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What Are You Craving? v. Just One More Rock Man, Ill Pay You Tomorrow.

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some ganja and a short acting benzo pls!

my PSX & my laptop's optical drive both shit the bed this week and i am kind of pissed off... i can replace both for fairly cheap, it's more the inconvenience. it just came at a bad time. oh well.
 
plmar said:
I want more alcohol because im extremely pissed off

everything is either breaking or failing or against me in some way
the situation im in could not be possibly any worse and its fucking infuriating
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I know that feel and I've been experiencing it lately too. life fucking sucks when one thing after another just goes wrong. I've been trying to look on the bright side though, I have my health, family and friends so just need to work through those problems and keep things in perspective. it's hard to do though!

craving meth
 
Well, a nicely filled bag with some good dutch quality haze would make me extremely happy atm 8)
 
Been up for well over 24 hours... need sleep... but my sister is literally snoring next to me right now. I was supposed to get up in a little bit anyways or by 11 so that I can take a shower, do my makeup, and you know all that girly shit. And noooooooooooooooooooooo I didn't even get sleep and I stayed up all night googling random shit. I'm not even high at all or on any stimulant. I'm just some weirdo who can stay up multiple days when sober. So anyways, I would love to sleep, but I have to go to UCONN today for my sister's class...fuck fuck fuck. Helping her out with her psychology class and they're going to watch my sister and I talk... then write down our anxiety levels and shit when in social situations. Not good... not good... (so let's just cut past that rant and you know). I just want some sort of amphetamine to keep me the fuck awake. I mean I will be able to stay awake, but on the barely functioning level... or I just have to wait until the cracked in setting hits.
 
Sleeep as well.

xstayfadedx said:
Been up for well over 24 hours... need sleep... but my sister is literally snoring next to me right now. I was supposed to get up in a little bit anyways or by 11 so that I can take a shower, do my makeup, and you know all that girly shit. And noooooooooooooooooooooo I didn't even get sleep and I stayed up all night googling random shit. I'm not even high at all or on any stimulant. I'm just some weirdo who can stay up multiple days when sober. So anyways, I would love to sleep, but I have to go to UCONN today for my sister's class...fuck fuck fuck. Helping her out with her psychology class and they're going to watch my sister and I talk... then write down our anxiety levels and shit when in social situations. Not good... not good... (so let's just cut past that rant and you know). I just want some sort of amphetamine to keep me the fuck awake. I mean I will be able to stay awake, but on the barely functioning level... or I just have to wait until the cracked in setting hits.
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Fucking aye.

I've been up 28 hours but it is due to stimulants. I want some sleep too, but needa do shit as well. Could you just not sleep, or did you get caught up in googling stuff? That happens with me clicking through wiki for hours, till I'm like, wtf was I originally looking at/doing? But I could never stay up 24 hrs without drugs.
I mean, you'll just be anxious a bit out of it, right? Not straight up falling asleep in front of everyone?
A quick to get stim, from CVS, absolutely disgusting stimulant is propylhexedrine, though disgusting tasting/smelling and probably bad for you. I didn't use to dislike the taste of lavender/menthol until this. Now even the thought makes me queasy. But it sure works if you take half a stick. I assume you probably already know what I'm talking about anyway, so yeah.
I'd just suck it up than turn to a stimulant at this point, you'd just have large pupils, look wired and a bit off, and be SUPER talkative in front of everyone. Or at least I would.

What's a "cracked in setting?"

Good luck!
 
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lolwhatzdrugs said:
Fucking aye.

I've been up 28 hours but it is due to stimulants. I want some sleep too, but needa do shit as well. Could you just not sleep, or did you get caught up in googling stuff? That happens with me clicking through wiki for hours, till I'm like, wtf was I originally looking at/doing? But I could never stay up 24 hrs without drugs.
I mean, you'll just be anxious a bit out of it, right? Not straight up falling asleep in front of everyone?
A quick to get stim, from CVS, absolutely disgusting stimulant is propylhexedrine, though disgusting tasting/smelling and probably bad for you. I didn't use to dislike the taste of lavender/menthol until this. Now even the thought makes me queasy. But it sure works if you take half a stick. I assume you probably already know what I'm talking about anyway, so yeah.
I'd just suck it up than turn to a stimulant at this point, you'd just have large pupils, look wired and a bit off, and be SUPER talkative in front of everyone. Or at least I would.

