I know that feel. Hope you feel better soon... keep your head up. What I said was so cliche, but really please do.
Anyways I want some heroin and I want to get so fucked up that I can barely keep my eyes open. I also want more alcohol and I can't wait to be back home... so I can see my friend's and we can be stupid as fuck... get fucked up on various of substances. Then I can pack up my bags and move the fuck on.
I shouldn't do dope... I almost shot up some for the first time last week and I really had a shot ready to be made for me... everything, but I said no. Don't know how long I can keep saying no when I'm in this fucked up state of mind. And I've shot up pills before and they were awesome... I know I would love this. I even had morphine injected into me when I had no tolerance to opiates (in the hospital) and I loved the fuck out of that. Then I shot up morphine for a little and loved that... and hydromorphone. I don't want to shoot up heroin. No, no, no.
Some dude tried to give me a gram of crack for giving him a ride home after his truck broke down last weekend
I declined because I've never smoked crack before and dunno how to make a pipe
He had a fucking ounce of crack
Gray crack at that
He gave me a hundred bill instead of the gram and I went and bought some hash
Did I make the right decision bl?
I've never been much of a stimulant guy unless it's above average cocaine
I heard smoking is even more fiendish than snorting so I was like fug dat
On topic: I'd love to have some crystal mdma lying around
I think you did alright bill.
I haven't smoked rock either but I think a benji wasnt a bad trade off. Definitely would have spent it on some opiates If I were you... lol.
Did you get his phine number atleast incase everybody tells you you shoulda got the crack.
In all seriousness why can't this happen to me just once.
I mean what crack head can afford to buy an ounce
He also said that was his second ounce of the week and he had already smoked the first
I believe him when he said he'd been up for 5 days smoking, he was acting super weird like he was experiencing psychosis or something
I was thinking about going to cop a gram of heroin but I've been clean since before the summer and don't think I could just go back to chipping so I didn't wanna risk it