Would that be the big, chunky, crystal EPH stuff you're a-vapin', MrC & P? I've seen a few places trying to push the smoking angle. How's it work out? Owt you'd compare it to? I always found EPH to be a fairly generic stim - workhorse rather than playtime - although have heard many mention it's more fun with boozeShe said she very nearly had to vc blues.
As for fukkedness, was gifted a smidge of ket earlier for the sniffing of and been suppin' Johnnie Walker 'n' ginger for a wee while now. Not the ideal combo for typing it has to be said but will soldier on :D
Never tried ket although in my days if experimenting with legal highs I tried mxe and was told it similar to ket. This is one reason alcohol is the worst drug for doing stupid things I pulled out my bag of mxe after a night down the pub watching footy so was pretty badly drunk. I then racks up 2 fat lines as for me and my mate like it was talcin powder bought of a random chav of the street.
next thing I know all these flashes of memorys if being one place then all of a sudden being somewhere else and before I even realised whats going on I'd be somewhere else and it just kept going on and on until I finally kind of realised where I was but was not sure how I got there but just knew something bad had happened I could feel it at one stage I thought I'd died and was gonna live in this twisted reality forever. once I started to come round I slowly realised where I was and my soundings became more familiar.
I knew I was still at my mates house and I knew I had drugs but didn't have any seense of time or how long I'd even bin there or what I did. Part of me was relieved I was notdead or in hospital but was dreading what happened I couldn't remember much but I have images of the ash tray all over the floor and a image of my friends mum looking at me angrily but thats it. But it was enough to know I wasn't just plonked on the couch the whole time.
Ever had the feeling of pure confusion and shock its like I saw something horrible but can't remember it but the but you still feel something in your soul if that makes sense (I'd imagine it does to ppl who used mxe before)
Anyway I then remembered my mate he was no where in sight and with my memory like a goldfish (never had anything effect short term memory like this stuff was trapped in never ending thought I couldn't make out my arse from my elbow as my mum used to say) I went it to the hallway and was relieved to see my mate stood there looking just as confused as me and the only sentance we could say was what's going on other than that we couldn't get past the first word.
as things slowly came back to normal apart from a bit of tunnel vision but was abel to focus mentally now which was more of a relief than the body load makes me think what people with serious mental health issues go through cuz the body can take all sorts of physical pain but having that mental confusion was something I never wanna experience again.
As daylight came my mates parents came down to tell me the horror story but thankfully it wasn't as bad as I thought but could of been a lot worse luckily they knownme a long t and knew I had drugs so decided not to call 999 even though I was acting erratic pretty much destroying everything in my site so was my mate but not as bad as me. She told me she came close to calling myb old man to take me to his place because kids were asleep upstairs and was worried I might wake them and I wouldn't want them to see me like that was bad enough them seeing it.
She was constantly trying to ask me what I taken but all I could say is what's going on lol eventually I calmed down and lied on the sofa she said I looked asleep but was probably having some mad visuals shame I can't remember much visually I do like to remember things at least most of things I see. But anyway luckily apart from mess and my ego damaged nothing luckily really bad happened.
I have read a lot people talking about ego death and not really understanding it but that was people on acid and I tried acid a few times in quite high doses but have never lost it to the point I don't who I am anymore I used to be shit scared of taking acid before I tried it and thought whats all the fuss about.Do I nievly thothough surely this legal high won't compare to acid and boy did I learn a big lesson that day. Mxe was new then so not so many trip reports on it I did research it and I did know you had to weightssmall doses but tell that to a pissed up young man with a bag of drugs in his pocket its easy to see the cause.
if I could of been fucked I would of wrote the trip report nearer the time might of helped people to take caution but I have never been one to post much with tonight being the exception but I have never been one to spends hours on the computer anyway its was only when the word got around you could buy drugs on the net that I joined bluelight the meow craze was the start of it and its a blessing really cuz fuck knows how much more stupid although I'm screwed on anyway but knowledge is power ignorance don't get you no where....
I'm starting to preach again I know I go on like I know it all but I'm because I will admit when I'm in the wrong and I learnt from my mistakes and will learn from future ones.
hope you if enjoyed reading my first ever successful trip report/life story as much as I have strangely enjoyed writing it.
This is rare for me to write anything like this cuz I am slightly dyslexic so I find writing long as shit especially things like trip reports. If only I had base for my English exam oh well not like my grades ever got me anywhere just hard work and never giving up. If you're wondering or relieved why I not posted in a while cuz I been writing this long ass message.
gonna have break now. Peace out
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