What's a "cracked in setting?"

Good luck!
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I know what that is... and I don't want it, too lazy to go to CVS anyways. Other than that, I stay up multiple days without drugs and I literally stayed up five days my longest. It was pretty fucked up and I was seeing shit that wasn't there. I then slept for a good ol' seventeen hours after that and woke up for a few minutes and slept close to another seventeen hours. I don't know. I never went to the doctors about it and probably should, or maybe I have and they just didn't do shit about it. It also wasn't from googling... I was up anyways.

I also know that taking a stimulant isn't a good idea when you're going to be examined by students. However, I'm probably stuck at this campus until seven and have to be there before two. So I will need some after that shit is done. I'm sure it wouldn't be hard finding what I need on a college campus anyways or from my sister's friends. I probably will just say fuck it though.

And cracked out setting: I've been up for a lot of hours and then it gets to the point where I'm obviously fucking out of it and not in the right state of mind.... and then I don't even need sleep anymore and I don't even want to sleep, but from the look on my face my body says otherwise or by the way I act.
 
xstayfadedx said:
I know what that is... and I don't want it, too lazy to go to CVS anyways. Other than that, I stay up multiple days without drugs and I literally stayed up five days my longest. It was pretty fucked up and I was seeing shit that wasn't there. I then slept for a good ol' seventeen hours after that and woke up for a few minutes and slept close to another seventeen hours. I don't know. I never went to the doctors about it and probably should, or maybe I have and they just didn't do shit about it. It also wasn't from googling... I was up anyways.

I also know that taking a stimulant isn't a good idea when you're going to be examined by students. However, I'm probably stuck at this campus until seven and have to be there before two. So I will need some after that shit is done. I'm sure it wouldn't be hard finding what I need on a college campus anyways or from my sister's friends. I probably will just say fuck it though.

And cracked out setting: I've been up for a lot of hours and then it gets to the point where I'm obviously fucking out of it and not in the right state of mind.... and then I don't even need sleep anymore and I don't even want to sleep, but from the look on my face my body says otherwise or by the way I act.
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Yeah, why I mentioned you probably shouldn't hit up CVS. Meth/Adderal is probably safer than that nasty shit.

Wow. That's some serious insomnia, but really unique. Usually it's delayed sleep, or lack of sleep (2hrs a night),

I've seen the shadow people too! But it was years ago, and caused by stimulants, I didn't think staying up 35 hrs would result in instant paranoid psychosis, (never had before staying up on 4-fa and stuff). BAM, all of the sudden I'm paranoid and hunting imaginary people (literally), at least I didn't fire!

" So I will need some after that shit is done."

You mean you'll get some afterwards? If you're gonna do it, it might as well be before right? I mean, you're worried about how you act in front of the class. But honestly, I don't know how much better being spun is than being tired and looking spun. I generally don't look high while on drugs, so I wouldn't be paranoid, but if meth makes you super talkative or makes your pupils huge or grind your teeth, I'd skip the stim before. It actually only makes me talkative, no teeth grinding, and it doesn't effect my pupils, so I dunno.


What's really nuts is I'm still pretty fucked up and I actually could probably sleep, and feel tired, but if I was on H/Oxy, I wouldn't even think of sleep! They're almost better stimulants for me. I almost feel like I'm about to nod off, and I haven't touched a real opioid in days.
 
lolwhatzdrugs said:
Yeah, why I mentioned you probably shouldn't hit up CVS. Meth/Adderal is probably safer than that nasty shit.

Wow. That's some serious insomnia, but really unique. Usually it's delayed sleep, or lack of sleep (2hrs a night),

I've seen the shadow people too! But it was years ago, and caused by stimulants, I didn't think staying up 35 hrs would result in instant paranoid psychosis, (never had before staying up on 4-fa and stuff). BAM, all of the sudden I'm paranoid and hunting imaginary people (literally), at least I didn't fire!

" So I will need some after that shit is done."

