Lightning-Nl
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Lately, I've been rectally administering amphetamine.
Most of the time I use a 20MG Adderall tablet. I crush it up in a pill bottle, then I add about 10mL's of water and swirl around the pill bottle for a couple of minutes. Then I suck it all up into my (needle-less)syringe, and then I stick it up my rectum and inject. I feel like I have to take a dump immediately after I do it, but I suppress that feeling as much as I can, and within 10 minutes it goes away.
I should say this first - I've taken Adderall for a little less than two years now, and most all of it's effects have gone away. Now a days, it justs makes me minorly sedated. Somedays, it gives me energy and some days it makes me tired, but either way I still get the same increase in focus, attention-span, and motivation and the same decrease in hyperactivity, emotional-impulsiveness.
For some reason, I wanted to try rectal administration of amphetamine a couple days ago. So I took up one of my twenties in the way I described above, and wait for it's effects. I was caught off guard by how it affected me.
It's effects hit within 5 minutes, and I think I've been experiencing a psuedo amphetamine rush. Only when I first started taking Adderall did it make me feel euphoric and amazing. I became very empathogenic (emotionally over-expressive), I felt like I could do anything. Normal euphoria of Amphetamine. However, because I've taken it for months at a time and I've only taken a break two or three times in these past two years, I get none of that anymore. Maybe, very very minorly, but no not really.
When I rectally administered Amphetamine, it hit me instantly and I didn't feel like the above. For about 1 minute to maybe even two minutes I felt absolutely amazing. But not in the same way mentioned above. My muscles were the most relaxed they've ever been, my head started floating and what it felt like was a much more powerful version of a Nicotine rush, in that respect. I became incredibly horny...instantly. But the most amazing part was - I had no anxiety. No fear, no pain, no depression, no shame, no guilt, all I felt was amazing. Absolutely amazing. This feeling was more like an opiate but with absolutely no "mind" sedation. I felt wide awake, but my body felt like I had just taken a huge amount of Morphine or something.
Then within about 30 seconds, my ears started ringing, and I could instantly feel my blood pressure increase. By this time that amazing rush was almost done, but half of the euphoria was still present. I was still incredibly horny and so I masturbated for two hours straight.
Interestingly enough, the feeling I had during that amazing jack off session, was more like some really good pot. My sense of touch was very noticeably heightened, and I had a vibration through my body that felt EXACTLY to a T like weed. But there was no dizziness in my head like weed, and therefore, my vision wasn't spinning like it would have been with weed.
Actually, I would say my vision was spinning, but it was very slight. Also, I had none of the mental impairment of weed.
Anyways, I'm asking you guys, has anyone else felt like this when rectally administering or taking amphetamine before? I've never heard of this happened, and I never got this feeling by snorting Adderall either. So what's going on here? I'm not complaining, lol, quite the opposite actually - but I surely can't be the only one experiencing this, right?
Most of the time I use a 20MG Adderall tablet. I crush it up in a pill bottle, then I add about 10mL's of water and swirl around the pill bottle for a couple of minutes. Then I suck it all up into my (needle-less)syringe, and then I stick it up my rectum and inject. I feel like I have to take a dump immediately after I do it, but I suppress that feeling as much as I can, and within 10 minutes it goes away.
I should say this first - I've taken Adderall for a little less than two years now, and most all of it's effects have gone away. Now a days, it justs makes me minorly sedated. Somedays, it gives me energy and some days it makes me tired, but either way I still get the same increase in focus, attention-span, and motivation and the same decrease in hyperactivity, emotional-impulsiveness.
For some reason, I wanted to try rectal administration of amphetamine a couple days ago. So I took up one of my twenties in the way I described above, and wait for it's effects. I was caught off guard by how it affected me.
It's effects hit within 5 minutes, and I think I've been experiencing a psuedo amphetamine rush. Only when I first started taking Adderall did it make me feel euphoric and amazing. I became very empathogenic (emotionally over-expressive), I felt like I could do anything. Normal euphoria of Amphetamine. However, because I've taken it for months at a time and I've only taken a break two or three times in these past two years, I get none of that anymore. Maybe, very very minorly, but no not really.
When I rectally administered Amphetamine, it hit me instantly and I didn't feel like the above. For about 1 minute to maybe even two minutes I felt absolutely amazing. But not in the same way mentioned above. My muscles were the most relaxed they've ever been, my head started floating and what it felt like was a much more powerful version of a Nicotine rush, in that respect. I became incredibly horny...instantly. But the most amazing part was - I had no anxiety. No fear, no pain, no depression, no shame, no guilt, all I felt was amazing. Absolutely amazing. This feeling was more like an opiate but with absolutely no "mind" sedation. I felt wide awake, but my body felt like I had just taken a huge amount of Morphine or something.
Then within about 30 seconds, my ears started ringing, and I could instantly feel my blood pressure increase. By this time that amazing rush was almost done, but half of the euphoria was still present. I was still incredibly horny and so I masturbated for two hours straight.
Interestingly enough, the feeling I had during that amazing jack off session, was more like some really good pot. My sense of touch was very noticeably heightened, and I had a vibration through my body that felt EXACTLY to a T like weed. But there was no dizziness in my head like weed, and therefore, my vision wasn't spinning like it would have been with weed.
Actually, I would say my vision was spinning, but it was very slight. Also, I had none of the mental impairment of weed.
Anyways, I'm asking you guys, has anyone else felt like this when rectally administering or taking amphetamine before? I've never heard of this happened, and I never got this feeling by snorting Adderall either. So what's going on here? I'm not complaining, lol, quite the opposite actually - but I surely can't be the only one experiencing this, right?