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missing old pills

missing old pills

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Hi again after a long time.

A few years ago I started a thread because I personally felt xtc, in what ever configuration, was sub standard of when it originally hit the club scene.
It created a huge debate not only on here but on Pill Reports also.
Vast amounts of information was presented from both sides of the debate of which was either very helpful and based on fact and also some utter rubbish based on people's agenda.

My conclusion was that looking at all the facts that it was probably a combination of myself and others looking at this situation through rose tinted glasses and also the fact I was now over 20 years older with no real idea of what changes my brain chemistry has undergone through these years due to experimenting with multiple compounds of which little data is known.

That is until I found out some interesting new information and a amazing weekend I had a couple of months ago.

As many of you all know a few years ago a UN team intercepted a massive xtc precursor haul and burnt it. This caused a 3 year drought which saw the rise of shit alternatives and the research chemical boom.
MDMA then made a comeback and I was unhappy with it and a few mda finds I acquired didn't feel right.
I recently found out xtc's return was due to a tweak on the precursor molecule to evade the authorities.
This new starting material can give dangerous impurities I've heard but that's always been a problem with this game.

However a couple of months ago a had 2 grams of mda come into my possession and decided why not you never know.
It was just like those early amazing days 20 years ago and my friends agreed.

My conclusion now?

The glasses are off, my brain chemistry is fine!

Know your sources and no one can tell me how my body and mind feels apart from me no matter what facts, figures and knowledge they have.

This is remember my view and personal experience as we are all different.

Keep the faith, MOP ;) x
 
missing old pills said:
...However a couple of months ago a had 2 grams of mda come into my possession and decided why not you never know.
It was just like those early amazing days 20 years ago and my friends agreed.
My conclusion now?
The glasses are off, my brain chemistry is fine!
Know your sources and no one can tell me how my body and mind feels apart from me no matter what facts, figures and knowledge they have.

This is remember my view and personal experience as we are all different.
Keep the faith, MOP ;) x
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Great post, MOP! <3 X
I haven't felt XCT properly for a long time, what you state is very, very interesting :D
wcote said:
It did not cause a three year drought.
A year at the very most.
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Felt longer, at least a couple of years I'd said... but then again it's all about who you know
 
There are a fuck ton of people who say Ecstasy changed after the drought. Why would all these people be saying the same thing? Where the fuck did the love go? Sure I have been fucked of pills and MDMA after the drought but without feeling fucking as good as you could ever feel. Because thats the reason I take ecstasy. that feeling isnt what I get now in most cases. Its deffo not tolerence I hardly ever take pills. Fuck knows what it is. I understand MDMA is MDMA chemically, but there are other factors.
For example if I send a shit batch of aMT to edata. It would still test positive for aMT. The chemical is deffo aMT etc just dont feel as good. How can this be that I have deffo felt different effects from different batches of aMT. Im pretty sure they would test for aMT. Why is MDMA any different? Ive had some good MDMA tested and had some bad MDMA tested. So is MDMA is MDMA....................
 
Up until a couple of months ago every lot of md/pills I had were disappointing, bar the Team GB's/mario pressers, these were the only pills that hit the spot. Red defqons were nearly there, but not quite.

Then a couple of months ago I started buying some md from a guy which brought back the old feelings. Loved up, music appreciation through the roof, chatting codshit all night. I dunno whether it's the synth or something else, but there's definitely something up with most of the md about.
 
i think the difference between now and then is the scene, i haven't seen a quality video of people gurning their tits off at some rave wearing the ridiculous 90s stuff not giving a fuck about what they look like, not having to worry about anything at all because there and then they're in complete ecstacy. The music's changed a little as well. I'm sure this kind of thing still happens, but the people complaining of losing the magic just aren't in these situations so much.

but then what do i know, i was born after E became a big thing. People on here have been eating pills for longer than I've been alive, and probably eaten more MD than their own bodyweight...
 