You mean you'll get some afterwards? If you're gonna do it, it might as well be before right? I mean, you're worried about how you act in front of the class. But honestly, I don't know how much better being spun is than being tired and looking spun. I generally don't look high while on drugs, so I wouldn't be paranoid, but if meth makes you super talkative or makes your pupils huge or grind your teeth, I'd skip the stim before. It actually only makes me talkative, no teeth grinding, and it doesn't effect my pupils, so I dunno.


What's really nuts is I'm still pretty fucked up and I actually could probably sleep, and feel tired, but if I was on H/Oxy, I wouldn't even think of sleep! They're almost better stimulants for me. I almost feel like I'm about to nod off, and I haven't touched a real opioid in days.
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I don't always stay up for days... I also have the delayed sleep or lack of sleep every fucking night.... I don't like it at all. And hahahaha, when I was sixteen I remember laying in my bed after not sleeping for awhile and I end up closing my eyes to try to sleep. Well, it didn't work and then when I opened them I saw tiny baby spiders start pouring from my pillow and all around me. I jumped the fuck out of bed and started screaming, which led me to run to my mother. I begged for her to go check my room because spiders were everywhere and well she ended up walking to my room as I followed behind. She went to check and nothing was there... It wasn't even real.

Another time I saw bugs in my room and thought we had fleas after reading shit on the internet.. and freaking myself out because I thought I saw a tiny bug jump on me (we didn't have fleas by the way or anything for that matter it was all imaginary). Anyways after reading all that shit on the internet, I ended up pulling up long white socks over my pants to detect for the fleas and I poured water/dish soap into a bucket. I walked around my room with a flashlight and waited for them to come. I was so paranoid and freaked out because anything to due with certain bugs. I waited for the evidence to come, but it never did. I just ended up telling myself that it wasn't there and that it was due to lack of sleep.

Oh the fucked up stories I have that were totally from me being sober. >.>

But yeah I'll wait after the class is over and then maybe get some after... or just say fuck it and buy some heroin so I can fall asleep. That makes more sense.
 
lolwhatzdrugs said:
Well if those are the only options then yeah, it probably does. So just feel messed up from lack of sleep, but not tired?
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Lol, it's 6:07 and I'm still kicking... without drugs. I still think heroin would be nice. I would say weed, but I need my system clean atm (well from a drug that could stay in my system for a long ass time). However, I'm still out and can't do dope right now.
 
Some good east coast powder or Dilaudid... Norcos just don't cut it (and feel kinda off..) I'll just have to wait until next month...
 
xstayfadedx said:
Lol, it's 6:07 and I'm still kicking... without drugs. I still think heroin would be nice. I would say weed, but I need my system clean atm (well from a drug that could stay in my system for a long ass time). However, I'm still out and can't do dope right now.
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Man that's a fucked up thing. Weed no, dope yes :\ God, If I could get powder H I'd probably be running out the door this very second with 5 benjamins. But just being tar makes me just not wanna smell it. I ordered acetyl-fentanyl but flushed it down the toilet before I took any, when I had the epiphany of it probably being the end of me. My tolerance is high enough to dick around, and be in WAY worse shape. Woulda been like 100 doses too.
lolwhatzdrugs said:
Ugh, I haven't eaten for 30+ hours or slept for 24+. I feel yuh, my stomach's killing me ickk. Drinking water seems to help. Maybe I'm dehydrated?
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Why'd I quote my own psot? Stomachs still fucked up though. Meth never made me feel like this before, ick, I left another .3 grams at my friends house so I didn't do it all butt fuck, I don't even want it. This shit could never be my DOC, I don't understand tweakers. Fuck, I wish it was all outta my system and I could just bump some 3meopcp
Felonious Monk said:
Some good east coast powder or Dilaudid... Norcos just don't cut it (and feel kinda off..) I'll just have to wait until next month...
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No shit about the norcos. Never had dilaudid when I was IVing, and it'd be worthless without huh? As for powder, fuck, I wish. All we get is dirty dark vinegar smelling fucking gross ass tar. Can't insuffulate it cause I'll puke from the taste and smell, IV ain't happening, I always end up plugging it. At least it lasts awhile. AHh that made my stomach worse thinking about it.

BTW, anyone know why an 8ball of coke is 3.5g and the same of dope is 3? That shit blows my mind.
 
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