Eeesh, were the did weekend go> Ah, stims -- 2-FA - it's really really good fun, have just been gerking it up, programming and generally a good timre slobbing around.
Didn't intent to stay up on it for so long. Sleep all day tomorrow should mostly should me own.
\So a really good weekend for me but at a shitty cosy.
Apolgies if there's any nonence in there. I had some etiz and I thinkt he combo is replaying havoc wiith sense of reality. I didn't take any G or other cnd depresseds, so U guess it's just a nomal comdown more more. I{ven never trying etiz in the situation before.It's biinarre -- I'll be typing,then I'll realised I've written gobbledegook. Like nfsionfsl gsngens dsnfen;fw gobbedegood. THen I'll sort have a iot sort of waiting dea, reality is tjhe same bit I'm not, Exhatious + benzos == stop chatting and get some seleep.
Sorry if that make no sense whatever.
Right, I will seriously pull myself together for this last sentence: Sleep dep + comdown + benzos have addled my brain. It wants sleep and it's going to get it where I like it out not! I'm pretty certain I So for the worries - don't panic, I just need some inane TV and then long sleep. Just a normal drug binge... no biggie. I've just remember been so mentally incapacitated on a compdown before. Damn etc.
-- ignore this bit - total nonsene
tnonesence comment from my that make or mat not have deep spiritual meng. Or semi conscience
I other news I just opened my eqic for not apparently reason and the puqioet deservoir bit in my dount.
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I think I know what I mean, but comprehensible
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Should say I random opened by ecig and took a good drag on the liquid container. Pure pure gross. Conpletely subconscioudly done- but yeah, taht vile taste snapped me awake a bit.
Shoked me in to feeling more human-like for a few secods anway. So yeah. I'm fine. I'm not taking anything else tonight. Worries, worry mot.
How the hell is it 3am???"
Glaning away formt he vcomputer screen I have some mildly awesome visuals gong on,. Nothing much, just psirling and moving of serfuce texts. Usually thid work piss me off ("i wanna sober up!" bit actially iit's very mellow and comporting.
Right, food forcing tim the best so a fooood sleep. Hopre everything is having a good weekend!
