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Bah, the bad feelings are still here, yep no hope not just in humanity but in myself either, as in really, fuck I'll stop now.

Talking about better things, that weed last night got me amazingly fucked up, okay I did take some passiflora incarnata, valerian extracts earlier, drank a couple of 66cl beers and my bedtime kratom, but still, took ages to come up, like a full hour, got eyes as red as the devil's bum, nice warm body high, no paranoia, matter of fact it was mostly phisical not a cerebral high at all. Very narcotic. Got up for a piss hours later and was still high, just off two grams of decent bud
 
They do indeed. perception of time is weird. ever since i hit about 21 it gets faster and faster

Feeling loads better today. Time for a lil guitar sesh in a min
 
Bah, the bad feelings are still here, yep no hope not just in humanity but in myself either, as in really, fuck I'll stop now.

^^ this today. Havent felt like this in months n months either. Winter blues seem to be arriving.

more xanax and back to sleep. I hate feeling like it cos I'm normally an up an at 'em type person, or music helps.

Best answer I usually find is to sleep through it as much as possible.

Back to sleep for me. meh
 
Morning Mendo. Nice selfie you've taken there.

Haha not far off actually, feel as if I am improving though as long as its not getting worse. Amazing the amount of time wasted getting up so late, I have practically finished a drawn concept, scanned the bugger in and got it into CAD and modeled before 10pm, would usually take me dayss of pondering and procrastination. Nothing better to do I suppose, also sitting at my PC gives me vision down my road so I have clear warning of the postie he was still donning the shorts yesterday. I feel sorry for the unlucky ones who get lumped with the bicycle trolley mobile?? Wonder how that gets decided.
 
Try reaching 31. It gets even worse.

I didn't hit 31, 31 hit me.

I bet

for some reason this poetry just popped into my head. cant remember who wrote it

"To see a world in a grain of sand, and a heaven in a wild flower, hold infinity in the palm of your hand, and eternity in an hour"
 
I did used to draw a lot.. for fun, but its just all building type things now for my uni coursework just a concept idea. Mostly just a quick sketch and then its all PC done these days. Got a new plastic head support so I am trying to get back into doing some work before it all piles up.
 
nah, that quote was from some movie... :-)

tusedays. something about them that i hate. like ive got shit to do leftover from monday, more shit to do tomorrow and no end in the near future.
but overall im positive. going to go try lift sone weights later on.

then scout for xmas presents. that ll surely bring me down again.

though i must say recently ive got a pact going with most of my male friends. i dont buy them shit presents and they spare me theirs. win win. better if we gather round and get wasted on an evening while playing a board game or smth.

damn, its true sammy g, old age hits you...
 
eugh caffeine really is a horrible drug :(

Less talk about old age please. I'm not 41 yet but I will be in a minute and at this point it seems every day is my birthday, one birthday after the next, and I never did much like birthdays :D
 
Today can do one. Not really sure why, but eh. Hope we're all well, have a good day <3
 
had a hungarian energy drink. supposedly all natural. already feeling my heart working out...
 
Yeah what am I thinking I love red bull and coffee. What's this hungarian energy drink called?

I had two starbucks cold espresso cans, they are quite strong, one would have been enough.

I really like cold coffee. I know starbucks is shit, I prefer the illy cans, they're really quite good.
 
+1 for cold coffee. The Illy offerings are probably the best out there. Jimmy's Iced Coffee also deserves a mention.

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