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Stocking up for family season

I hate the holidays, and seeing the family.

Have like 20 family members over right now so I took some Xanax, but been keeping my distance from everyone. I had a really bad night last night, blacked out on Xans and Alcohol again. I HAVE to stop mixing booze with xanax, I feel like I'm not gona wake up one morning. I just feel like a wreck.
 
I'm asking for beer this X-Mas. Hard to get stuff. Whee :)

wa: i have no clue man, seems like the forum ebbs and flows. though to be frank, i spend 99% of my time on BL in DC and 90% of that reading and posting in HOW HIGH ARE YOU? haha... alasdairm is the guy to go to for forum stats
 
weekend addiction said:
Ok well then Seyer are less people on or am I going crazy?
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you're going crazy!! get a hold of yourself, man!

yeah, it has actually seemed pretty slow the last month or so.

but i mean if you want to find the actual stats, hit up an admin, like Seyer said. alaisdairm would be the go-to guy, i suppose, but any other admin should be able to help you out.
 
Well to get this back on topic...
My thanksgiving was bearable thanks to be a little intoxicated. Met 30+ people from my gf's family after feeling sick and being in a shitty mood all day, so I took a Norco and a .5 Xanax, and smoked some dabs before we went over... And despite not really being able to drink because of my stomach her cousin kept insisting I drink more wine (I was holding a glass just for appearances)..
Looking forward to some alone time to get fucked up around xmas.
 
Volcano said:
In the winter due to the cold coming and inflaming my neuralgia I generally need a 1.5x to 2.0x my typical benzo dose. Granted, I don't take them during the day (7-8PMish) it does make the days easier.

My mom died in September so this holiday may have some opiates sprinkled in. Actually, it will because can we say 'International Online Pharmacy' lol

I've got some DMT I plan on using around Christmas or whenever really, it doesn't really matter as that stuff is so disposable
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Sorry for that man can relate. I wish I had family to have a season with.
 
I usually try to have a benzo (or 3 or 6) on hand. Along with a few discreetly smoked bowls and the 2-5 cigs I smoke a day. It did me proper this thanksgiving. But I will admit, I have botched it and seriously shamed myself on holidays and birthdays in the past. Very important days I can never give my family back. My early days of etizolam weren't pretty, and then there've been those few edibles that were more potent than advertised.

Oddly enough, my holidays spent on oxy/heroin/methadone + whatever benzo in a much lower dosage and a bowl or too went much smoother. You'd think that by weaning myself off Opiates (or Opioids maybe technically?) with Suboxone would put me in a place of more control, but really my cravings and consumption of drugs, even drugs I previously rarely did once or twice a year, has drastically increased. I'm not sure what to do.
 
Blind Melon said:
I usually try to have a benzo (or 3 or 6) on hand. Along with a few discreetly smoked bowls and the 2-5 cigs I smoke a day. It did me proper this thanksgiving. But I will admit, I have botched it and seriously shamed myself on holidays and birthdays in the past. Very important days I can never give my family back. My early days of etizolam weren't pretty, and then there've been those few edibles that were more potent than advertised.

Oddly enough, my holidays spent on oxy/heroin/methadone + whatever benzo in a much lower dosage and a bowl or too went much smoother. You'd think that by weaning myself off Opiates (or Opioids maybe technically?) with Suboxone would put me in a place of more control, but really my cravings and consumption of drugs, even drugs I previously rarely did once or twice a year, has drastically increased. I'm not sure what to do.
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Just keep on keeping on man.
 
Blind Melon said:
I usually try to have a benzo (or 3 or 6) on hand. Along with a few discreetly smoked bowls and the 2-5 cigs I smoke a day. It did me proper this thanksgiving. But I will admit, I have botched it and seriously shamed myself on holidays and birthdays in the past. Very important days I can never give my family back. My early days of etizolam weren't pretty, and then there've been those few edibles that were more potent than advertised.

Oddly enough, my holidays spent on oxy/heroin/methadone + whatever benzo in a much lower dosage and a bowl or too went much smoother. You'd think that by weaning myself off Opiates (or Opioids maybe technically?) with Suboxone would put me in a place of more control, but really my cravings and consumption of drugs, even drugs I previously rarely did once or twice a year, has drastically increased. I'm not sure what to do.
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Those cravings will come & go.. It's all about self control & will power..
Don't cave in, brother. Hang in there!
 
marijuana - stocked.
oxycodone - stocked.
morphine - stocked.
diazepam - stocked.
ducolax - stocked.
whiskey - stocked.
loperamide -stocked.
box of syringes, tips, swabs - stocked.
dxm - stocked
methamphetamine - TBA.
 
I always make sure I am well stocked with weed anyway, but I always make an effort to hold onto some really nice shit for Christmas, supply often dries up around my area in the lead up to Christmas so I usually source a good quantity fairly early. We always have an epic feed on Christmas and it is just a great day to be blazed in my opinion. Also I am usually quite well stocked with beer, but again particularly so at this time of year and with a tendency to spend a little more than I otherwise would.
 
I would like to stock up on some benzos; particularly diazepam, clonazepam, and temazepam if I can find some. I like Xanax, but it can cause some wild and violent mood swings and depression if I take too much haha.

Weed is a given, although I've smoked my whole stash.

MMT, maybe I'll get some extra 'done off the streets so I can double up and catch that pleasant, but heavy methadone nod.

MXE would be a godsend!!
 
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