The EADD I'm Fucked Megathread - Only 6 posts overdue

[acieed_ed]

Well after all my talk of behaving tn i took two tiny little trips the weak ones
very apt as my will to resist is also weak it seems now too my xtc pills are calling me..so much for staying strong and taking it easy.
And the pills n trips can be easily replaced in 2 secs that isnt the issue.
im trying to break the cycle drugs can be great fun but ive been enjoying real life prob more recently meeting sober/clean mates who have jobs etc sounds like wank but they have a future and i bloody used too aswell like them and i want it back dammit...lol

 

[Shambles]

And wow.. that KLF collection sounds amazing.

It really rather was

And all that Orb vinyl... and all that Dicky D James vinyl... and all that... you get the picture

Even the rawk/indy stuff is really annoying to lose cos even though CDs (or whatever) are widely available it's just not the same as 12" of lusciousness (fnarr, etc). Especially annoyed about Smashing Pumpkins Mellon Collie cos not only was it triple gatefold with gorgeous artwork and inserts but the tracklisting is completely different on the CD with less tracks. Album loses its entire meaning on the CD. Is a fairly complex concept album but you'd never know from the CD cos they've just mashed the tracks arbitrarily into "quiet" and "noisy". Can't even make it right making up yer own CD cos the vinyl-only tracks only seem to be available in ropey quality in torrents and b-side collections and the like

*wanders off muttering under his breath about stuffs and things*

Dan.. you realise that you're starting to make Shambles look the picture of moderation in comparison?

Weekend hasn't started yet. Am on me best behaviour

 

[Hangover]

Well after all my talk of behaving tn i took two tiny little trips the weak ones
very apt as my will to resist is also weak it seems now too my xtc pills are calling me..so much for staying strong and taking it easy.
And the pills n trips can be easily replaced in 2 secs that isnt the issue.
im trying to break the cycle drugs can be great fun but ive been enjoying real life prob more recently meeting sober/clean mates who have jobs etc sounds like wank but they have a future and i bloody used too aswell like them and i want it back dammit...lol

Iv'e been getting that feeling this week, like I am sorta getting bored of drugs... would rather have a good time with mates, rather than just drugs, like I got better things to do

 

[swampdragon]

Especially annoyed about Smashing Pumpkins Mellon Collie cos not only was it triple gatefold with gorgeous artwork and inserts but the tracklisting is completely different on the CD with less tracks.

If it helps, I've only ever heard the CD. So I don't even know what I'm missing out on. Wah. 8(

 

[acieed_ed]

Iv'e been getting that feeling this week, like I am sorta getting bored of drugs... would rather have a good time with mates, rather than just drugs, like I got better things to do

Im speaking for myself entirely and not casting aspersions on anyone else at all and i know my chances of success arent great iDrugs will always be there and always fun i just want a more balanced life atm with mates who i can trust.ive zero percent intentions of becoming a na clone/cyborg or either or religious preacher man i think for myself. But yeah too much nice drugs on tap 24/7 is great at the start then starts to grate after a while then can become a form of torture lol.
"be the change" otw you inspiring bastard lol
i must be trippin

wtf are iDrugs?

well that was a REAL party killin post.
time to slink away and shutup i think..
Me and my big mouth :-|

 

[Shambles]

^ iDrugs are those binaural sound files, no? I had 'em all once (torrented not paid for, obviously). Two or three of 'em actually got me quite noticeably altered too. Nothing like the drugs they were named after, mind. I recall the "Orgasm" and "Multiple Orgasm" ones being the two that got me genuinely quite out of it. Not in a sexy kinda way at all. Hard to explain really but definitely did not feel sober and had vague CEVs and stuff. Not bad for listening to a bit of white noise for 20mins or so really.

If it helps, I've only ever heard the CD. So I don't even know what I'm missing out on. Wah. 8(

Ha! You and most other people. I was so annoyed when I saw the CD listing. Totally ruined the album. Tracks are obviously still the same (aside from the couple bonus ones on vinyl) but there's no flow. In the vinyl version you can really tell that it's three interwoven stories and it works brilliantly. Each song makes the ones either side of it make sense. Each side relates to the previous and post in a different way. Wheels within wheels. I thought it was really rather clever at the time. And still do.

If you (or anybody else with an interest) can be arsed with the faff, try rearranging it to the proper order and adding in the bonus tracks (they're all to be found in the Aeroplane Flies High B-sides boxset (although not in as good quality as on the record)) where they're supposed to be. Makes a helluva difference. I think so anyway.

EDIT: Mellon Collie done proper...

NSFW:

Side A
Dawn
1. Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness
2. Tonight Tonight
3. Thirty-Three
4. In the Arms of Sleep
5. Take Me Down

Side B
Tea Time
1. Jellybelly
2. Bodies
3. To Forgive
4. Here is No Why
5. Porcelina of the Vast Oceans

Side C
Dusk
1. Bullet With Butterfly Wings
2. Thru the Eyes of Ruby
3. Muzzle
4. Galapogos
5. Tales of a Scorched Earth

Side D
Twilight
1. 1979
2. Beautiful
3. Cupid de Locke
4. By Starlight
5. We Only Come Out at Night

Side E
Midnight
1. Where Boys Fear to Tread
2. Zero
3. An Ode to No One
4. Love
5. X.Y.U.

