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pillpooperchick

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Hello! So i tried "molly" this year in July. Needless to say i was hooked. Started doing it every weekend, popping 1-2 pills every friday/saturday night. All was good. I have been doing this for a while, sme weekends i would take breaks", meaning i would stay home and eat well and recover. There was a month where i didnt even go out, and then i did, and loved how the mollys would hit (strong, duh). However, i noticed that now i do this almost every weekend 2-3 pills a night. the last 2 weeknds, i took 2 on thurs,3 on friday and 2 on saturday. strangely i havent had any "blues", but a lot of digestion problems instead. I feel this weird bubbling in my lower gut every time i eat. I have already made an apt with my gastro because i always have digestion problems and get freaked out.

however back to my question,

is this bad for me? lately when i roll if i only take 1 i get this drowsy feeling, airy, and i bad trip. if i pop 2 however, i get energy and feel really good (thats how i like it) . I also notice that now when i roll if someone touches me i jump! I get really jumpy all of a sudden. i also have hallucinations, not kidding! i suddenly see a hand where the hand is not. very weiiird...

so, am i ruining my gut and my brain?
 
Just stop now for your own good. I was doing what you're doing and it came to an end shortly. I also was not having bad side effects and thought I could ride it out for a while. That is until I noticed that I had to have 300+mg to get the desired high(only weigh 170lbs).

You're certainly not doing your body any good and you will "lose the magic". MDMA will not be of any value soon enough.
 
I would stop now before you experience how appalling MDMA can be when it goes wrong and can dramatically change your life.
 
Nambo said:
I would stop now before you experience how appalling MDMA can be when it goes wrong and can dramatically change your life.
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whats the worst that can happen? i dont really feel any side effects, soetmimes i get the mild depressionsbut it goes away soon.
 
pillpooperchick said:
whats the worst that can happen? i dont really feel any side effects, soetmimes i get the mild depressionsbut it goes away soon.
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Are you serious mate? just take a peek in some of the posts on the first page here. you'll read about people suffering from lasting depression, cognitive impairment, anhedonia just to name a few. and when things go wrong, recovery often takes months, and rarely years.
 
MDMA affects different people differently, some people will find that kind of use eventually catches up to them but on the other hand plenty of people find they can use like you, indefinitely with little to no bad consequences. Just use your own judgement, I would at least wait til you feel fully recovered from one roll before you roll again. This forum seems fairly biased towards claiming that using MDMA more than once a month will cause emotionally crippling comedowns, this is probably not true for most people, so keep that in mind.
 
Pillpooper ? If that's meant to say 'pillpopper' then its time for a break :D. Using several days in a row, week after week etc can cause lasting and long term damage, even if it doesn't show up straight away the effects are cumulative - so by the time you notice anything wrong its already too late.
 
Quit while you're ahead, trust me!

In my MDMA days I was saying the same thing and going well I seem to be experiencing no problems so I guess I can keep pushing it and when problems start then I'll stop...However it was too late by the time I realised how bad it was fucking with me.

Again, with MDMA abuse, quit while you're ahead. If you want more reasoning, a simple scroll through the ecstasy forum should give you enough to stop.
 
MrSpeedyG said:
Quit while you're ahead, trust me!

In my MDMA days I was saying the same thing and going well I seem to be experiencing no problems so I guess I can keep pushing it and when problems start then I'll stop...However it was too late by the time I realised how bad it was fucking with me.
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Same here. I really wish I would have listened to everyone on Bluelight back when I was going hard because they all warned me to stop and now I've been paying for it for quite some time.

MDMA will mess you up badly if you disrespect it. Seriously.
 
How do people even get "hooked" on MDMA? I don't understand what is so hard about not binging/using every weekend! For me, after a use of MDMA I feel satisfied, and have no desire to use again for at least a few months.

It's easy to not abuse MDMA, you just don't take it every weekend like a normal person.
 
SilentRoller said:
How do people even get "hooked" on MDMA? I don't understand what is so hard about not binging/using every weekend! For me, after a use of MDMA I feel satisfied, and have no desire to use again for at least a few months.

It's easy to not abuse MDMA, you just don't take it every weekend like a normal person.
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In my case, it was readily available, there were multiple parties (with the occasional old-school underground rave) going on every weekend, and no other drug would satisfy my need to go all night long in a club environment.

Its VERY easy to overdo it, especially if you start off your rolling career with MDA and meth pills and know that to be "rolling"
 
True, but what ever happened to the rational attitude of "Hmmm, I took MDMA last weekend, so I may just go out sober this weekend and just have a few beers/joints etc". It amazes me how people can do it every weekend! I find a 3 month break is about right! :)
 
SilentRoller said:
True, but what ever happened to the rational attitude of "Hmmm, I took MDMA last weekend, so I may just go out sober this weekend and just have a few beers/joints etc". It amazes me how people can do it every weekend! I find a 3 month break is about right! :)
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None of us around here have ever had that mentality. Denver's scene has always been a "go hard or go home" thing. Plus a lot of us started rolling when we weren't of age to legally drink at parties. There were a lot of 16+ events that didn't even serve alcohol to the 21+ crowd and it was very easy to stick some pills in your wallet and go right past security than it would be to hide even a single shooter on your person with the often quite gropey "security" these events employed.
 
I'd say a lot of it has to do with meth being present in the pills, changing the high to something more fiendish (talking about people who have an MDMA problem here)
 
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