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It's still Friday in spirit.

Just though I'd briefly check in -- i know BL is no stranger to incomprehensible drugged up posts (surprisingly, i do remember everything despite the benzos) but I also know that some folks around here worry about me. I'm fine -- dosed off on the sofa and just woke up. Moved to bed for more sleep. Think this is going to be a nasty comedown (physically) but it was worth it, just to feel happy for a few hours. I remember the last time i had meph -- comedown hell but overall i felt better for having done it. It gave me some happy thoughts to remember while the rest of my life tore chunks out of me. Stim abuse therapy. Great.


Now i feel miserable as fuck having written that. Yeesh. Ah well, just wanted to say "i'm alive".
 
No real weekend for me, I'm working all of it. Had a wee outing on Friday night, and came into work still awake on Saturday. Luckily, the scummy feeling didn't really kick in until the afternoon, when I was due to leave. Etizolam knocked me out until this morning. With the grace of god, I only managed to send a few incoherent rambling messages..

Now back at work until 4pm. Thankfully no customer calls as yet...(Tempting fate..)

Hope everyone has had a great weekend!
 
WithMyLife said:
It's still Friday in spirit.

Just though I'd briefly check in -- i know BL is no stranger to incomprehensible drugged up posts (surprisingly, i do remember everything despite the benzos) but I also know that some folks around here worry about me. I'm fine -- dosed off on the sofa and just woke up. Moved to bed for more sleep. Think this is going to be a nasty comedown (physically) but it was worth it, just to feel happy for a few hours. I remember the last time i had meph -- comedown hell but overall i felt better for having done it. It gave me some happy thoughts to remember while the rest of my life tore chunks out of me. Stim abuse therapy. Great.


Now i feel miserable as fuck having written that. Yeesh. Ah well, just wanted to say "i'm alive".
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Well it's good to know you're alive. I don't think those who love you would enjoy finding you dead, if that's what you were insinuating.
 
Very much glad you're alive also. There doesn't seem to be a way of saying that and sounding sincere, but I do mean it <3

Seeing as this seems to be the new Friday megathread, I will state once more for the record that my weekend so far has consisted of getting drunk and playing WoW with surly Russians because no cunt wanted to go out and sitting in bed being amazed that I'm not hungover. However today is a write off and it's either take two amitryptiline and sleep or actually do some reading for uni.

Good night, then.
 
That sounds like a rotten combo tbh Dan. Speed and meph, yuk!

My Friday illness has carried on into Monday. Think i'm slowly on the mend. Not shitting torrents of liquid filth out my arse every 5 minutes now and managed to sleep right the way through last night. Think this Smecta stuff I bought from pharmacy is doing the trick.

What u do 4 money n be honest i am ?
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Do you speak English?
 
You've always got the shits Spade. Even when I'm eating at grotesque levels and downing wine by the litre, I don't get the shits.

Whats all this about?
 
TheSpade said:
That sounds like a rotten combo tbh Dan. Speed and meph, yuk!

My Friday illness has carried on into Monday. Think i'm slowly on the mend. Not shitting torrents of liquid filth out my arse every 5 minutes now and managed to sleep right the way through last night. Think this Smecta stuff I bought from pharmacy is doing the trick.



Do you speak English?
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i can but chose not 2 ya dutty likkle bwoy

I can speak a bit a Spanish n Portuguese dat was Patwa or Patwah
 
TheSpade said:
That sounds like a rotten combo tbh Dan. Speed and meph, yuk!
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Was alright. dont think it was meph as it had no stim but was a bit spangly. went nice with the speed

Speaking of speed, i need to get some more
 
I'm actually dreading this coming Friday, actually - because that means it'll be 2 days away from leaving my mom and going back to Orlando (It's a big enough city to where I feel confident sharing). So, I figure even though I'm dreading it, I'm gonna make plans and make the most of it. Get some bud, see if I can't convince my mom to smoke a fatty with me. She's smoked weed before, but she doesn't wanna smoke without my step-dad whose locked up right now because he took the fall for some planted drugs that were in my mom's pantie drawer. He's a fucking trooper, man. He got 6 months because they had no probable cause. He was on probation, though, and could have gotten 15 years.
 
This thread should be renamed "It's [not] Friday" for accuracy.
 
It's OK I've renamed it, even more precisely than you vague hand wavers were after.

We could just keep the same thread and rename it every day, rather than having a special Friday thread. It would at least give a sense of continuity rather than this strange 7-day leap we perform every fucking week.
 
Ah that's better! Now I can still be on topic. Today I think I'll cater to my mom. She was crying last night, because she can't afford to buy my brother and I anything for Christmas. I keep telling her that I don't care about any of that gifting shit..I just wanna be around my family. But she still doesn't listen, she still feels like a failure. So today, it's gonna be about her. When she wakes up, I'm gonna make her something to drink while she has her first cigarette of the day. Then I'm gonna brush her hair, and put her makeup on. And then I'm gonna see if she wants to go for a ride in the car and blast some music. Today, I'm gonna show my mom some love. I'll update you guys, whether you care to have an update or not.
 
yeah, see it's not gibberings it's about the special things that happen on certain days of the week :)

Right I'm off now before it's Wednesday and I'm still yacking on about being late for paying this fine. strike while the iron's hot etc =D or lukewarm anyway.
 
Sammy G said:
Awwww, that's actually really thoughtful and heartwarming!
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Yeah, lol. My mom is my best friend, my everything, my favorite parent as bad as that sounds. She's always on my mind, I feel like we're interconnected in the mind somehow, because we say the same things at the same time and almost never disagree. She cares for me like a mother should, she's realistic when giving me advice and punishing me when it comes to my wrongdoings. And since this is drug discussion, I'll throw in the fact she's my favorite person to smoke weed with lmao. One time we killed 7 blunts of OG kush in 2-3 days and just laid in bed and laughed our asses off and talked about anything and everything. After that, we continued our daily lives and she went back to being a regular mom, regular disciplinary figure. She's literally everything to me. I just want her to know how much I love her, how much I respect and care for her.


lol i made this thread about my mom


SORRY BOUT IT
 
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