Hi Guys!

I'm just popping in to say a quick hello! Great to see everyone still posting here! Great to see PapaverSom, Steve, Blondin (to name just a few) all back on here again. I think I saw Strungout on recently too. I hope everyone is keeping well. Kat, sorry to hear your dentist appointment didn't go well

Its a pain having that hanging over you.
How is the gear in the UK? Sounds like mixed reports, but a lot of good reports, which is a good sign. I read that Afghanistan had a record high poppy harvest this year, I wonder if it will make a difference? How are you getting on Maxalfie? Are you still on a break from the H? Hope your doing well mate.
I'm crazy busy lately, I'm so tired that I could drop. I'm in college full time, and thankfully I'm back working again. YAY! I'm on the go seven days a week though. Every single morning, seven days a week my alarm clock goes off at 7:30am. *BUZZZzzzz....* My next day off is a few days before Christmas, if I make it that far without collapsing!
I haven't used gear in a few weeks. My drug tests continued to come back positive for Benzos even though I hadn't taken any Benzo, I only use gear. The same thing was happening to Mr. Ructions, so the Doctor gave us our final warning. (We'd had a few final warnings!

) If we continue to fail our drugs test we will lose our take away methadone. I can't lose my take away script because of work and college, but my Doctor isn't interested in that. I hadn't used gear in over four weeks, but my drugs test still came back positive for Benzos. Benzos take ages to leave my system, heroin leave my system much faster. Its so frustrating when I didn't even knowingly take the poxey Benzos.
So, as a result I haven't scored in nearly five weeks. I never normally make it longer then six weeks without giving in and scoring, so I am very near cracking point. My cravings are off the scale! 8( Another side effect of not using gear is insomnia, even though I'm wrecked tired I still can't sleep. And of course because I'm an addict my Doctor won't give me anything to help me sleep, so eventually I will give in and score. Its a vicious circle, one we are all very familiar with...... (Oh I tell a lie, my Doc gave me hay-fever tablets, even though I don't have hay-fever. He told me they might help me sleep. Eh? They didn't work, no surprise there!)
On a positive note I am loving college,

I love Sociology, Psychology, Behavioral Studies. Its great studying things that I'm really interested in. I'm hoping to find out why I obsess about heroin so much, but I don't think there is an answer to that question besides coz heroin is nice, simple as that.

I wish I could afford to give up work and just concentrate on my studies, but I can't afford to. I might start playing the lotto! You never know!
Anyway, I just popped into say a quick hello, but as usual I end up writing a full length essay! Its so nice to see everyone still posting on here. Yeah PapaverSom, it is the three year anniversary of the big bad H drought. The quality of the gear in Dublin has improved a lot, but its still not as good as it was before the drought.
Such sad news about Pontifix

He was so young, its so tragic.... RIP mate.
I hope everyone else is well? Great to see Brims, Kat, Maxalfie, Pinky, Julie (did you read any good books lately Julie?) Ledbury, Louie, Class A, Wcote, Trypt, Opiaterock (whats the story with all the Irish lads getting hard-ons when yous use??? What kind'a gear are yous taking? Tee~Hee!

) Oooooh, I wish I hadn't started naming people coz I know I'm leaving people out. (sorry!) But I hope you are all keeping well and looking after yourselves. Its great to be back on Bluelight! I'll sign off for now, coz I've loads of homework to do (yep, homework at my age! Ridiculous or what?!) but I'll talk to you all again soooooon!