I've always thought that the problem for me was boshing too much mephedrone back in the day, so it's consequently ruined my brain for MDMA. I first tried MDMA in 2009. However, I have also been wondering for a while now that it could perhaps be the synths. You do get some better than others with my experience. The worst kinds just mong me out and make me feel anti-social, whereas the good has me spangled in a great, trippy and dancey way. Still never had that overwhelming feeling of empathy that everyone is supposed to get. In fact, only 6-APDB has ever given such feelings, culminating in a few weeks ago where I had the most profound experience I've had when it comes to feeling the love. That experience has given me the idea of a proper MDMA experience and has proven to me that it's not my ruined brain receptors.

So yeah, I can kind of go along with that theory of yours.
 
MrPorter said:
...i haven't seen a quality video of people gurning their tits off at some rave wearing the ridiculous 90s stuff not giving a fuck about what they look like, not having to worry about anything at all because there and then they're in complete ecstacy.
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;) =D
NSFW:
[video=youtube_share;_MjxF04WlQQ]http://youtu.be/_MjxF04WlQQ[/video]
 
Maybe thats why it stopped working for me very suddenly. All of a sudden I couldn't feel it anymore. Didn't matter how much I took.

It didn't matter how much I took yet the noobs seemed to be having a bit of fun, but not as much fun as I remembered it to be.
 
oh deary me, i meant a modern video equivalent of that.

Although saying that, there was that guy from that C4 programme with keith allen who was an absolute loony but it's still not the same
 
Funkadelica said:
I've always thought that the problem for me was boshing too much mephedrone back in the day, so it's consequently ruined my brain for MDMA. I first tried MDMA in 2009. However, I have also been wondering for a while now that it could perhaps be the synths. You do get some better than others with my experience. The worst kinds just mong me out and make me feel anti-social, whereas the good has me spangled in a great, trippy and dancey way. Still never had that overwhelming feeling of empathy that everyone is supposed to get. In fact, only 6-APDB has ever given such feelings, culminating in a few weeks ago where I had the most profound experience I've had when it comes to feeling the love. That experience has given me the idea of a proper MDMA experience and has proven to me that it's not my ruined brain receptors.

So yeah, I can kind of go along with that theory of yours.
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Cheers bud, it's all a personal experience thing I reckon
 
Funkadelica said:
I've always thought that the problem for me was boshing too much mephedrone back in the day, so it's consequently ruined my brain for MDMA. I first tried MDMA in 2009. However, I have also been wondering for a while now that it could perhaps be the synths. You do get some better than others with my experience. The worst kinds just mong me out and make me feel anti-social, whereas the good has me spangled in a great, trippy and dancey way. Still never had that overwhelming feeling of empathy that everyone is supposed to get. In fact, only 6-APDB has ever given such feelings, culminating in a few weeks ago where I had the most profound experience I've had when it comes to feeling the love. That experience has given me the idea of a proper MDMA experience and has proven to me that it's not my ruined brain receptors.

So yeah, I can kind of go along with that theory of yours.
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Spot on this

Ive bought stuff that tested black but has been lacking. infact ive wasted quite a bit of money on shite stuff. the best MD i ever got was quite dark crystals in 2011. theres stuff around thats fairly light but its more like methoylone or some shit

Ive had some good pills though. and some messy trippy ones
 
Sorry to dredge up this old discussion.

Just wanted to add my support to mopsters theory.
Long time lurker, 41 years young.

Got some MDA last year, but couldn't be sure (EZtest don't do Simon's),
Finally I got an aussie test kit, and it tests negative on Simon's reagent(i.e. MDA not MDMA).

I don't use often, and MDMA still works pretty well for me,
but this MDA lasted a good deal longer 6hrs instead of 4hrs,
was more euphoric, ruined my jaw and had a worse comedown.

Just like Red and Black Caps in 1991.

Now as I understand it MDA was about 'til 2007, but has been scarce since the drought.
So I'm not saying 90's pills were any better, most of that is rose tinted glasses, honeymoon period,
along with the novelty of the scene.
I think everyone's first few times are amazing.
I remember the older heads saying the red and black caps weren't as good as the pills from '89.
Plus ca change.


tl;dr?
like Alan Moore, M,o.p. knows the score,
Can you dig it?
 
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