Yes, happy birthday Seyer.
There's nothing really to appetizing in this house to eat, plus from the coke im not extremly hungry, although i could stomach something at this point. Ill probaly eat in a few hours, just gotta smoke more buds, that's all. Cleaning is awesome when high. If im not high on something, even if its a normal dose of suboxone that does'nt even get me high but gives me a little mood boost, then i usually dont wanna clean but i still will if im asked to do something.
I don't think i really go manic but if im depressed or pissed off ill clean, especially if its at my second job where the shop has to be cleaned every night anyways. Ill start cleaning everything i can even if its just something random that does'nt even have to be cleaned. But then everyone starts asking if im ok cuz they know when all i do is clean when i could sit on my ass and wait for food orders that something is wrong cuz usually ill wait till the end of the night and just do my normal cleaning. But i don't go back there until march so im not cleaning shit unless its at my house.