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bo293

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So i was curious about my frequent molly usage, i dont do it anymore but back when i did i bought rock and tested it so i knew it was pure. The first time i did it i rolled so hard and then after that not so much. I took it one time thinking i was going to the city and we ended up not going so i just sat and played video games. Before i knew it it was 10 o clock in the morning. From then on whenever i had money i bought molly. I probably did it 3-4 times a week so i guess i built up somewhat of a tolerance. Not lying about this but i did .4-.5 a nite whenever i had it. After a couple of times i wasnt really "rolling" anymore. I basically used it for the euphoria and the amphetamine effects (stimulant) i wasnt addicted but i would sit up playing video games n then sleep at like 6am and wake up for work at 11:30. I read up on it and before you just start critizing me i know how dangerous it is to do it so often. As i stated before i built up a tolerance and the effect dulled to that of just plain old speed or amphs. I was wondering why i never felt any of the negative side effects of it? I had no stomach aches, i wasnt tired, i didnt become stupid or anything... the drug worked and then just wore off? Is that wierd? (I did it 2,3,4 sometimes five nights a week) over the course of a couple of months and the only time when i felt a bad side effect was when one night i took about a .3 and it wasnt hittin me as hard as i wanted so i took another and the same thing happened, i wanted to feel it more so i finished off the bag so that night in the course of 4 hours i did a gram. Felt real good and then went to sleep and woke up and all of a sudden got REALLY deppressed. I startes to think about my shitty life and etc. And i had never felt this way before (im 19yo male) and i got so deprressed that i realized that this is why people kill themselves because i felt horribleand then i cried on my walk to work (again 19yo males dont cry too much) i felt like complete shit at work, just wanted to throw up everywhere it was soo bad. Besides that day though i havnt felt a negative consequencee of it. Please share any thoughts or opinions but please limit the critizism, i know what i did was completely idiotic and i probably coudve died and i learnes my lesson so i stopped doing it
 
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bo293 said:
After a couple of times i wasnt really "rolling" anymore. i built up a tolerance and the effect dulled to that of just plain old speed or amphs.
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That's what happens when you use too much.

bo293 said:
the drug worked and then just wore off? Is that wierd?
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But did it really "work"? If it were working how it should, you would be rolling like the first time. The "magic".

bo293 said:
I was wondering why i never felt any of the negative side effects of it?
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It all comes down to tolerance. The same thing happened to me. When I was using heavily(not near as much as you, but weekly Friday and Saturday usage with redosing) I didn't feel any negative side effects the days after using 300-450mg. Nothing strange here, you know what you've done. Just take some months off(6+ I'd say due to how much you were using) and you should get some of the perks back with a lower tolerance.

Edit: You felt horrible for that one day because you took so much compared to what you were used to taking.
 
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