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Gibberings CXLVI: I've Seen Things, I've Seen Them With My Badgers

Bed soon in a min i think, 2 hours sleep last night then on it all day today. this meph is the most moreish batch ive ever had
 
That wasn't meant as a dig at you Dan, just using your post to illustrate that folk only stop or change when they are ready to and not because of people telling them to.
 
I'm really glad you've all pushed this concern for Sam. It's not just me or the odd random, it looks like quite a few people are concerned bout him. fucking take note C. What can we realistically offer? He knows how I feel about him but that don't matter a shit. I don't want anything bad to happen to him and he's raising the stakes so high on that, but doens't give a shit about anyone else and how we'd feel if the worst happened...Fucking hell, smack is so selfish....I'm going to get upset thinking about it, please don't. Pm him please and tell him how you feel.

It does matter, you know. Thanks to all of you. <3

I just have real problems with trusting people and their 'concern'. It's not you, it's me. ;)

Seriously though, I'm taken aback. Can you all start calling me a cunt again please?

I boiled my cottons, had pinned that, had more flubro and another Kestrel. Yes, it's a death trip. But I even screw these things up, so I wouldn't worry too much. I've been drinking myself to death quietly for some time now. But I have a possible way out, and I'm going to try.

As for the Shambles / Brimz question, as un-HR as it is, there's no contest. I have time for Shammy, but Brimz is the genuine article. As a Manchester council estate kid, I know what I'm talking about, as he knows I know. Why do you think we have this mutual respect thing going on even when we're bickering? Eh, Brimzy? <3

Lurching, I thought you'd vanished on me! Real life comes first; I respect that and hope it isn't heavy real life shit. Godspeed. :)
 
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It does matter, you know. Thanks to all of you. <3

I just have real problems with trusting people and their 'concern'. It's not you, it's me. ;)

Seriously though, I'm taken aback. Can you all start calling me a cunt again please?

I boiled my cottons, had pinned that, had more flubro and another Kestrel. Yes, it's a death trip. But I even screw these things up, so I wouldn't worry too much. I've been drinking myself to death quietly for some time now. But I have a possible way out, and I'm going to try.

As for the Shambles / Brimz question, as un-HR as it is, there's no contest. I have time for Shammy, but Brimz is the genuine article. As a Manchester council estate kid, I know what I'm talking about, as he knows I know. Why do you think we have this mutual respect thing going on even when we're bickering? Eh, Brimzy? <3

Lurching, I thought you'd vanished on me! Real life comes first; I respect that and hope it isn't heavy real life shit. Godspeed. :)


I for one have always considered you a cunt of the highest order, I'm a little concerned that that hasn't been clear, I shall make sure I remind you on a more regular basis.

'Concern'......'trust'.......I know you too well to patronise you with information you already know or to lecture on destructive drink and drug use, you know the territory and I know that you still have much more to offer the world, being a cunt is just the start.

I'm making a point of saying and doing things that I feel I need to but wouldn't have done in the past so I'll post this here.

Your a good man Sam, one of the very few people I felt an instant connection with. I need you to be there because your probably the only one that really understands what I'm going through when the shit hits the fan and I'm in the dark and can't see the way out, don't think this is some kind of crude emotional blackmail because I can assure you it is not.

I know things are bleak right now but they will get better, things will change ...they always do. Hang on in there, damage limitation and all that, you've started down a path at least see where it leads you, don't sabotage yourself, we both know how that works.

Bollox to anyone that thinks the above is too gushing or sentimental, I've missed too many opportunities to reach out to people in my life already.

You know the drill, no response is required but if you ever need any help from a burnt out has been you know where I am.
 
EADD Celebrity Knockout thread in the making.

It'll end in tears or tantrums tho, and probably not a great idea.

I couldn't choose between the two mentioned above tbh.



lol. doubt theres a troll alive who could provoke shambles into an online dicksizing tantrum. same goes for brimz, with perhaps one minor and blond exception ;)



and when you read this brimz, let me know if anythins changed your side with respect to our little adventure we discussed. should get that shit through soon and fuck im craving sun and bikini clad girls already
 
Brimz gives good advice.

Lol my pizza man wouldn't come up the stairs (its a flat ) until i told him there were no dogs.

Thanx <3

Brimz gives good advice indeed, very wise man

hey swampy and allein

Indeed

agreed very hard. id go with brimz

Yeah staying up for weeks on end and losing the plot, sod that shit

Too fuking true .

Brimz i think but you never know i dont know how long shambles was on the crack n smack altogether
Draw?
Not as long as me .
It does matter, you know. Thanks to all of you. <3

I just have real problems with trusting people and their 'concern'. It's not you, it's me. ;)

Seriously though, I'm taken aback. Can you all start calling me a cunt again please?

I boiled my cottons, had pinned that, had more flubro and another Kestrel. Yes, it's a death trip. But I even screw these things up, so I wouldn't worry too much. I've been drinking myself to death quietly for some time now. But I have a possible way out, and I'm going to try.

As for the Shambles / Brimz question, as un-HR as it is, there's no contest. I have time for Shammy, but Brimz is the genuine article. As a Manchester council estate kid, I know what I'm talking about, as he knows I know. Why do you think we have this mutual respect thing going on even when we're bickering? Eh, Brimzy? <3

Lurching, I thought you'd vanished on me! Real life comes first; I respect that and hope it isn't heavy real life shit. Godspeed. :)

Sam i have a tear in my eye .

lol. doubt theres a troll alive who could provoke shambles into an online dicksizing tantrum. same goes for brimz, with perhaps one minor and blond exception ;)

and when you read this brimz, let me know if anythins changed your side with respect to our little adventure we discussed. should get that shit through soon and fuck im craving sun and bikini clad girls already

Oh yeah will get in touch .
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shambles vs brimz, lifetime class a consumption by weight. wheres yer money...

For the record i would say Shambles has taken more variety of Drugs that i wouldn't touch with a barge pole n fair play to him .

If your talking strictly Class A 's though i rekon i've done a lot more than most people on here .



Yous lot know the rest.
 
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Exit signs - they're on the way out.
Bloody terrible weather here today but I kind of like it on a Sunday as I'm not going out anywhere.
MotoGp and Grand Prix today, spoiled by the BBC.
Have a good day everyone.
 
how long does it take for the benzo hangover to go away? ate 5mg of Etiz on Saturday morning and still feel a little groggy.
 
Exit signs - they're on the way out.

=D

Aye shitey weather here too but I quite like it. Not much to do today, attempting to do some reading for my Medieval Lit class but it's all very confusing. Getting the hang of it, but is hard.
 
Lots of strange dreams last night on account of this rain. I have to venture across London in 4 hours...I really hope it clears up :\

How is everybody this sunday afternooonah-to-be?
 
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