Cocaine use, paranoia and amount taken

[dopamine seeker]

Well, right now im locked in the bathroom with the lights off totally paranoid thinking my parents are suspecting what am i doing ( describe or take it how bad things are ). Yes im stupid, and it is repeating more and more. So now I will bring it on what this thread is about,

1. Is the paranoia related to the amount snorted ?
2, how can we control our use and dont be frenetic/impulsive snorting ?
3. Should I forget coke ? Like its not for me anymore, meaning game over ? ( please dont be hypocrite here, I know how destructive it is and so on )

Cocaine is anxyogenic, much more then methamphetamine or d-amphetamine, which I never get paranoid like coke. For me meth is anxiolytic but thats is individual.
Thanks for reading. Any input is apreciated!

 

[pally pete]

Well, right now im locked in the bathroom with the lights off totally paranoid thinking my parents are suspecting what am i doing ( describe or take it how bad things are ). Yes im stupid, and it is repeating more and more. So now I will bring it on what this thread is about,

1. Is the paranoia related to the amount snorted ?
2, how can we control our use and dont be frenetic/impulsive snorting ?
3. Should I forget coke ? Like its not for me anymore, meaning game over ? ( please dont be hypocrite here, I know how destructive it is and so on )

Cocaine is anxyogenic, much more then methamphetamine or d-amphetamine, which I never get paranoid like coke. For me meth is anxiolytic but thats is individual.
Thanks for reading. Any input is apreciated!

It's probably not what you want to hear.

Don't do Cocaine.

 

[Bearlove]

If you have no control over the amount you take once you start then - don't buy any or buy a smaller amount/have a smaller amount available to you at any time (under your paranoia threshold).

The paranoia can be linked to several factors - the amount is the main thing, but if your using in the house that you share with your parents that won't help.

 

[caroline89]

Then Don't take Cocaine.or else don't buy..

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[dopamine seeker]

Thanks guys. I am really convinced this white poison wont give me those feeling back. I must say I use coke since 18, I am almost 24 now. And I always knew how to use it but now I cannot control myself anymore.
Oh and sure no one wants to hear the fun is over, even more a coke-head like me. I guess at least we grow up. No more coke. Peace !

 

[dopamine seeker]

If a rat eats a small peace of the cheese, he will want to eat all of it. We act the same with cocaine.
Those of you who never tried, dont even think of doing it. Believe its shit.

 

[dopamine seeker]

If you have no control over the amount you take once you start then - don't buy any or buy a smaller amount/have a smaller amount available to you at any time (under your paranoia threshold).

The paranoia can be linked to several factors - the amount is the main thing, but if your using in the house that you share with your parents that won't help.

I came home high. And snorted the rest. Doing coke at home is the worst thing. My bedroom is on the third floor and I have my own bathroom, there shouldnt be any reasons for getting paranoid. Damm

 

[blight12]

To be honest all people respond differently to certain stims when it comes to the risk for anxiety and paranoia. Personally coke would give me mild paranoia/anxiety instantly no matter the dose/quality and was almost unusable unless I added some alcohol to it from the start.

Alternatively I could use meth for days to levels where other would be experiencing extreme paranoia and anxiety and i would never ever feel even one iota of anxiety ever after many many uses, even while coming down.

I have no idea why this happens, beyond the idea that we all are different and perhaps different levels of quality in terms of the product itself.

 

[dopamine seeker]

To be honest all people respond differently to certain stims when it comes to the risk for anxiety and paranoia. Personally coke would give me mild paranoia/anxiety instantly no matter the dose/quality and was almost unusable unless I added some alcohol to it from the start.

Alternatively I could use meth for days to levels where other would be experiencing extreme paranoia and anxiety and i would never ever feel even one iota of anxiety ever after many many uses, even while coming down.

I have no idea why this happens, beyond the idea that we all are different and perhaps different levels of quality in terms of the product itself.

Despite the fact everyone's chemistry is unique, cocaine release a lot more norepinephrine than d-meth/d-amp. I think, from personal experience, that cocaine paranoia occurs when you are high and speed paranoia when it wears of. The crash from speed, the anxiety and depression makes most paranoid. From every single aspect cocaine is much more capable of making ones paranoid than speed.
But as you said, we are all different.

 

[dopamine seeker]

Another factor I suppose may also explain it somewhat:
Anxious people will always be more sensible to this, me being one of them. In the other hand, meth is way more antidepressant in effects than coke, as I am depressive (bipolar) meth helps with that and allows me to be less anxious overall. My thoughts.

 

[dopamine seeker]

If you have no control over the amount you take once you start then - don't buy any or buy a smaller amount/have a smaller amount available to you at any time (under your paranoia threshold).

The paranoia can be linked to several factors - the amount is the main thing, but if your using in the house that you share with your parents that won't help.

I always try to dose right, but it comes to a point wheres I cant reach the rush like the first lines. Then I get frenetic. I know I am not the only one who do the same, not at all. Thank you guys for being helpful as well as compreensive. I love bluelight!?