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The Sad Thread (Anti-Snoo)

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I'm sad that it's Friday night and i've tried to reach out to a friend over a week ago, and I can't get a response back from them, so I just worry myself about them. Be it no internet, no computer, I dunno. I need them!!!! Badly.

So, I'm sat her, with my boyfriend who I clearly need a break from, using drugs with a friend of his, who he's happy to see, great for him, i've not seen a friend to be in the same room with in nearly a year. But, most of all STILL using drugs, and we said a taper/stop was happening. We said this weeks ago, and still not happening.

I'm back on the official social services at risk list due to this boyfriend after a police visit and me finding the strength on my OWN to talk to my support worker who referred me. So much to do and think about on my fucking own. He's gone out to pick up again with his mate. He's already spent my money this week, now he's spending ALL of his wages leaving us skint for a long week ahead.

I need a friend, tear rolling down my cheek.
 
That post is so sad to read Cherry. It really sounds like this boyfriend of yours isn't the right man for you.
He's spent all of your money which is just plain wrong and now he's spending all his as well.
So you can get wasted for a few days maybe but then what? Starve for the rest of the week, bills & rent going unpaid etc.
Plus if he has been violent towards you then you don't need that in your life. Time to reach out to family or someone who can help you.
You said you've not had a friend in the same room for nearly a year and that is sad Cherry.
You don't want to end up isolated from everyone but your boyfriend,I hope you can find the strength to make something better in life for yourself and I hope you get that friend you so want.
 
4 week sanction, nothing till 11 October.
Sat here playing Skip James thinking what the hell to do now, things were bad enough but now I am in real trouble.

Well, you hear me singin' my lonesome song
These hard times can last us so very long
Skip James - Hard Time Killing floor Blues.
 
Bodda said:
4 week sanction, nothing till 11 October.
Sat here playing Skip James thinking what the hell to do now, things were bad enough but now I am in real trouble.

Well, you hear me singin' my lonesome song
These hard times can last us so very long
Skip James - Hard Time Killing floor Blues.
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Wohhhhhhhhh (that's english for "stop your horse")

Don't listen to Skip when you're in the shit, you'll never get off that floor :(
 
lurching said:
Wohhhhhhhhh (that's english for "stop your horse")

Don't listen to Skip when you're in the shit, you'll never get off that floor :(
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That's why he calls it the killing floor, proper blues always makes me think things aint that bad I could be born years ago & had to work in a Levee camp like Son House.

1st Big Lurch & now Skip James, next you will be letting onto the fact your a fan of Furry Lewis too.
 
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What's the deal with the four week sanction then Bodda? What does that involve?
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Means I get nothing for 4 weeks, no Housing benefit/council tax/giro.
I am going to try for some hardship allowence but I was told today that it's for people that are ill & I stand a thin chance of getting it.

I'll be several hundred quid in debt at the end of it which I have NO way of paying off, I can't pay my Court fines, phone bill etc.......long & short I am kinda screwed.

Really starting to get fed up with life & don't really see any way out, i'm trapped in on everyside & the only way for me is down.
 
That sounds grim mate, sorry to hear it. You're looking for work at the moment right? Hopefully something will come up soon.
 
curious_24 said:
That sounds grim mate, sorry to hear it. You're looking for work at the moment right? Hopefully something will come up soon.
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Thanks, if it looks like I am going to loose my flat I am going to Norway.
I went to another job open day this morning & the state of unemployment where I am is savage, the que must have been well over 100, people were waiting right round the corner, I was standing there waiting to get let in playing UB40 - One in ten which is the actual level of people out of work here atm so the local news said, the irony wasn't lost on me that UB40 are also from Birmingham.

Sammy G for the 1st time in a while I actually viewed your post as I know it would be some kinda shady dig (yet again) at me, glad you get your cheap kicks & a smirk on your face at other peoples misfortune.
God pays debts without money, don't ever forget it.
 
Bodda said:
Sammy G for the 1st time in a while I actually viewed your post as I know it would be some kinda shady dig (yet again) at me, glad you get your cheap kicks & a smirk on your face at other peoples misfortune.
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Oh, give over will you? It was in the paper today and I thought it was particularly relevant. That's all. 8)

Bodda said:
God pays debts without money, don't ever forget it.
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What utter tripe. Nice to see you off on one yet again.
 
Some of the people who work in these places are madder than all of us put together IMO. They get off on their miniscule petty power. The last 'advisor' or whatever they are called was a complete power crazed cunt. He loved threatening me about sanctions. I have a notebook of password for all my internet sites i use, and i had that universal jobsmatch details stored in that, the cheecky disrespectful cunt started leafing through my book. I was having a bad day, in a vulnerable state, he took advantage, needed to get one over on me, fuck knows why, these psychos need to be more closely managed. Some of them are not right for the job. These little Hitlers.

They're not all that bad of course, they have an advisor for people with 'various problems' and he is a fuckin diamond. Genuinely human and caring. Such a shock to find someone like that working there.
 
mydrugbuddy said:
Some of the people who work in these places are madder than all of us put together IMO. They get off on their miniscule petty power. The last 'advisor' or whatever they are called was a complete power crazed cunt. He loved threatening me about sanctions. I have a notebook of password for all my internet sites i use, and i had that universal jobsmatch details stored in that, the cheecky disrespectful cunt started leafing through my book. I was having a bad day, in a vulnerable state, he took advantage, needed to get one over on me, fuck knows why, these psychos need to be more closely managed. Some of them are not right for the job. These little Hitlers.

They're not all that bad of course, they have an advisor for people with 'various problems' and he is a fuckin diamond. Genuinely human and caring. Such a shock to find someone like that working there.
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I am yet to find more than one decent person who works there, just came from signing on & when I told the guy I was sanctioned he took extra time to check my job search, I think they get off on some kinda strange power trip, the cops do the same in a strip search in my experience. What the hell ever happaned to empathy I wonder, or maybe to be a Sociopath is part of the job description.
 
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brimz said:
Poor cunt got 40 hrs unpaid work n a 12 month community order for his troubles .

I thought when i saw the headline i thought he had petrol bombed the place but hence all he did was this

So he didn't actually set fire to anything what load of shite .
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Yeah, the article goes on to stress that he was 'difficult and abusive' with JC staff and continued to be when taken into custody, just to make .

He hadn't eaten for three fucking days! He'd been driven to extremes already! Do they expect him to be on his best behaviour or summat?

Tory Britain. :|
 
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