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Cornishman Rest In Peace - Aggressively

Only just heard now, wanted to pay my respects. Much love brother. One of my favourite bluelighters.
 
Fucking.. gutted, always thought I'd meet him on one of my family holidays to Cornwall and sneak off to a freeparty on a beach or something. Sorry I'm late to the thread mate and sorry I didn't make it down. Big love. <3

I've posted in too many of these now and I still don't have a fucking clue how to say what I want to say but Adam, you were an EADD star and a truly lovely guy and I like to think we all get a little immortality through our BL posts. You will be well-remembered and much-missed.

RIP <3 :(

<3
 
he died on my birthday :( I didn't know him or anything, but if only I could have talked to him on that day I'm sure I could have said something to cheer him up. I know that comes across as me being naive and selfish, but it's what I'm thinking

he always struck me as one of the best BLers from Across the Pond - much love to his family and all of you in the UK that are grieving
 
Cornish I was high as a kite when i heard you'd decided to go. I didn't believe it. The place is incomplete without you're gentle soul.

Hope you're being a rapskallion in a realm of pirates and buxom wenches.

Peace xxxx <3 xxx
 
I am so sorry to hear this. Sorry and shocked. I always think intelligence and wit and heart will save people. Cornish had all those and was a good writer to boot, another thing I like to think saves people from their own pain. Almost 60 years old and this has all been proven false time and time again--you'd think I would learn. I am so sorry. He had such a wonderful voice, especially the humor.Many, many people will miss it.
 
Heard about this on FB or somewhere and i'm late to it, but RIP Cornishman,such shit news, always enjoyed your posts, you will be missed mate.

Just been reading the forums the past few hours and it's really made me think back. Too many good peeps gone for good... :(
 
I miss Adam so much (Cornish man) it doesn't feel like a year since I last saw him. I'm so happy to read how loved he was here at bl but it brings me to tears at the same time! I swore blind I'd quit when he died & again it feels like weeks not a year & I'm still on the same rotten path... I feel I've disrespected him. He really was trying in the weeks leading up to his death & had so much to offer this (hard) world. He is one of the most kindest person I have ever met.
I know I'm not a regular on this site but I had to share just how sad I feel :-(
 
^ Give yourself the same understanding and kindness that Adam would surely give you were he still here. You can change anything but it is a long process and sometimes it feels like you are going backwards; have faith that you are learning yourself and that is never simple nor easy. Feel free to PM me anytime.<3
 
Thank you... I hope to be here on the forum more as I do less of the crap in my life! I can't afford to go to a residential setting as it would kill my mum to go through it again with me & I'm chronically sick so housebound a lot of the time. My mate is about to enter residential treatment so feeling pretty isolated at mo. To make matters worse I'm on oxycontin, prescribed by GP & no one knows how deep a mess I've got myself into - guess I'm a better liar than I'd like to admit! You are right though as it's been s long, long road just to get to this point.. & I'm not even sure where 'this point' is :-/
 
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