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Freshmanx17

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Hi, so I'm taking tested MDMA for the first time next week and I'm curious as to how controllable the high is for a first timer with a reasonable dose? Will it cause me to freak out and/or spill my secrets to everyone or do you maintain level-headedness/clarity throughout? Thanks!
 
Hi Freshmanx,

First off congrats on your first roll, you're gonna have an incredible time :).

Generally speaking, MDMA gives a very clear headed high and it's quite ironic how level headed you feel despite the intensity of the experience. It won't bend your mind the way psychedelics do and won't force you to spill your secrets so to speak so it's very unlikely to freak out on it.

That said, it will be very obvious to people around you that you're high(and personally MDMA is the most obvious drug I know) so don't do it in a place that's inappropriate for you.
 
Depending on your dosage the high can very controllable yet very obvious to sober individuals. Assuming you're taking a good dose you SHOULD be okay if you force yourself to appear normal.

However some people are more affected by the substance so their behavior and mental resistance are futile no matter how hard they try to control themselves.

Good luck. Glad to see you tested your substance. Don't forget to measure the dose as well on a CALIBRATED scale !

Have fun :)
 
At a reasonable dosage it's very controllable. I notice more emotional clarity being on MDMA compared to being sober. You're also way more likely to spill the beans on alcohol than on MDMA.
 
Even at a reasonable dose you will be much more comfortable around people and more open so you may be more inclined to tell a secret to somebody however you are pretty much in full control, so you arent going to say anything you dont want to. If you have a deep secret you arent going to tell anyone and I doubt you will freak out.

What I am saying is that if there is something on your mind which you might not usually share with someone else you will probably be more inclined to share that if you are talking to them but you do have control over yourself. When I am speaking to a friend while rolling I will maybe tell them something which I may not normally however it wouldnt be a deep secret of mine and its nothing major and nothing to be concerned about.

You will probably be surprised with how clear headed you are and in control you are.

There is a problem with describing MDMA to people with no experience though, I dont think people ever do a great job.
 
This all varies on dose.

I find it rather easy to control myself and stay level headed friends I roll with tho not so much.

My best advice would be take in a comfortable enviorment with people you trust and are comfortable around.

I agree with above postee that youll prolly say some shit that's out of the norm but you still have the ability to think about it before you blurt it out.
 
TheMedic said:
Depending on your dosage the high can very controllable yet very obvious to sober individuals. Assuming you're taking a good dose you SHOULD be okay if you force yourself to appear normal.

However some people are more affected by the substance so their behavior and mental resistance are futile no matter how hard they try to control themselves.

Good luck. Glad to see you tested your substance. Don't forget to measure the dose as well on a CALIBRATED scale !

Have fun :)
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Haha that's me, I just simply have no control on mdma. This is why I like rolling with other rollers.

I'm normally a bit introverted so I love the welcomed change. Ever since my mdma use I've also found it that I'm no longer as introverted and have no problem opening up to people. My ego had also taken a battering from all the secrets I continuously spill whilst rolling, which I see as a good thing now, quite liberating in fact. I've embarrassed myself to the point where I can't stoop any lower :D. I'd say it's had a very positive effect on me overall.

I just love my mdma and am so thankful I took that first plunge.
 
Freshmanx17 said:
Hi, so I'm taking tested MDMA for the first time next week and I'm curious as to how controllable the high is for a first timer with a reasonable dose? Will it cause me to freak out and/or spill my secrets to everyone or do you maintain level-headedness/clarity throughout? Thanks!
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I wouldn't worry too much about "controlling the high", that's really not the point of MDMA. Once you're start rolling you get into a mental state where even though you're pretty intoxicated, a lot of things will just make sense. You'll let get, trust me.

The most important thing about doing MDMA is to be in a comfortable environment (preferably with good music) surrounded by people with home you have some sort of connection.

If you have that covered, there is no reason to worry about being level-headed or whatever. You'll be yourself and everything will be great. :D
 
I dont know wtf you guys are talking about, ive said so many things on MDMA that i later regretted, smh.. i dont really have any deep dark secrets so ive never admitted to rape or murder or anything crazy(lol), but i definitely just say whatever is on my mind at that time, on a high dose that is(200+mg). like if i find a girl attractive that i just met, ill just tell her, when normally id never just say it out loud like that. but overall, youll likely be in control as long as you dont take too much, and also recognize b4 you drop that you shouldnt spill your guts.
 
Haha me too. I generally spew empathy and forced bonding with anyone in my field of vision, and have wound up trying to console angry drunks and other unsavory characters. Aside from that though I am very calm, my pupils don't visibly dilate (irises are almost black anyway so not visible), and I have pretty good control of my body - no thrashing around or whatever like I do on psychedelics.

MDMA is used in PTSD talk therapy - it opens you up. IMO it's not worth taking it unless you can safely bleed emotions all over everyone without fear of repercussion or embarrassing yourself.

A question - any stringed instrument players able to play their instrument mid-roll? I'm thinking of dosing at my birthday party and playing a concert, but I haven't attempted and am obviously not going to do a trial run the week of the event. It's 5-MAPB not MDMA but same idea and relevant to this thread...
 
I'll keep it short - if anything, you'll feel more clear/level headed than you've ever felt in your life. That first time is magical, if you hit the sweet spot you find yourself in love with everything and everyone - most importantly yourself!

That being said, as long as you're responsible with testing and dosage you should easily be able to 'control' yourself. Sure, you might strike up conversations with a few strangers and talk to them like you've known them for years, or you may even tell a girl she's the most beautiful woman you've ever laid eyes upon, but this is part of the beauty of mdma! Besides, who cares if you tell your friends you love them, or fall in love with a girl for the night?

A few key tips (may echo what others have said but bare with me): surround yourself with people you're comfortable with, test your stuff (why risk it?), accept the fact you're going to have a drug altering your brain (it's awesome), and treat mdma with the upmost respect! If you do all these, it could change your life, the first time is truly magical.

Have fun :)
 
Congratulations on your first time!

Make the most, i found the first time to be the most intense and have found it hard to reach that level again.

I've found with MDMA, the more ive taken it the easier the "rushiness" is to control, if you feel it beginning to take over, take a few deep breaths talk yourself down in your head. Also remember to have water on hand at all time, but don't go drinking too much as thats a recipe for disaster!
 
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