crestfallen
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I've noticed that every drug I have tried (and continued to take recreationally) was great and euphoric the first few highs. After a while, no matter how long my breaks were, each and every drug I have tried has lost the magic that was there the first few times I had it. For example:
1) Weed- at first the highs were very pronounced, psychedelic and intense. After 3 months or so, I just felt a fraction of that feeling
2)Opiates-my DOC. AMAZING first few highs on just 15mgs of hydrocodone. Bliss, euphoria, and zero problems. Now I pop 60mg and only feel sedation, no euphoria
3)Benzos- I actually felt a noticable benzo high the first few times I took xanax or kpin but that quickly went away after a few weeks
4)Adderall-Great for the first 6 months and then lost that super focused, euphoric feeling that it used to give me.
There are more but you get what I am trying to say. Each drug was great in the beginning and then each eventually lost the magic that lured me in when I first took them. Although I have tried bigger doses but they don't help much and have more side effects. Has this been your experience as well? Does the good feeling EVER come back or is it unattainable now that my brain has gotten used to the drugs actions.
1) Weed- at first the highs were very pronounced, psychedelic and intense. After 3 months or so, I just felt a fraction of that feeling
2)Opiates-my DOC. AMAZING first few highs on just 15mgs of hydrocodone. Bliss, euphoria, and zero problems. Now I pop 60mg and only feel sedation, no euphoria
3)Benzos- I actually felt a noticable benzo high the first few times I took xanax or kpin but that quickly went away after a few weeks
4)Adderall-Great for the first 6 months and then lost that super focused, euphoric feeling that it used to give me.
There are more but you get what I am trying to say. Each drug was great in the beginning and then each eventually lost the magic that lured me in when I first took them. Although I have tried bigger doses but they don't help much and have more side effects. Has this been your experience as well? Does the good feeling EVER come back or is it unattainable now that my brain has gotten used to the drugs actions.
