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Bluelighter
Bout to drink sine Bacardi
Getting a half g of some good coke, 4 bags of dope to.
Getting a half g of some good coke, 4 bags of dope to.
Damn.. Nodded out in front of a friend who knows heroin users & knows the signs... He was like "you sleepy?" I said yes, & i think he bought it. Still out shopping, still high but coming down, & about to smash on some Thai food.
I was feeling really paranoid the last 4 or 5 hours thinking something worse than death was going to happen to me or that a lot of people hate me for some reason and want me to die and they are going to come and kill me in a horrible way worse than an easy suicide and I was sober. I also felt like I was having a heart attack or about to have a seizure at times. I also just knew the world was going to be going into an apocalypse within a year.
Decided to have 25mg hydrocodone, 2mg clonazepam, 15mg temazepam, 400mg seroquel, and a good amount of weed. I feel just fine now. I still think the near end of the world started quite a while ago and it will get really bad within 1-2 years. It will be clear that something terrible is happening sometime next year. It could possibly happen in the next month or two.
It won't matter to me because I am going to literally disappear. My soul or spirit will enter a copy of somebody who died some time ago and the copy will have a new brain with no learning or consciosness. My spirit will attach to that new brain and rewire it exactly like my present brain at the time I vanish and everyone will think I died or ran off somewhere to never be found again.
I know this will happen before I get in trouble for the shit I have caused. Here is what happened: I have been promoting Animals Asia. I attend college at Texas A&M Commerce.
I went to youtube a while ago on a computer that I have never logged into YouTube on before. Nobody was logged in.
About the concert recording - I think the audio quality was really good. A lot better than I expected. The video quality was good except when I was moving the camera too much. It records in 720hd.
My university is not well known, but there are two videos of my university on the front page of YouTube.
There are four Animals Asia videos there too. They were there five hours ago and are still there. They have never had videos on the front page before as far as I know. It is freaking me out. I am afraid that people might think I caused this to happen. I don't want to go to prison or an enhanced interrogation unit and I don't want to be sent to a mental institution or expelled from college.
Fuck it, I don't care.
I'll just smoke weed and take a bunch of pills and I might see if I can possibly find my 3-meo-pcp that was hidden from me.
Drinking vodka because why not...
And doing some dope because why not?