Fuck, I MUST be bored to do this, as i'm on a count down til my boy comes home with mula to go see our man.
* 65ml Methadone
* 16mg Diazapam (I get this takeaway everyday, I've been on a 2mg a month monitored taper from 24mg after getting into problems, but the taper is having the reverse affect and as i'm lowering, it's making me want to drink more or top up my Diaz dose. I got this by being truthful with my very decent doctor before anyone asks me for tips on how to blag a diaz script, as blagging doesn't work most of the time.)
* Flucoxacillin 500mg - as my Abscess has refilled, and I've got yet another one within two weeks of the op of the first one. Must have had a bad batch cut with some nasty shit.
* Thiamine 100mg 1 a day - Us heavy drinkers need it to stop us getting wet brain.
* Vitamin B Compound - Same as above, when they put me on it, I was tiny and not eating, and they've just never taken me off it since.
* Lactulose - As us Heroin AND methadone users tend to have issues in the bowl area, I'll say no more. Those who know, will know.
* Salbutamol - For the Asthma innit
* Tramadol 100mg - For those times when I need them. (And please don't anyone give me a lecture on how I shouldn't be using it along with the rest of my meds, I've never had an issue, I know my limits, and the dangers. I don't take any other SSRI's, nor use any drugs that would react with it. Crack doesn't in my experience anyway.
* Orangeboom 8.5% - Last but not least, i've become too used to having 2 a day before the boy comes home. He's worried about my growing alcohol intake as we lower our heroin intake, both me and him do not want me going back to being an alcoholic. But I'm noticing signs.
Add on my daily on top use of Smack and Crack, which can range from two of each a day x 4 shared, to two B and one W shared x4 a day, to one of each a day shared x4. Hard to keep track we keep kidding ourselves that we're tapering. It needs to come to an end, and fast. It's wages day today for the boy, and as soon as he gets in that front door, he'll give me a kiss hello, a quick discussion about who we're seeing and off he'll go back out to sort it.