Side F
Starlight
1. Stumbleine
2. Lily (My One and Only)
3. Tonite Reprise
4. Farewell and Goodnight
5. Infinite Sadness

 

[Albion]

Like iDoser?

 

[ColtDan]

Dan.. you realise that you're starting to make Shambles look the picture of moderation in comparison?

I know, tis tragic

Valium kicked in nice, few cans, 100mg bomb. beauty. need more boooooze

Ran out of decent vallies, loved these ones. and run out of clonz. felt proper clean and nice. got some others left though and a some etiz

 

[Shambles]

Like iDoser?

Yup. That was the one I had, Albi. Think there was a thread on here a couple years back and I acquired the set out of pure curiosity cos couldn't get me head around it at all. That iDoser thing got panned at the time - and rightly so cos it was mostly utter shite - but those "Orgasm" tracks (and one or two of the longer druggy ones) actually worked. Did for me anyway. The short ones did shit all but the long ones definitely did. Crept up on you but I definitely would've classed myself as fukked at stages. Wouldn't pay for it, of course, but for novelty value it's worth a bash if you can get it free, I'd say.

 

[acieed_ed]

Like iDoser?

The iDrugs thing was a genuine typo i had no idea its a real thing... thought i had coined it unless shambles is fucking with me i am tripping lol
Doesnt appear he is ur post is too elaborate..
ok back to silence and white noise..kinda soothing when your tripping or was for 5 secs there until a row just flared up outside my building. Nice one

i need a new head
PLEASE :O

 

[Albion]

iDoser is a thing. It works on some people, doesn't work on most. Doesn't work on me, although I have a friend who testifies to its legitimacy...But meh...YMMV is the key thing with binaural beats.

http://www.i-doser.com/

Just whatever you do, don't pay for it.

 

[ColtDan]

Phaeleh - Nothing's Wrong

 

[acieed_ed]

iDoser is a thing. It works on some people, doesn't work on most. Doesn't work on me, although I have a friend who testifies to its legitimacy...But meh...YMMV is the key thing with binaural beats.

http://www.i-doser.com/

Just whatever you do, don't pay for it.

Gonna give that a try. Binaural brainwave doses never heard of it well either that or actual brain surgery seems like the only viable option atm
i think im just a bit tired gonna put that on the old sennheisers when im goin to bed

 

[MrPorter]

Did 75ug LSZ at like 2 i think and then another 75 at like 5. Wasn't expecting it to be quite so i dont know like speedy i guess?

 

[Dr_Robotnik]

I know, tis tragic

Valium kicked in nice, few cans, 100mg bomb. beauty. need more boooooze

Ran out of decent vallies, loved these ones. and run out of clonz. felt proper clean and nice. got some others left though and a some etiz

You are turning into a drug pig mate. Just waves 2 fingers in the face of HR.

 

[Dr_Robotnik]

Really wanna redose with speed, but better not, gonna go have a few swigs of sloe gin... and get into bed

Think I have had speed every day this week o.o

Easily done though, best to know the cut off point is 4hrs at least before bed provided you have alcohol or benzos. If not your pretty fucked. I'm in a similar predicament now but it's more of a daytime drug anyway than a staring at the ceiling covered in sweat wanking for hours at 5am. Although sometimes that's just the way it is.

 

[ColtDan]

You are turning into a drug pig mate. Just waves 2 fingers in the face of HR.

Hahaha

 

[ColtDan]

Cockslapping HR

 

[Shambles]

Did 75ug LSZ at like 2 i think and then another 75 at like 5. Wasn't expecting it to be quite so i dont know like speedy i guess?

Not seen too many reports of LSZ so far meself (I know they exist I just haven't chased 'em up much) so do please keep us posted, Mr Porter

Most recent one here started off lacklustre but got interesting a few hours in. Admittedly some amounts of MDMA and 6-APDB were added in around that time too...

I've got 3 150ug LSZ tabs here awaiting sampling meself. Was gonna give 'em a go this weekend - almost certainly with 4-FA as a side-order - so would be great to hear more of what to expect

Speedy ain't a bad start - albeit a few hours in - but I suspect you underdosed. Looks like 150ug is a minimum for decent effects for even psyche-noobs. Is often the way with psyches. Take too little and they are but stims.

 

[MrPorter]

well 75 had me no where and the 2*75 have me at this weird place, i was tripping earlier and it was lovely. so lovely i googled 'feeling good about yourself' because thats how i just understood how it worked, turns out nah but still. It's still incredibly visual where i had kind of hoped it was to nearly be over, it's been 7h i wanna go bed