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nah, I musta missed out on all that sorta fun. She'd probably have been shit at em to be honest tho.
 
Hmm... I kinda wish you hadn't planted that concept in my head now, Marmz. I've seen far too much of my own mother doing her thang over the years. Walls are important within dwellings. I always assumed this was fundamental in our culture. You'd be surprised.

/mental image

She did make a damn fine tandoori chicken though, so she did. Not quite fried chicken but there was always yoghurt in the fridge if not oil for the chip pan.
 
I basically moved out at 16 because I didn't get on with any of my family (all tories, no other opinions allowed, I was opinionated) .... also, I could hear my parents having sex ... it bothered me back then. Loads of other reasons for moving out, my dad was a twat etc etc ... but yeah, listening to your parents having sex wasn't on the top on my cool list
 
Wasn't just listening for me. Was visuals too. Odours too, for that matter. No walls, see. Yes that is kinda strange, I agree. This was not my idea :|

I left home at 15. Best move I ever made. Having to scuttle back at age 28 cos I'd not an alternate unburnt bridge in sight was possibly the worst. That was also not quite how I'd ideated it :|
 
Sorry if my 'joke' has kicked up bad memories for people,it was in no way my intention, was just a bad taste joke.
 
Still going, got some cheap tickets so Im off nye byee

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Wasn't just listening for me. Was visuals too. Odours too, for that matter. No walls, see. Yes that is kinda strange, I agree. This was not my idea :|

I left home at 15. Best move I ever made. Having to scuttle back at age 28 cos I'd not an alternate unburnt bridge in sight was possibly the worst. That was also not quite how I'd ideated it :|
eh, sounds most unpleasant Shammy.

And yeah, I went back a few times too, when needs must etc, when things got desperate. The gaping chasm between me and my family, relative to anything, is huge. I felt isolated from a very early age (about 6) due to partly uncontrollable circumstances, and partly because my dad was a twat ... and that segregated me from them at a key stage psychologically. So i developed coping strategies on feeling seperated/disassociated from an early age

So fucking glad for it now tho in retrospect, because it meant I found it easier to deprogram myself from my upbringing just as soon as I got an inkling that it was possible to, and that I could develop the capabilities to. That wasn't until much later on in life but I'm just glad it ensured I didn't have to follow the family herd for eternity, so to speak. Free thinking ftw!

Sorry if my 'joke' has kicked up bad memories for people, it was in no way my intention, was just a bad taste joke.
don't be daft. it was fine
 
indeed families. If I got on with my bro and sis I'd be going out for a nice family meal tomorrow for my dad's birthday. I haven't even been invited. I spent quite a few years going to these family meals and sitting in misery becasue my sister's a snobby delusional misery guts and my brother her little lackey. i like to have a luagh but no, they like to sit in all seriousness looking down their shirts in embarassment when i open my mouth, m sister attemts to boss me around in public andso i don't go any more. She hates the fact that i make my own decisons to keep my peace when she'd love to have me there to boss .

My son is very posessive of me and doesn't like the idea of me having a fella.

Yep Marmz, families, it's daft that some family members think everyone has to have the same views and out look or whatever.
My sister was mortified when i moved out of the family home with my son. She's a daft cow who likes to see herself as the head of the family and treats my dad as if he knows nothing and she knows more than he. My brother lacks balls and panders to her. She can say whatever hurtful things she likes to me but dare I give her a home truth and well, I'm just a junkie whose feelings and opinions are totally invalid. I was trying to get on with them but they will always beat me with the heroin stick. i've done a lot of thinking and yep, ever since an early age I've not felt like I'm like them and nor do i want to be. I get on well with my aunts and uncles and my sister scathes about that and tells me she knows what's happening in my head better than i do. It's great freedom i feel. S
 
Just staying in tonight. Had a bird over earlier, she brought fried chicken and beer, cleaned my apartment, did my laundry and then gave me a blowjob. Fried chicken, beer and blowjobs. Perfect!

How much did she charge?
 
You will actually struggle to find a Thai bird who wants to leave Thailand and live abroad. To them Thailand is the greatest place on earth.

They are brought up and taught that Thailand is the centre of the universe, the only country in the world never colonized by Western super powers (not true, many countries were not), greater than all it's neighbours and with a superior culture to the rest of the world.

Plus family is such an important thing in Thailand particularly your mother that leaving her to go abroad would be a terrible thing to do. You have to stay here and look after her.
 
its nice to have friday threads. i may not post much in em, but its encouraging to see others plans, and checkin back on monday to see how everyone survived
 
I am housebound so not much, some very nice coke arrived this morn though and Ive a few beers so going to sit in have a gamble and chill out, no ones got any money till next weekend.
 
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