dukebarrington1
Greenlighter
Hi, I've been taking all different kinds of ADD/ADHD meds since I was about 10 years old. I believe my first prescription was Straterra? I'm not sure though. I stopped after the first week or so because I got severely depressed. I then switched to Vyvanse and I've taken it since then, but I recently had a ADHD evaluation and my pediatrician switched my meds. I'm now have 10mg ritilan (Methylphenidate) which I plan on taking in the morning before school (currently we're on winter break), and then after I eat my lunch I'm going to take my 30mg focalin XR. (Dexmethylphenidate) to get me through the rest of the day. I'll be honest, the first time I "abused" my ADHD meds was in 8th grade and it was completely unintentional. I was curious about it so I opened up the capsule (I was taking 60 mg Vyvanse at the time) and for some reason I snorted it, don't ask me why, I had figured that it would either do nothing, take the same effect as taking orally. I left for school and got really jittery and I felt really alert. I got to school and went on with my normal day, but feeling very euphoric and I felt like I could talk to anyone. Ok, I'm going to get to the point, I'm 16 years old now and I've had what you can consider very bad ADHD. I've taken Straterra, Vyvanse, and now taking 30mg Focalin XR and 10mg Ritilan. I've come to the understanding that you can get a "high or buzz" off of these two drugs, and I did a fair amount of research and my main question that I could never find worded correctly is, what gives the better high between Focalin XR and Ritilan? I understand the risks I'm taking by abusing them. And I know that you can't be "safe" about abusing ADHD med but I never take more then the reccomended dose. I've tried both Ritilan and Focalin XR and I want to increase how much I take at one time, and I have ADHD so I'm figuring I would need a little more to make me feel the full effects. I just wanna be as safe as possible about it. Basically, my question is which one gives the better high, and what are the effects of each drug? While being as safe as possible. Anwsers would be much appreciated!