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what is your typical day like!? from picking up, to working, to going home...

BostonBrownTown said:
wow, this is def. my way of thinking right now. good to know, man.

I started on 24MG in a nut house; a week later I was down to 16MG. 3 months later I was down to 12MG. a month later I dropped to 8MG and felt a lil sluggish and would just use another 4MG on the days where I felt the worst but 8MG has been working for the most part.

what I found to be the best is take the full dosage in the AM. when I was doing 12MG I'd do the full 12 in the AM. thats when I made the switch to once a day and thought those were my best times at a higher dose at the beginning.

even when using 16MG in a daily split there would be days I'd forget to get the 2nd 8MG and wake up sluggish, which is why I decided to take all the minute I wake up.

I am also on 10MG Celexa which, supposedly, plays some game w/ the bupe according to the Dr. well, the more I read up on it, the less I saw it shit, so I stopped taking such a low dosage of an anti-depressant. well, a week later I was miserable and wanted to use. wasnt sure what was happening; wasnt even thinking it was the anti-depressant. anyway, went back on after I talked to the Dr. and everything was great again. so thats another WEIRD thing that happened during my bupe run thus far.
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Seems like most people I talk to like to take it all at once. It's for me mostly drug addict behavior. I still get a slight boost, mood wise, from taking the sub.
So, naturally I'd rather have 2 boosts in one day than one. The pleasantness of the "boost" doesn't seem that much mitigated by going from 4 to only 8.
They started you at such a high dose. That's really unnecessary. I don't understand why places do that. I've had what I would characterize as a severe dope habit and then jumped back onto 8-10mgs of Bupe and been fine.
I'm not saying you did something wrong. Just that there's still so much cluelessness amongst medical professionals when it comes to dealing with us.
I would be terrified of being on a SSRI at the same time I was on maintenance. But I've had some horrific experiences with SSRI's. What works for you is what works for you.
Good luck on the taper if you continue that way. Pay attention to your body and mind. If either or both are telling you something's wrong or you need to slow down then there probably is and/or you probably do.
Best of luck. Thanks for answering my question.
 
the SSRI is in such a small dosage (10MG) its supposed to play the bupe a certain way, or its at least his reasoning. the girl I see is also on Celexa and is on their average dose of 30-50MG; my dose is only 10MG and it def. affects me if not taken w/ the bupe. just went through it over the past weekend. I asked my doc if maybe there was a physical addiction w/ the Celexa and he said w/ such a low dosage their shouldnt be but these things are def. helping and anytime I tried and stopped it either was me w/ slight withdrawal or maybe they really did upgrade the bupe, supposedly.
 
BostonBrownTown said:
wow, this is def. my way of thinking right now. good to know, man.

I started on 24MG in a nut house; a week later I was down to 16MG. 3 months later I was down to 12MG. a month later I dropped to 8MG and felt a lil sluggish and would just use another 4MG on the days where I felt the worst but 8MG has been working for the most part.

what I found to be the best is take the full dosage in the AM. when I was doing 12MG I'd do the full 12 in the AM. thats when I made the switch to once a day and thought those were my best times at a higher dose at the beginning.

even when using 16MG in a daily split there would be days I'd forget to get the 2nd 8MG and wake up sluggish, which is why I decided to take all the minute I wake up.

I am also on 10MG Celexa which, supposedly, plays some game w/ the bupe according to the Dr. well, the more I read up on it, the less I saw it shit, so I stopped taking such a low dosage of an anti-depressant. well, a week later I was miserable and wanted to use. wasnt sure what was happening; wasnt even thinking it was the anti-depressant. anyway, went back on after I talked to the Dr. and everything was great again. so thats another WEIRD thing that happened during my bupe run thus far.
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i think alot of the people get prescribed anti depressants with bupe. i got back on prozac, but all i had to do was tell the doc what anti depressant i wanted and what dose and he filled me a script the day he filled my subs. i was on them for years before and when i went to this program they made me get off them and i never got back on them when i got out. i was off them since 2010 but im back on em now. hope to keep on it only short term, the prozac that is. im off subs and on vivotrol soon
 
Like I mentioned, my feeling of terror at the prospect of getting on a SSRI while on maintenance most likely is caused by my previous, very negative experiences with SSRI's.
The worst, as a matter of fact, was Celexa. It caused very, very specific suicidal ideations. Specifically, I would consider hanging myself.
Once I threw the bottle in the garbage and ceased taking them I was fine. I'm typically not a suicidal type.
So, yeah. I didn't mean to make it sound like I know the combo is bad. Just that it was for me.
 
If i actually start really like for real start talking about offing myself then i definetly will throw them away. ive never felt like that tho and dont plan to. i have heard stories of that tho. i just dont wanna be on them long becasuse i didnt stop my other drug use to do more. i dont even want to be on subs but its what i needed at this point, and now its vivotrol. ill be off this prozac in a year or so hopefully. im not gonna be on this shit for a decade again, believe that shit.
 
vivotrol might be better for you if you cant keep ur daily bupe habit up to date? although, I do know some who use on days 25-30 on the vivotrol. I am sure you heard this before as well but I forget the exact timing, stories, etc, behind it, but there is time to use between shots. also, you'd have to go through withdrawals. they want you 7 days clean before first shot; I tried doing it many times and could not come to the 7 days, so they gave me nalaxone to help me get to that 7 day sobriety shot; I ended up OD'ing the day I was prescribed the nalaxone and went on sub right after the OD and have been clean since. was a really whacky day and I just wanted to get high as a kite before starting nalaxone; too bad I WAYYYY OVER SHOT and almost killed myself between dope, coke and benzos.
 
today was a funny start so why not add to this thread.

