lol
 
deano88 said:
Is Phenazepam a strong benzo? That sounds really bad man glad you got thru it. So how exactly did you injure your head? If I read that right you got burgled and attacked. The only benzo type drug have tried is etzis and there enough for me and only when I need them like today! I had two but still not asleep but im calmer now its really helped the base od I think I was having but just left me with no energy but anythings better than what I was first getting my brain was on overload and its calm it down quite a bit.

saying that tho I popped a viagra pill and I think thats help a bit with the dizziness.

its daylight now and I gotta try sleep I really need some black out blinds
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Heh, nah I didn't get attacked, I fell down the stairs (you could see my face print in the pool of blood at the bottom - I have a photo somewhere). The police were involved because if an ambulance is called and someone has an injury that could be an assault but is unable to articulate that it was an accident, the police like to investigate it.
 
hexagram said:
was phenazepam the drug MDB was on when he made all those ranty posts a while back? sorry to bring it up again but just wondering.
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yes it was. IVE NOT MADE ANY RANTY POSTS FOR A WHILE, WILL FUCKING HAVE TO FUCKING CHANGE THAT AS IM NOT GETTING ENOUGH ATTENTION ANY MORE. Narh but that episode did seem to grab peoples attention, for all the wrong reasons unfortunately ofcourse. Still it was nice when several people welcomed me back to the land of the relatively sane as the phenazepam started to leave my system.

And for the people asking is it strong the answer is yes, a reccomended dose is 0.25mg. Most people who got the stuff didnt even realise that. I certainly didnt. I was constantly sipping phen MPG mix Mugz style for about 3 months. The big mistake was buying 2grams and i probably made a quadruple strength mix out of that, dupming the whole lot into 500ml of MPG. Was all set to be a disaster from that moment onwards really. I dont believe you can even get it any more, my usual vendor stopped selling it and replaced it with flubromazepam. Fucing hell was phen cheap though; 4,000 doses for €20. That is staggeringly cheap.

That dog has started it Saturday morning barking again. Im gonna lob some steak laced injected with etiz over its wall to chill it out for a few hours.

Im having a lot of trouble sleeping on kratom. I guess the answer is stop taking kratom. 8( Etiz doesnt even touch the sides to counteract it, where as it would have countered MDPV. Very strange, i dunno if its a tolerance thing too. Currently having to take 2 diphenhydramines and 2 promethazines on top of my etiz to get to sleep. All that does feel very nice for the little while before oblivion takes me away. It cant be healthy though. No mad doses of kratom today, just 4 tsp.
 
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