Im not sure how to put this and my friends don't understand the slightest (probably rightly so) but I want to try heroin at least once. I know it fucks a lot of peoples lives up but for some reason I want to experience it. My thinking is I wouldn't have direct access to it, ie I would source it through a friend of a friend so that I couldn't buy it myself I would have to go through somebody else, so if I wanted to try it again I wouldn't be able to source it myself.
I have, probably a very arrogant, attitude that I wouldn't get addicted, but Im in an ok point in life where Im pretty content and certainly not taking drugs to escape reality but purely taking them to enjoy myself.
I reckon I'd like to i inject and not smoke it to experience the full shabang.
Am I being completely stupid?