740AM wake up.

Right way 6MG bupe,10MG Celexa (very low dose but Dr. says help w/ bupe) and 750MG Levitracatam (for seizures)
shower, get ready, head to work
grab a bowl and some weed to smoke (a very small bowl) on the way to dunks to make food/drink taste better
get to the office and break a 10MG Valium in half just to relax and eat w/ it.
this all was before 9AM.

now its 2PM and work day has been good so far; nothing to eat as of yet but will go to lunch soon or just take off at 4PM and eat then.

might eat another 5MG Valium around 7 tonight. or MAYBE 10MG before bed to help sleep.
also be a few bowls packed before bed.

thats about it for today. usually no benzo's but picked up 20 valium so figured I'd use safe and sound. if not I'd use Hydroxyzine to help sleep; which I just got scripted last week but had some whacky dreams but they did help sleep.

anyone doing anything GOOD today!?
 
Six am.....no longer shoot bupe. Take dose of 4mgs.
Six thirty....exercises
seven Cheerios coffee cigs
Eight read news.
Nine shower and red up for work.
Ten thirty setup for lunch
Two thirty setup for dinner
Next few hours....make a couple bucks
Nine pm. Walk out the door.
Nine thirty. Last dose 4mg bupe.
Ten thirty......watch investigation discovery
 
These days.. my days are considerably less exciting.

Early methadone dose, breakfast, coffee.
Off to work, make that paperrr
Meet my girlfriend for a mid day fuck
Work some more
After work drinks and dinner
More drinks
More sex
Sleep
 
manboychef - whats the "make that money" hour about? ha.

my day.

8AM - 8MG BUPE / hit the bowl few times on drive to Dunks.
845 - WORK
12 - Lunch
5 - home
6- weed
8- weed
10 - weed/sleep
 
manboychef - whats the "make that money" hour about? ha.

my day.

8AM - 8MG BUPE / hit the bowl few times on drive to Dunks.
845 - WORK
12 - Lunch
5 - home
6- weed
8- weed
10 - weed/sleep
 
I'm a server....there are a few hours a day that it is busy and I put quite a few dollars together.

My nights lately have been troubling.

Midnight....asleep
1:45 awake and scared smoke square
2:30 asleep again, either sleep paralysis or nightmares
3:00 spring out of bed terrified smoke cigarette eat ice cream
3:45 asleep again
5:00 Awake for no reason, smoke ciggie, pace around
5:30 asleep again
Alarm goes off day begins!!!!!(but i usually wake up before it)

BostonBrownTown said:
good to see so many of us are on bupe now; or is it? well, def. good money wise and has helped my life a TON so far. I keep looking to drop my dosage every few months, so hopefully be off it within a year. just worries me what happens the minute is gone? hopefully the dope thought/connects are long gone. as of now, on bupe, they seem long gone. not sure if its the bupe or just me.
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its really all on you. You can go to the moon and a downers gunna step out of a crater with a new type of bags. Its up to the personality changes you make nowand yes my friend it is the bupe
 
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Wake up find some foil, smoke a tenth, have a few cigarettes with the wife, smoke a bowl, grab some coffee if we have it, she goes to work, i throw on some music or an audio book, break out my sketch pad and draw if I'm in the mood, do a line or smoke some more dope,nod out, my girl gets home eventually, at which point we get some food,watch movies and get high until i nod out or she falls asleep. Life's pretty fuckin ok these days now that i think about it.
 
beetlebum said:
Wake up find some foil, smoke a tenth, have a few cigarettes with the wife, smoke a bowl, grab some coffee if we have it, she goes to work, i throw on some music or an audio book, break out my sketch pad and draw if I'm in the mood, do a line or smoke some more dope,nod out, my girl gets home eventually, at which point we get some food,watch movies and get high until i nod out or she falls asleep. Life's pretty fuckin ok these days now that i think about it.
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haha. i was reading through this thinking ur life wasnt so bad. so youre not working? smoking dope? I do the same w/ music and sketch pad since I do tattoo. and I just sit there high as fuck just drawing better stuff than I would NOT HIGH (off weed here). when usually dope my line work became pretty sloppy during my nods while drawing.

your girl doing dope too? or just weed there?
 
^agreed. all the pats and pats fans suck and can eat a big bowl of dick. i hate the patriots. im not a broncos fan but Go Broncos!!
 
beetlebum said:
Wake up find some foil, smoke a tenth, have a few cigarettes with the wife, smoke a bowl, grab some coffee if we have it, she goes to work, i throw on some music or an audio book, break out my sketch pad and draw if I'm in the mood, do a line or smoke some more dope,nod out, my girl gets home eventually, at which point we get some food,watch movies and get high until i nod out or she falls asleep. Life's pretty fuckin ok these days now that i think about it.
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I wouldnt put up w that shit. If youre gunna be home all day coloring and getting high, im out. We all know what foil leads to...good luck smokin for however long youre able to. Why do girls who have their shit together stay w guys who dont work? I mean, obviously it seems you have no interest in working or looking for a job wouldve been on your list of daily activities. Does she pay your way for everything?
 
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