^^your hands numb enough to give yourself "stranger" yet? 

Why is it that everyone new to steroids always chooses something like winstrol? If your goal is to loose weight then stick to weight lose chemicals. If your goal is to get back into shape like you once were then I would start learning from the ground up. You were in that shape because you had people coaching you. Now your nothing but a lazy fat bum. You think winstrols going to solve all of your problems? think again.
Guys primopbolan, and Winny are supposed to do tyhe opposite from what you are saying. I was all up for running these 2 AAS intill I read this thread. Ok test is good but then having to pay for anti eastrogen, HCG, its far too dear. BTW Ive tried dieting and I'm not getting anyware 4months down the line. I love test it makes me want to train stops my lethargy etc, its when your off and PCT u then have to worry about, I can't afford it all. Clen isn't for me either I'm prone to sweating like nothing before and I've hurd about heart problems, I'm over weight, and dont know were to turn.I want to tone up, as I'm big enough and build more muscle and try loose fat, god knows.