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Cornishman Rest In Peace - Aggressively

Only saw this now... damn, tragic. only spoke to Cornish a couple times in a few threads but always seemed like a lovely bloke

RIP
 
I never really talked to him, but I certainly knew who he was & we'd talked a bit indirectly.



RIP Cornish.
 
he was 32 i think was think. Or maybe turned 33 earlier this year i remember sending him birthday wishes a few months back .

Dunno how he died so let's not speculate .
 
Occasionally I remember this post Cornish once made.

Cornishman said:
Albion's new disco song provokes feelings of INTENSE relaxation. FLOATING onacloud dreams of lala land - twittering with birds fluttering.
I drift on through the air and feel isolated.. distorted shimmering like a wave. Reverberating backwards, upwards.
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Always makes me smile.
 
^ Still shocked over this.

Your original thread, ominously titled "Cornishman" aroused suspicion, but I was never to guess what was inside.

We knew C'man was struggling with heroin addiction, and had financial problems... but I never felt he indicated an inclination to suicide in any of his posts?
 
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Great poster-R.I.P man. to everyone else...reach out if your down, the list is getting too long.
 
raas_2012 said:
We knew C'man was struggling with heroin addiction, and had financial problems... but I never felt he indicated an inclination to suicide in any of his posts?
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Alot of people wont do it that way, I've known several people "try" to kill themself, it's no secret my ex was big into self harm & had tried to do herself in many times.
Sometimes when she had done something she would tell someone or ring for emergency help & told me many times when she did it that way it was a "cry for help" & never meant to die.
The time among others when she ate razor blades & didn't say anything was a real suicide attempt, she was only saved as she began to vomit blood at a huge rate & collapsed, also her OD on a medicine I wont name was also a proper attempt & was only saved as she went into a massive fit & had her sucide note in her pocket which was found & the medical people knew hot to help her.
Cutting your wrists for example then locking the bathroom door while shouting your going to die isn't a real suicide attempt, when people mean to do it they do it on on their own without letting on.

Back to point, though me & cornish never knew each other irl I truly feel his loss on here, the guy was a really nice guy, I am still in shock over what happened if I am honest.
 
Bodda said:
Alot of people wont do it that way, I've known several people "try" to kill themself, it's no secret my ex was big into self harm & had tried to do herself in many times.
Sometimes when she had done something she would tell someone or ring for emergency help & told me many times when she did it that way it was a "cry for help" & never meant to die.
The time among others when she ate razor blades & didn't say anything was a real suicide attempt, she was only saved as she began to vomit blood at a huge rate & collapsed, also her OD on a medicine I wont name was also a proper attempt & was only saved as she went into a massive fit & had her sucide note in her pocket which was found & the medical people knew hot to help her.
Cutting your wrists for example then locking the bathroom door while shouting your going to die isn't a real suicide attempt, when people mean to do it they do it on on their own without letting on..
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It's true. Those who are true to killing themselves keep quiet about it. Those who voice it have no intention, just want attention.
 
It wasn't till I got with someone that was a regulat cutter & has many recorded attempts at it I finally understood the mind set of a person who is into that kind of thing.
I always used to think it was the "easy" option to do that kinda thing but it isnt, my view was so wrong on the subject till I got with Mrs Farmaz.

Anyway back to topic, the last thing I wanna do is crash this thread but my post needed to be said, i'll be honest I have noticed such a hole since Cornish has gone from here, the guy was always funny, the small bits where I spoke to him on PM he always came across as a top bloke, very funny, smart & helped me out over an issue I had with my addiction during a break me & "Bear" had which was caused by me having a toot in bed while she was asleep.

I truly hope he has found peace & is ok where he is, I know "death" aint the end of it all, not by a long shot.
Ever since I learned one law of physics which is "Energy can be neither created nor destroyed, but can change form" I have known we are forever "alive" in one form or another.

Cornish if you can read this in some form EADD for me will never be the same, you made me laugh so many times, the post on "catgate" was a fine example of his comedy, I truly miss the guy & I never knew him irl so I can only imagine the loss & sorrow his mates & family must be feeling & going through.
The best ones always go too early sadly.
 
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