Elkat13
Bluelighter
I started Remeron when I realized I might want to try quitting junk and it has actually been really helpful. Although I'm still struggling with the junk think. I'm on Suboxone this weekend too. So yay me! Haha. But tripping has always been really super important to me. I had read on this site years ago that Remeron might fuck up your ability to trip. I stayed on Remeron when I was off dope at the Gorge for a Phish show because I was a little nervous how I would hold up clean up there (haha I say clean but of course I was on LSD, GHB, pot and mahl, but yeah just not on junk haha) I could tell from my partner that I was not getting the same experience as him from the acid. So I decided to stop my Remeron when I came to Dick's for Phish. Best decision of the weekend. I was real nervous when I got here. I was feeling real emotional and crying because I was happy or sad. But as soon as the acid hit, so so so worth it. I now contribute the heightened emotions to the lack of junk. It's actually a good thing in retrospect. I'm going back on Remeron as soon as I get home. But I will always stop at least two days before acid. Remeron is really fast acting. So it's easy to go on and off like that. And I don't need Ability or anything.
It's so sad I don't remember what I even did at the Tahoe shows or the Bowl. I know I took acid but I don't remember the trips or just didn't care. So sad because I love acid so much and it's so super important to me. Probably because I was back on junk.
It's so sad I don't remember what I even did at the Tahoe shows or the Bowl. I know I took acid but I don't remember the trips or just didn't care. So sad because I love acid so much and it's so super important to me. Probably because I was back on junk.
