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hooked on oxycodone

Naltrexone Gurl said:
.. I have tried to get clean 5x on my own with Subs, Thomas method ect. I have now surprisingly been clean for 3 weeks. Longest time in 7 years. I thankfully had almost no physical withdrawals just now dealing with the depression and insomnia. Getting B6 and L-tyronon (?) I have it written down. I went out of state and got the Naltrexone implant. Best thing I have ever done. This isn't rapid detox. I am so thankful I got the implant, naltrexone shots, medication to avoid the physical. I was so sedated I said and did things I still have no recollection of. A 24 hour nurse was present too. Not going to say it wasn't and still isn't hard, still not sleeping well even with aids. Dropped 12lbs (I'm tiny as it is) but my appetite is back, I keep myself busy with work fiancé and friends and remind myself what I DONT want to go back to again. I wish more people were talking about Naltrexone. Legit saved my life. I use to do up to 10 30s a day. Ur brain always needs more and more. Taper one before it's too late
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your advice is precious, I will try to not get deeper in this stuff. I know it´s not joke! maybe I should keep taking my codeine and smoking my spliff, much more safer !!!
 
synthetix said:
Ding ding here I come.

To the OP, I started using opiates when I was 15, I was using small amounts of codiene from time to time, at super low doses. Hell I even stopped using codiene cold turkey at doses of 400mg daily twice in the early days and got no withdrawals. Skip 5 years forward, I'm battling an addiction from hell on 400-500mg of oxycodone a day. Your doses are absolutely tiny, seriously, before you ruin your life I advise you to search and look up all the stories regarding opiates and how they slowly creep into your life, engulfing it before you very eyes as you feel helpless to stop it. You're ahead at the moment and have a perfect opertunity to throw the drugs that will destroy your life away for good.

I know, you probably won't believe what I'm saying, or what anyone else says on the Internet. You'll think "oh, I won't get that bad, ill limit my dosage. Oh I won't get that bad blah blah..." You will. You will turn into the stories you've read up on 5 years down the line and just think, what the fuck went wrong? It catches up with everyone. Nobody is safe, and I mean nobody, from the grips of an opiate addiction if they are not using it for legitimate reasons.

Take this advise and it will be the best decision you made in your life.
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400-500 MG a day ? 8o If I take something around 100MG I would probably OD and die LOL. And serious bro, I will take your advice, I know its not joke. And I just started and Im afraid because see this drug is very addictive. I will try not buy it again, and the pills I have left, dont have the balls to throw it away lol, but gonna take it easy and once they finish I will "forget" my contact to buy more. fortunately I have plenty codein and weed to forget the oxy´s (hope so!) really thanks for the support bro :) and good luck in your fight, I know it never ends , once youre addicted to something its gonna be with you forever, I know because cocaine almost fucked my life...
 
I joined just to comment to you ( Im sure I will become a regular). I also was doing 300mg or so a day of oxy. I am a year off of them thanks to Suboxone. What I can tell you is that please head these peoples warning and mine, you are already exibiting signs of addiction! If you dont get control of this NOW, in two years (probably less) you will be one of us. One of the ones that know how hard it is to stop, and what OPIATE addiction does to your life! I have lost a succesful business, a wife, and my family (although I got my family back when I stopped) and you will KNOW just how bad opiates can creep up on you and become your EVERYTHING!
 
No drug has had me as addicted as Oxy, and I've maintained strong addictions at one point in another to: meth, cocaine, heroin, methadone, Xanax, klonopin.

Oxy is just so perfect and nice. Everything feels right, you are high as a fucking kite and you don't even feel impaired. So you want to be on it constantly. Eventually you won't be able to score it and that's when all hell breaks lose. You need to stop this right now or you're fucked man. Taper off with codeine + benzos (if they're available, alcohol if not).

It has been probably 7-8 years since I used my last OC, and I still dream about them. Usually crushing one up and having it blow away in the wind...
 
I am somewhat surprised that no one has yet mentioned one of the worst aspects of opiate addiction that happens to most, if not all of us: after protracted use (for me it was a matter of months) you will completely lose that intense euphoric feeling and can’t get it no matter how high you dose. You end up chasing it and what you are left with is a blunted mood boost for few minutes (for me, around 15 minutes) followed by depression and irritability. I can feel the exact moment when I lose my boost, and I that’s when I think to myself: FUUUUCK!!!

You then need to wait about 4-6 hours to redose to get that little, much-dulled boost again; and the cycle repeats itself. While you don't get that euphoria like in the beginning, you nevertheless feel compelled, almost against your will, to keep taking the drug, in spite of the many negative consequences.

That amazing feeling you describe from oxy left me a long time ago. I haven’t felt that for years. Once upon a time, two 5/325’s gave me orgasmic waves of euphoria and sent me into blissful nods…ahhh those were the days.
 
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Blind Melon said:
No drug has had me as addicted as Oxy, and I've maintained strong addictions at one point in another to: meth, cocaine, heroin, methadone, Xanax, klonopin.

Oxy is just so perfect and nice. Everything feels right, you are high as a fucking kite and you don't even feel impaired. So you want to be on it constantly. Eventually you won't be able to score it and that's when all hell breaks lose. You need to stop this right now or you're fucked man. Taper off with codeine + benzos (if they're available, alcohol if not).

It has been probably 7-8 years since I used my last OC, and I still dream about them. Usually crushing one up and having it blow away in the wind...
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Did you ever IV heroin?
 
bigpauley88 said:
I joined just to comment to you ( Im sure I will become a regular). I also was doing 300mg or so a day of oxy. I am a year off of them thanks to Suboxone. What I can tell you is that please head these peoples warning and mine, you are already exibiting signs of addiction! If you dont get control of this NOW, in two years (probably less) you will be one of us. One of the ones that know how hard it is to stop, and what OPIATE addiction does to your life! I have lost a succesful business, a wife, and my family (although I got my family back when I stopped) and you will KNOW just how bad opiates can creep up on you and become your EVERYTHING!
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thanks for that man, reading your post makes me think a little more about the big trouble I can put myself if dont stop taking this stuff. I will never buy it again. Im going to keep my booze and weed habit, and sometimes I can have some codeine, what is not dangerous and not so addictive.
About the withdrawl, with cocaine as it doesnt make you pyshical dependent(as far I know) , it wasnt so bad at all. I remember when I had some cravings to snort, just need to smoke a spliff and that´s it, no more need to even remember that shit . But opiate withdrawl must be something really hard to beat. hope you are good now man, and thanks again.
 
I hope one understands that just because you are taking such a low dose doesn't mean you are not addicted.

Such a low dose is easy to maintain. It will present you no problems till you actually run out, or escalate your dosage.

This is where the dependency can show it's true colors...

Your body will give you no sympathy when you hit that time...

Stop while you are ahead. It is easier to let go of that than taking 250mg a day...
 
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